Hey i'm still a little sick but i'm doing the best i can to post it because my dad doesn't want me to stay in this cold room :( but here it goes enjoy
Bella's pov
We were now far away from the Cullen’s house and from regular people so we could finally hunt.
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After an hour we were both done hunting and Mason clothes were full of blood and I forgot to bring some clothes of him with us.
“Mommy I don’t want to go back can’t we just go see grandpa” he asked me but Charlie would freak if he saw his clothes but I knew there were still some clothes left at his house because Mason sleeps there sometimes.
“Okay sweetie” I said and I grabbed his hand in mine and we ran slowly towards Charlie’s house. We were almost there when we were hold back by the Wolves.
One of the wolves turned into Jake.
“Hey Bells where are you going” he asked firm.
“Why do you want to know that, it’s none of your damn business and if you really want to know, I’m going to see my dad, Charlie” I said strong
“Look maybe you should first go back to the Cullen’s and then you can go visit Charlie” Jake said in a more silent and calm tone.
“OMG Jake, I don’t believe that, the Cullen’s already talk to you” I said surprised.
“Well Bells they were worried. You said something or did something to make them really concerned and they think you won’t go back to them so they asked us to let them know when you pass here” he said.
“Fine let them know, can we pass know or do I have to make you” I said calm.
“Oh come on Bella, what the hell happened there that made you upset and them concerned” he asked.
“They want to ask the Volturi for help with Jack that witch lord guy, but I think they forgot that last time the volturi was here they wanted to kill me and Mason and I saw a vision of Me and Mason getting killed together with Jack by the volturi and even the Cullen’s. So yeah I’m upset” I said angry
“Wait What they never said anything about the volturi” Jake said angry now and he even growled.
“I believe you bells, I always believe you more then those bloodsuckers, oh sorry bells” he said when I looked at him a little angry
Suddenly another wolf turned into Sam and he looked at me.
“There coming, you should hurry. Say to Charlie ‘hey’ from me” Sam said calm and I nodded friendly and Mason and me ran towards Charlie’s house.
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We arrived at Charlie’s house and he wasn’t home so I didn’t knock I always knew where this spair key so I opened the door and closed it back behind me and walked upstairs with Mason still holding my hand.
“Mason can you go clean yourself up a little and I’ll be right there with some fresh clothes” I said and while he walked into the bathroom, I walked into my old room that was still the same just like I left it.
I looked in my closet and found some clothes for him and then walked into the bathroom and I cleaned Mason a little better and put his fresh clothes on.
“Come on sweetie, you may watch some television while we wait for grandpa, okay” I said while we walked out of the bathroom.
When we came down from the stairs, Jake was suddenly waiting at the door starring at me.
“Mason can you go watch some television” I asked him.
“Mommy…” he said begging.
“Now” I said still friendly and he did what I asked him and walked into the living room straight into the couch. I still kept an eye on him while we were now in the kitchen.
“Can we talk, again” Jake asked me friendly and I nodded slowly
“Sure” I said and stood in a place where I could keep an eye on Mason.
“What is going on with you and Edward. You were always so close and lately you both…” he said
“…keep arguing” I said finishing what he wanted to say.
“Yeah” he said
“I don’t know Jake, I think it’s all my fault. All the troubles keep coming from my direction and it’s like the Cullen’s blame me for disturbing the peace that they lived in, even Edward acts different towards me” I said and I know I sounded upset and Jake suddenly hugged me and I didn’t even mind so I hugged him back and I even started to sob now.
“Oh I’m sorry Bells” he said upset
“It’s okay Jake, it’s just getting to much for me and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so lost and my feelings are leading me in different ways” I said upset and sobbing.
“Oh Bells, I hate it to see you like this” he said now upset and sad.
“I’ll talk to Edward and see what I can find out” he said calm.
“NO, please Jake don’t. I know you mean well but I think I need some time and I think so does Edward” I said and looked back at Mason who was still watching television.
“Okay and what about that Jack guy. How do you know you will be safe from him here” he asked me.
“I’m safe because he said he was leaving and that he was sorry for what he did. The funny thing is that I believe him and Saphire keep making this worse. Everything she saying the Cullen’s just keep believing her above me.” I said calm and now I took place in the chair where I can still see Mason.
“That Saphire woman doesn’t sound so innocent as she looks” Jake said with a growl.
“I’ll be fine, Jake. I’m going to ask Charlie if I can stay here for tonight” I said to him but suddenly he acting really fast.
“NO way, you and Mason are staying with us and it will be easier for you if you need to go hunt” he said very caring and strong
“Oh Jake I can’t…” I started to say but he just stopped me.
“Hey Mason. Do you want to stay with the wolves?” Jake yelled from the kitchen to the living room and in just a second Mason was in the kitchen too.
“Oh can we, Mommy, Can we please” he begged me.
“Sure sweetie” I said and gave Jake an ‘unbelievable’ look.
“If you need something for here, you should take it with you” he said and I nodded.
“I’ll be right back” I said and ran upstairs and cleaned the mess up from Mason’s bloody clothes and I packed some fresh clothes of him in a bag and ran back downstairs.
“Wow Bells that was fast” he said amused and for the first time again I smiled.
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We arrived at his place and the wolves all starred at us.
“Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea, Jake” I said a little frightened because the wolves started to growl at us.
“Hey shut it, she’s staying with us” Jake yelled angry and the wolves turned into there human forms.
Sam, Paul, Embry, Quil and Leah.
“Jake this is dangerous” Sam said angry
“If you are scared that you should leave. Bells is family, she maybe be a vampire but that doesn’t changed the fact that she is still welcome here” he said and he took Mason by his hand and I didn’t really move an inch.
“Come on Bells, I’ll settle you in” he said but still I didn’t move.
“Sam if you don’t like it, then leave” Jake said now angry and growling.
“Fine. But it’s still dangerous” he said and turned back into a wolf and ran into the forest followed by Paul and Embry.
“Nice to have you around again Bella” Quil said amused and I only smiled at him.
“So this is that little boy now” Leah said friendly
“Yeah they grow up so fast, don’t they” I said calm while I starred at Mason and taking a deep breath.
“Jake dude, may be borrow the little guy, I have something to keep him busy” Quil said friendly and joyful.
Jake looked at me and I nodded. It will be good for Mason to change his mind for a while.
“Sure but you are responsible if something happens, so Quil, Leah keep an eye on him” Jake said strong and demanding and they both nodded and took Mason with them.
“Okay Bells now we can talk” he said and walked inside and I followed him.
“What else is there to say” I said back curious.
“Well the important question of all, Do you still love Edward?” he asked.
“What” I said back
“Well that doesn’t sound to well already normally I’m used hearing you say right away that it is a stupid question and that you do love him” Jake said while taking a seat into the couch and I just took place next to him.
“Jake I love Edward but I don’t know, I’m not in love with him anymore” I said and was upset about it because Edward was always the guy of my life, my prince on a white horse.
“oh I see and do you love somebody else” he asked slowly
“I don’t know Jake that’s the thing. When Jack came to apologize, he was really true about it. There was this moment that he touched my cheek and I felt my body tingling and It was the same tingling feeling that I had with Edward when he touched me for the first time. And I needed to control myself otherwise I would have kissed him right in front of the Cullen’s and I’m so confused” I said so upset that I slowly started to sob again and Jake laid his arm around me.
“We’ll found out what is going on there, I promise” he said and I laid my head against his chest.
“What if it’s me and not them” I said upset
“Bells that’s stupid, of course it’s not you. They believe some old age woman before you that means they messed up and asking the Volturi for help when they know what they did. It’s definitely not you” Jake said strong while he was shaking my body so it would get thru to me.
“You know what, relax here okay if you need anything Quil and Leah are outside and I’ll be right back” jake said and jumped over the couch.
“Where are you going” I asked but he was already outside and then out of sight.
Well I was sitting alone now in the couch and I turned on the television and started to watch ever channel there was while I laid down, trying to relax but it was easier said then done.
“Mommy I’m tired” Mason said and I grabbed him into my arms while we both starred at the television now.
“Hey Bella, Leah and me we’ll be right back but we promised to get dinner at Emily’s” Quil whispered.
“It’s okay We’ll be fine” I said friendly and then I could hear them leaving and then I kept watching television while Mason was now sleeping in my arms. He still needed his 8 hour sleep on a day otherwise he’s so overactive and then he can’t get any control over his gifts.
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Bella's pov
We were now far away from the Cullen’s house and from regular people so we could finally hunt.
…
After an hour we were both done hunting and Mason clothes were full of blood and I forgot to bring some clothes of him with us.
“Mommy I don’t want to go back can’t we just go see grandpa” he asked me but Charlie would freak if he saw his clothes but I knew there were still some clothes left at his house because Mason sleeps there sometimes.
“Okay sweetie” I said and I grabbed his hand in mine and we ran slowly towards Charlie’s house. We were almost there when we were hold back by the Wolves.
One of the wolves turned into Jake.
“Hey Bells where are you going” he asked firm.
“Why do you want to know that, it’s none of your damn business and if you really want to know, I’m going to see my dad, Charlie” I said strong
“Look maybe you should first go back to the Cullen’s and then you can go visit Charlie” Jake said in a more silent and calm tone.
“OMG Jake, I don’t believe that, the Cullen’s already talk to you” I said surprised.
“Well Bells they were worried. You said something or did something to make them really concerned and they think you won’t go back to them so they asked us to let them know when you pass here” he said.
“Fine let them know, can we pass know or do I have to make you” I said calm.
“Oh come on Bella, what the hell happened there that made you upset and them concerned” he asked.
“They want to ask the Volturi for help with Jack that witch lord guy, but I think they forgot that last time the volturi was here they wanted to kill me and Mason and I saw a vision of Me and Mason getting killed together with Jack by the volturi and even the Cullen’s. So yeah I’m upset” I said angry
“Wait What they never said anything about the volturi” Jake said angry now and he even growled.
“I believe you bells, I always believe you more then those bloodsuckers, oh sorry bells” he said when I looked at him a little angry
Suddenly another wolf turned into Sam and he looked at me.
“There coming, you should hurry. Say to Charlie ‘hey’ from me” Sam said calm and I nodded friendly and Mason and me ran towards Charlie’s house.
…
We arrived at Charlie’s house and he wasn’t home so I didn’t knock I always knew where this spair key so I opened the door and closed it back behind me and walked upstairs with Mason still holding my hand.
“Mason can you go clean yourself up a little and I’ll be right there with some fresh clothes” I said and while he walked into the bathroom, I walked into my old room that was still the same just like I left it.
I looked in my closet and found some clothes for him and then walked into the bathroom and I cleaned Mason a little better and put his fresh clothes on.
“Come on sweetie, you may watch some television while we wait for grandpa, okay” I said while we walked out of the bathroom.
When we came down from the stairs, Jake was suddenly waiting at the door starring at me.
“Mason can you go watch some television” I asked him.
“Mommy…” he said begging.
“Now” I said still friendly and he did what I asked him and walked into the living room straight into the couch. I still kept an eye on him while we were now in the kitchen.
“Can we talk, again” Jake asked me friendly and I nodded slowly
“Sure” I said and stood in a place where I could keep an eye on Mason.
“What is going on with you and Edward. You were always so close and lately you both…” he said
“…keep arguing” I said finishing what he wanted to say.
“Yeah” he said
“I don’t know Jake, I think it’s all my fault. All the troubles keep coming from my direction and it’s like the Cullen’s blame me for disturbing the peace that they lived in, even Edward acts different towards me” I said and I know I sounded upset and Jake suddenly hugged me and I didn’t even mind so I hugged him back and I even started to sob now.
“Oh I’m sorry Bells” he said upset
“It’s okay Jake, it’s just getting to much for me and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so lost and my feelings are leading me in different ways” I said upset and sobbing.
“Oh Bells, I hate it to see you like this” he said now upset and sad.
“I’ll talk to Edward and see what I can find out” he said calm.
“NO, please Jake don’t. I know you mean well but I think I need some time and I think so does Edward” I said and looked back at Mason who was still watching television.
“Okay and what about that Jack guy. How do you know you will be safe from him here” he asked me.
“I’m safe because he said he was leaving and that he was sorry for what he did. The funny thing is that I believe him and Saphire keep making this worse. Everything she saying the Cullen’s just keep believing her above me.” I said calm and now I took place in the chair where I can still see Mason.
“That Saphire woman doesn’t sound so innocent as she looks” Jake said with a growl.
“I’ll be fine, Jake. I’m going to ask Charlie if I can stay here for tonight” I said to him but suddenly he acting really fast.
“NO way, you and Mason are staying with us and it will be easier for you if you need to go hunt” he said very caring and strong
“Oh Jake I can’t…” I started to say but he just stopped me.
“Hey Mason. Do you want to stay with the wolves?” Jake yelled from the kitchen to the living room and in just a second Mason was in the kitchen too.
“Oh can we, Mommy, Can we please” he begged me.
“Sure sweetie” I said and gave Jake an ‘unbelievable’ look.
“If you need something for here, you should take it with you” he said and I nodded.
“I’ll be right back” I said and ran upstairs and cleaned the mess up from Mason’s bloody clothes and I packed some fresh clothes of him in a bag and ran back downstairs.
“Wow Bells that was fast” he said amused and for the first time again I smiled.
…
We arrived at his place and the wolves all starred at us.
“Maybe this wasn’t such a good idea, Jake” I said a little frightened because the wolves started to growl at us.
“Hey shut it, she’s staying with us” Jake yelled angry and the wolves turned into there human forms.
Sam, Paul, Embry, Quil and Leah.
“Jake this is dangerous” Sam said angry
“If you are scared that you should leave. Bells is family, she maybe be a vampire but that doesn’t changed the fact that she is still welcome here” he said and he took Mason by his hand and I didn’t really move an inch.
“Come on Bells, I’ll settle you in” he said but still I didn’t move.
“Sam if you don’t like it, then leave” Jake said now angry and growling.
“Fine. But it’s still dangerous” he said and turned back into a wolf and ran into the forest followed by Paul and Embry.
“Nice to have you around again Bella” Quil said amused and I only smiled at him.
“So this is that little boy now” Leah said friendly
“Yeah they grow up so fast, don’t they” I said calm while I starred at Mason and taking a deep breath.
“Jake dude, may be borrow the little guy, I have something to keep him busy” Quil said friendly and joyful.
Jake looked at me and I nodded. It will be good for Mason to change his mind for a while.
“Sure but you are responsible if something happens, so Quil, Leah keep an eye on him” Jake said strong and demanding and they both nodded and took Mason with them.
“Okay Bells now we can talk” he said and walked inside and I followed him.
“What else is there to say” I said back curious.
“Well the important question of all, Do you still love Edward?” he asked.
“What” I said back
“Well that doesn’t sound to well already normally I’m used hearing you say right away that it is a stupid question and that you do love him” Jake said while taking a seat into the couch and I just took place next to him.
“Jake I love Edward but I don’t know, I’m not in love with him anymore” I said and was upset about it because Edward was always the guy of my life, my prince on a white horse.
“oh I see and do you love somebody else” he asked slowly
“I don’t know Jake that’s the thing. When Jack came to apologize, he was really true about it. There was this moment that he touched my cheek and I felt my body tingling and It was the same tingling feeling that I had with Edward when he touched me for the first time. And I needed to control myself otherwise I would have kissed him right in front of the Cullen’s and I’m so confused” I said so upset that I slowly started to sob again and Jake laid his arm around me.
“We’ll found out what is going on there, I promise” he said and I laid my head against his chest.
“What if it’s me and not them” I said upset
“Bells that’s stupid, of course it’s not you. They believe some old age woman before you that means they messed up and asking the Volturi for help when they know what they did. It’s definitely not you” Jake said strong while he was shaking my body so it would get thru to me.
“You know what, relax here okay if you need anything Quil and Leah are outside and I’ll be right back” jake said and jumped over the couch.
“Where are you going” I asked but he was already outside and then out of sight.
Well I was sitting alone now in the couch and I turned on the television and started to watch ever channel there was while I laid down, trying to relax but it was easier said then done.
“Mommy I’m tired” Mason said and I grabbed him into my arms while we both starred at the television now.
“Hey Bella, Leah and me we’ll be right back but we promised to get dinner at Emily’s” Quil whispered.
“It’s okay We’ll be fine” I said friendly and then I could hear them leaving and then I kept watching television while Mason was now sleeping in my arms. He still needed his 8 hour sleep on a day otherwise he’s so overactive and then he can’t get any control over his gifts.
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