Look, you need to tell the producers that the show just isn't the same without you. Now here's the plan:- you didn't really get blown up, it was staged as it was vital that everyone believed that you really were dead and you were whisked off under cover on a special mission. This was because there was a mole in-house and as we know, she did get rumbled! Sounds good? go on, come back, you and Ros really do make the series brilliant!!