The long expected story part: This is a very very long one other then bella's pov because she was knocked out and Edward wasn't :D but unfortunately this is the last one for today because i have cystitis ( a bladder infection) and i need to rest and drink water allot otherwise i have to go to the hospital and then i would completely loose my mind :( i'm not into hospitals. :( i'm not going to write one tomorrow because i'm going to help a friend in need and then i still have to work from 7 till 10 p.m. but i'll do my best otherwise it will be Saturday
Edwards's pov
I waited about 2 hours when it was finally quiet but I still saw a little light in Bella’s room so I crawled into her room easily and she was reading a book when she suddenly saw me.
“Edward” she whispered. “How did you get in my room”
“By the window” I said calm
She crawled towards me and she wanted to grab my hand but I didn’t let her, this was already hard for me and I wouldn’t know what I do when she would touch me..
“What’s wrong” she asked me worried
“Do you really like me or are you pretending so I would like you” I said calm
She looked very confused at me but yet it looked like she knew what I was talking about.
“What are you talking about” she asked me a little upset but she knew the answer, I know she does.
“I heard you and your parents talk before so you don’t need to lie to me anymore” I said again a little angry and upset
“What, how did you heard, where you eavesdropping” she asked me. I was eavesdropping but this wasn’t my fault, I was glad I did otherwise I would have never found out.
“That doesn’t matter, I trusted you, I loved you, how could you lie to me like that” I said.
“I wasn’t lying, I really like you, I love you” she answered me back upset. But I just couldn’t believe her anymore
“I’m sorry this isn’t going to work” I said and then left back thro her window.
“Edward wait” I could hear her call my name in a whisper. I walked fast towards my car and got it and drove off in a hurry.
I was driving really fast, I needed to calm myself down and this was my way of doing so. I think I was almost home when my phone started ringing. I looked at it and I saw it was Alice so I picked up.
“Oh Edward, you need to go back to Bella, I already called an ambulance and Carlisle is being informed” Alice said in a hurry and upset
“Alice stop what are you talking about” I asked her a little upset. I just came from Bella.
“It’s Bella, she took allot of pills with alcohol, I just hope were not to late” Alice said upset.
I turned the car in a blink and even drove faster then I did before back to Bella’s house.
This was my fault, she was already upset and I made her do this. I will never forgive myself if something happens to her.
I arrived and just parked my car on the side of the road and ran in a hurry towards her window when suddenly Alice stopped me.
“We can’t, we need to wake up her parents” Alice said and then we started banging on the door. A minute or two passed when I heard footsteps.
“Yeah yeah I’m coming” I heard Bella’s dad say and then the door opened.
“What. Do you have any idea ...” He started saying but both Alice and me interrupted him
“Bella” we both said on the same time.
“What with Bella” he said and then we heard Mrs Hamilton yelling for him.
“Tom call an ambulance” we heard her yell.
“I already called them” Alice said fast.
“How did you know” Tom asked Alice upset
“She called me and told me what she did and then the phone was dead, so I called the ambulance” Alice answered him back while we were all running upstairs.
I saw her laying there, the alcohol was on the floor, it was a half empty. She didn’t move and her heart was pumping so slow that it was like it would stop any minute.
“Bella, Bella open your eyes, come on sweetie, don’t do this. Open your eyes Bella” Tom said in panic.
But she didn’t react and then he grabbed her up will the all the strength he had and dragged her downstairs. I wish I could help right now because this was my fault.
“She needs to wake up, otherwise she will go into a coma, Get some water Jane and something that would make her throw up, Go” Tom yelled.
“Just water,” Alice yelled back to Jane. “I already have something that would make her throw up, our dad is a doctor”
“Thanks” he said while Alice handed him a little bottle.
Jane returned with a bottle of water and Tom filled it with the bottle that Alice give him. He knew what he was doing.
He started pouring some water in Bella’s mouth but she wasn’t swallowing.
“Come on Bella swallow, sweetie, come on” Tom said concern while he pour some more of the water in her mouth and then she started swallowing the water slowly.
“Good girl” he said but not much later Bella started throwing up.
“Get it all out” he said while still holding Bella in his arms. The ambulance arrived too and Carlisle walked out.
“We came as fast as we could” Carlisle said while he leaned towards Bella now.
“Did she throw up” he asked regular while he was checking her eyes and heartbeat.
“yes just now” Tom answered back but Bella was out again.
“Bella can you hear me” Carlisle asked but she didn’t react. Tom pulled her up and laid her on the table in the ambulance.
“I’m coming with you” Jane said and got in the ambulance too with just wearing a pair of jeans but still with her bathrobe around her.
Carlisle looked at Alice and me ‘What are you both planning to do’ I heard him think
“Well be right behind” Alice said before I could say something. It was like she could hear Carlisle’s thoughts just like I do.
The ambulance left in a hurry.
“Do you have anything to do with this” I suddenly heard tom asking me with allot of anger.
I looked at him upset.
He looked away and started walking inside.
“We found out why you are all here” Alice said while going after him while I followed her
“Oh and that is” he said still angry while pulling his clothes on.
“FBI” Alice said firm and strong
The anger on his face turned into shock
“Did Bella told …” He started saying but Alice abruptly stopped him, this time Alice was the one talking instead of me.
“No but she was planning too. What were you people thinking using her. she’s a child, a troubled child.” Alice said angry now.
“It wasn’t our idea” he said while grabbing his car keys.
“I’ll drive” Alice said while taking the keys out of his hand.
“Why, I’m perfectly capable to drive” he said angry
“I know but I’m faster” she said with a little joy in her voice wile walking towards the police car. Both Tom and me followed her.
“I’m going to pretend I didn’t heard that miss Cullen” he said calm but I could see a smile on Alice her face that she didn’t care about it.
“Edward we’ll see you there” Alice said to me so I nodded back without going in discussing with her because I knew I would lose anyway. I got in my car and drove away as fast as the car could drive but before I was out of hearing range I could hear Tom.
“What happened between them that Bella did this to herself” he said to Alice. I really started to feel guilty, If I just listened to her, if I just believed her than this could all have been avoided. Why was I always so stubborn.
I arrived at the hospital when I bumped into Carlisle on the first floor.
“Dad, how is she doing” I asked him concern but upset.
“Well we pumped everything out of her stomach, we had a lot of luck that she threw up before otherwise it would have been to late. Half of the pills substance is still in her bloodline but it will be out of her at the time she wakes up.” Carlisle said doctorly
I looked at the ground but then looked back at him.
“This was my fault” I said in a sob voice. I was so stupid, I still can’t believe that I didn’t listen to her but my feelings now for her was still the same, nothing would ever have changed that.
“Nothing is your fault, Edward. Bella was going thru a hard time by herself and she just had a mental breakdown” Carlisle said caring.
How did he know she had a hard time, he already knew more then I did.
“Jane told me” he said probably reading my expressions on my face
I nodded but then I heard Tom and Alice arriving.
“Doctor, how is she” I heard Tom practically yelling while walking towards us.
“she’s doing better, but she’s sleeping now. Lucky you where there otherwise we would have lost her” Carlisle said friendly
“I had an extra training with the police if we would ever get in a situation like this” Tom said friendly back.
“Where is Bella now” Alice asked Carlisle
“There talking her to the first floor room 108. Now if you will excuse me, I have other patient to attend” Carlisle said calm and friendly while he left.
I took the stairs while Alice and Tom took the elevator. I wasn’t feel like it to read there minds for now.
I was allot faster at the room and I saw Jane sitting next to Bella while holding her hand.
After Alice and Tom arrived we waited for a long time when suddenly Tom’s phone started ringing and he looked at Jane. ‘Damn it’s Mark’ he was thinking and then picked up the phone.
“Hello” Tom said calm
“no no, well not really” I heard him say
“you don’t have to, we got everything under control” he said again thru the phone
“oh you’re already here. ….Downstairs. …I’ll be right there then” Tom said friendly and then laid down the phone and turned towards Jane.
“He found out, he’s downstairs. He’s going to take Bella with him and sent her too, you know where” he said almost in a whisper. ‘I can’t believe he would sent Bella to that horrible place in Alaska, she’s a child, she needs help not torment’ I read from Jane’s mind. I panicked and looked at Alice.
“There’s not much we can do for now, then wait. I’ll go talk to Carlisle” Alice said and then left the room.
“Jane are you coming” I heard Tom say and I turned gently towards Bella
“be right there” Jane said while she stood up and walked towards me. I heard tom leaving on the Hallway.
“Bella never wanted to lie to you and her feelings for you where the same. She lied to us about that she was pretending her love and I knew she was. When she arrived here, she was still the troubled girl but when she met you I could see love in her eyes, hope. Please don’t give up on her” Jane said friendly. The only reaction I could give her was a nod and then she walked out of the room and I could here her leaving the hallway.
Edwards's pov
I waited about 2 hours when it was finally quiet but I still saw a little light in Bella’s room so I crawled into her room easily and she was reading a book when she suddenly saw me.
“Edward” she whispered. “How did you get in my room”
“By the window” I said calm
She crawled towards me and she wanted to grab my hand but I didn’t let her, this was already hard for me and I wouldn’t know what I do when she would touch me..
“What’s wrong” she asked me worried
“Do you really like me or are you pretending so I would like you” I said calm
She looked very confused at me but yet it looked like she knew what I was talking about.
“What are you talking about” she asked me a little upset but she knew the answer, I know she does.
“I heard you and your parents talk before so you don’t need to lie to me anymore” I said again a little angry and upset
“What, how did you heard, where you eavesdropping” she asked me. I was eavesdropping but this wasn’t my fault, I was glad I did otherwise I would have never found out.
“That doesn’t matter, I trusted you, I loved you, how could you lie to me like that” I said.
“I wasn’t lying, I really like you, I love you” she answered me back upset. But I just couldn’t believe her anymore
“I’m sorry this isn’t going to work” I said and then left back thro her window.
“Edward wait” I could hear her call my name in a whisper. I walked fast towards my car and got it and drove off in a hurry.
I was driving really fast, I needed to calm myself down and this was my way of doing so. I think I was almost home when my phone started ringing. I looked at it and I saw it was Alice so I picked up.
“Oh Edward, you need to go back to Bella, I already called an ambulance and Carlisle is being informed” Alice said in a hurry and upset
“Alice stop what are you talking about” I asked her a little upset. I just came from Bella.
“It’s Bella, she took allot of pills with alcohol, I just hope were not to late” Alice said upset.
I turned the car in a blink and even drove faster then I did before back to Bella’s house.
This was my fault, she was already upset and I made her do this. I will never forgive myself if something happens to her.
I arrived and just parked my car on the side of the road and ran in a hurry towards her window when suddenly Alice stopped me.
“We can’t, we need to wake up her parents” Alice said and then we started banging on the door. A minute or two passed when I heard footsteps.
“Yeah yeah I’m coming” I heard Bella’s dad say and then the door opened.
“What. Do you have any idea ...” He started saying but both Alice and me interrupted him
“Bella” we both said on the same time.
“What with Bella” he said and then we heard Mrs Hamilton yelling for him.
“Tom call an ambulance” we heard her yell.
“I already called them” Alice said fast.
“How did you know” Tom asked Alice upset
“She called me and told me what she did and then the phone was dead, so I called the ambulance” Alice answered him back while we were all running upstairs.
I saw her laying there, the alcohol was on the floor, it was a half empty. She didn’t move and her heart was pumping so slow that it was like it would stop any minute.
“Bella, Bella open your eyes, come on sweetie, don’t do this. Open your eyes Bella” Tom said in panic.
But she didn’t react and then he grabbed her up will the all the strength he had and dragged her downstairs. I wish I could help right now because this was my fault.
“She needs to wake up, otherwise she will go into a coma, Get some water Jane and something that would make her throw up, Go” Tom yelled.
“Just water,” Alice yelled back to Jane. “I already have something that would make her throw up, our dad is a doctor”
“Thanks” he said while Alice handed him a little bottle.
Jane returned with a bottle of water and Tom filled it with the bottle that Alice give him. He knew what he was doing.
He started pouring some water in Bella’s mouth but she wasn’t swallowing.
“Come on Bella swallow, sweetie, come on” Tom said concern while he pour some more of the water in her mouth and then she started swallowing the water slowly.
“Good girl” he said but not much later Bella started throwing up.
“Get it all out” he said while still holding Bella in his arms. The ambulance arrived too and Carlisle walked out.
“We came as fast as we could” Carlisle said while he leaned towards Bella now.
“Did she throw up” he asked regular while he was checking her eyes and heartbeat.
“yes just now” Tom answered back but Bella was out again.
“Bella can you hear me” Carlisle asked but she didn’t react. Tom pulled her up and laid her on the table in the ambulance.
“I’m coming with you” Jane said and got in the ambulance too with just wearing a pair of jeans but still with her bathrobe around her.
Carlisle looked at Alice and me ‘What are you both planning to do’ I heard him think
“Well be right behind” Alice said before I could say something. It was like she could hear Carlisle’s thoughts just like I do.
The ambulance left in a hurry.
“Do you have anything to do with this” I suddenly heard tom asking me with allot of anger.
I looked at him upset.
He looked away and started walking inside.
“We found out why you are all here” Alice said while going after him while I followed her
“Oh and that is” he said still angry while pulling his clothes on.
“FBI” Alice said firm and strong
The anger on his face turned into shock
“Did Bella told …” He started saying but Alice abruptly stopped him, this time Alice was the one talking instead of me.
“No but she was planning too. What were you people thinking using her. she’s a child, a troubled child.” Alice said angry now.
“It wasn’t our idea” he said while grabbing his car keys.
“I’ll drive” Alice said while taking the keys out of his hand.
“Why, I’m perfectly capable to drive” he said angry
“I know but I’m faster” she said with a little joy in her voice wile walking towards the police car. Both Tom and me followed her.
“I’m going to pretend I didn’t heard that miss Cullen” he said calm but I could see a smile on Alice her face that she didn’t care about it.
“Edward we’ll see you there” Alice said to me so I nodded back without going in discussing with her because I knew I would lose anyway. I got in my car and drove away as fast as the car could drive but before I was out of hearing range I could hear Tom.
“What happened between them that Bella did this to herself” he said to Alice. I really started to feel guilty, If I just listened to her, if I just believed her than this could all have been avoided. Why was I always so stubborn.
I arrived at the hospital when I bumped into Carlisle on the first floor.
“Dad, how is she doing” I asked him concern but upset.
“Well we pumped everything out of her stomach, we had a lot of luck that she threw up before otherwise it would have been to late. Half of the pills substance is still in her bloodline but it will be out of her at the time she wakes up.” Carlisle said doctorly
I looked at the ground but then looked back at him.
“This was my fault” I said in a sob voice. I was so stupid, I still can’t believe that I didn’t listen to her but my feelings now for her was still the same, nothing would ever have changed that.
“Nothing is your fault, Edward. Bella was going thru a hard time by herself and she just had a mental breakdown” Carlisle said caring.
How did he know she had a hard time, he already knew more then I did.
“Jane told me” he said probably reading my expressions on my face
I nodded but then I heard Tom and Alice arriving.
“Doctor, how is she” I heard Tom practically yelling while walking towards us.
“she’s doing better, but she’s sleeping now. Lucky you where there otherwise we would have lost her” Carlisle said friendly
“I had an extra training with the police if we would ever get in a situation like this” Tom said friendly back.
“Where is Bella now” Alice asked Carlisle
“There talking her to the first floor room 108. Now if you will excuse me, I have other patient to attend” Carlisle said calm and friendly while he left.
I took the stairs while Alice and Tom took the elevator. I wasn’t feel like it to read there minds for now.
I was allot faster at the room and I saw Jane sitting next to Bella while holding her hand.
After Alice and Tom arrived we waited for a long time when suddenly Tom’s phone started ringing and he looked at Jane. ‘Damn it’s Mark’ he was thinking and then picked up the phone.
“Hello” Tom said calm
“no no, well not really” I heard him say
“you don’t have to, we got everything under control” he said again thru the phone
“oh you’re already here. ….Downstairs. …I’ll be right there then” Tom said friendly and then laid down the phone and turned towards Jane.
“He found out, he’s downstairs. He’s going to take Bella with him and sent her too, you know where” he said almost in a whisper. ‘I can’t believe he would sent Bella to that horrible place in Alaska, she’s a child, she needs help not torment’ I read from Jane’s mind. I panicked and looked at Alice.
“There’s not much we can do for now, then wait. I’ll go talk to Carlisle” Alice said and then left the room.
“Jane are you coming” I heard Tom say and I turned gently towards Bella
“be right there” Jane said while she stood up and walked towards me. I heard tom leaving on the Hallway.
“Bella never wanted to lie to you and her feelings for you where the same. She lied to us about that she was pretending her love and I knew she was. When she arrived here, she was still the troubled girl but when she met you I could see love in her eyes, hope. Please don’t give up on her” Jane said friendly. The only reaction I could give her was a nod and then she walked out of the room and I could here her leaving the hallway.