kelly Clarkson - a moment like this

bella's pov

“Bella, have you any idea why you past out or that you miraculous woke up” Carlisle asked me, he was standing next to Daniel now.
“I don’t know exactly, the last thing I remember is seeing the volturi running into the forest, but I wasn’t feeling well, I felt dizzy and than everything turned black. But I have no idea how I woke up, I tried it before when I heard you all talk, but I couldn’t do anything, it was like I was paralyzed or something. Till I felt this warm glow in my body and than I got my senses back so I could wake up, that’s it” I said and looked up to...

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I heard voices but they weren’t clear, I couldn’t hear what they were saying. I wanted to open my eyes, but they felt tired, I guess. So I started to focus on the voices I was hearing and they became more clearly now.
“What happened Carlisle” I heard Edward say panicking and upset
“I don’t know exactly, but Jake told me that she didn’t eat for 6 hole days, so she must have been very weak and then before with the volturi, using her shield and Jane’s gift, it totally exhausted her, I’m just surprised that none of that killed her, we maybe vampires but we can still die”...

Bella's pov

I took a deep breath and I started brushing my hair it was all messed up. I went back to the crib and I saw mason waking up a little.
“hey sleepy head” I said smiling at him and I pulled him out and cradled him in my arms. I walked down the stairs and warmed up his bottle, then I heard a knock at the door.
I opened it and saw Jake, he had a smile on his face that made me smile too
“come in Jake, what are you all happy about” I asked him amused
“I went to talk to Renesmee and everything worked out great” he said happy.
“I’m glad to hear that” I said amused and happy for...

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I just laid there again for a long time again, when I suddenly heard something at my window. I jumped up saw Edward standing there.
“What are you doing here” I whispered to him
“I’m sorry Bella, for not believing in you” he said with sobs. I just looked at him not knowing what to say. I wanted to confer him but I was still angry, so I didn’t do any attempt moving myself to him. I just took place on the side of the bed.
“I was so selfish to believe the volturi and I ended up hurting you” he still said with sobs. “I’m not asking for your forgiveness, I don’t deserve...

Bella's pov

It’s been 2 hole days since I heard from Edward or someone else of the Cullen’s, I was started to worry but I needed to held strong. I was lucky Jake came to visit every day, he could keep my mind of them. Than my dad kept saying to me that I should talk things out with Edward, but he didn’t know the true reason of the fight but I never told him either.
Daniel was starting to get on my nerves always asking me that Mason and I should go with him, I kept saying ‘no’ but I was starting to doubt, what if it is better for me and Mason to go with Daniel. The last time Daniel...

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I took a deep breath and looked around and saw Daniel and Charlie watching TV. I rapped myself together and walked outside with Mason in my arms, I looked at him because he was very quiet, he kept staring in my eyes, I love my son so much.
I saw Edward still upset waiting for me and I walked towards him with Mason and now Edward walked towards me too.
“I’m sorry Bella” he began to say but I interrupted him
“Don’t start with the sorry crap” I said angry at him, Mason still laid there so quiet in my arms. “I wanna know why you lied to me, don’t you trust me” I said confused,...

bella's pov

We arrived at Charlie’s and I saw his police cruiser, so he was home. I took a deep breath and walked out of Emily’s car and gave her a smile
“Shall I go with you” he asked worried
“No, I’ll be fine, it’s just my dad” I said and walked towards the front door and knocked. I took a quick look at Mason and he was still sleeping like a rose, then suddenly the door opened.
“Omg, Bella, you’re safe, you’re okay, I was so worried, where have you been” he started saying worried.
“What” I asked him confused, how did he knew all of this
“Edward’s been calling like...

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I kept on walking and I noticed I was at LaPush.
I felt tears coming up I wanted to cry so much but I couldn’t and I never will feel my tears again. Suddenly Mason starts crying. He knew how I was feeling and he reacted on my emotions, now I felt guilty
“It’s going to be alright, everything will be just fine” I said with little sobs to Mason, he started to slow down his crying it’s like he knew what I said to him. I started cradling him to calm him down and myself.
“Bella” I heard a voice next to me, I jumped up and looked. It was Jake
“What are you doing here” he...

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Then we went back home and I looked at the clock that was hanging in our living room. I saw it was already half past seven.
“Edward I’m getting in the shower” I yelled from the bathroom. I wasn’t even undressed yet, when he suddenly was standing in front of me.
“I’ll join ya” he said smiling.
We got undressed and got in the shower, he started washing my back with his tender hands and I did his, it took a while till we were back out of the shower.

While we started dressing I asked him.
“Can we go get our kids, I want them home” I looked at him while I was putting my...

Bella's pov

We both got up and I grabbed Mason in my arms and walked towards the car with Edward and Alice following behind me.
I suddenly heard Alice “there really attached to each other” and I looked at her and she smiled and I gave her a smile back and than looked at Mason. He was doing it again, letting me read other peoples thoughts , I was reading Alice her mind. Then I heard Edward “I hope this wouldn’t effect anything tonight otherwise I’m getting Mason back” I giggled a little hearing him think that. Now I know how Edward feels when he reads other peoples mind.
“What’s...

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We both got up and I grabbed Mason in my arms and walked towards the car with Edward and Alice following behind me.
I suddenly heard Alice “there really attached to each other” and I looked at her and she smiled and I gave her a smile back and than looked at Mason. He was doing it again, letting me read other peoples thoughts , I was reading Alice her mind. Then I heard Edward “I hope this wouldn’t effect anything tonight otherwise I’m getting Mason back” I giggled a little hearing him think that. Now I know how Edward feels when he reads other peoples mind.
“What’s...

Bella's pov

“I don’t really know, the first time I saw you’re dad I never thought he would be the right guy for me but I started to get to know him and he became so protective over me that I felt safe when he was around me” I said to her almost dreaming of that memory again.
“When I found out that you’re dad was I vampire I didn’t really care anymore who or what he was because I was in love with him, my heart started beating faster Everytime I saw him. The day the took me for the first time to the meadow I found out he was in love with me too. He said to me ‘So the lion fell in...

Bella's pov

“I don’t really know, the first time I saw you’re dad I never thought he would be the right guy for me but I started to get to know him and he became so protective over me that I felt safe when he was around me” I said to her almost dreaming of that memory again.
“When I found out that you’re dad was I vampire I didn’t really care anymore who or what he was because I was in love with him, my heart started beating faster Everytime I saw him. The day the took me for the first time to the meadow I found out he was in love with me too. He said to me ‘So the lion fell in...

Bella's pov

“I don’t really know, the first time I saw you’re dad I never thought he would be the right guy for me but I started to get to know him and he became so protective over me that I felt safe when he was around me” I said to her almost dreaming of that memory again.
“When I found out that you’re dad was I vampire I didn’t really care anymore who or what he was because I was in love with him, my heart started beating faster Everytime I saw him. The day the took me for the first time to the meadow I found out he was in love with me too. He said to me ‘So the lion fell in...

Bella's pov

Edward drove very gentile, he knew what my reaction would be if he drove to fast with Mason in the car. So it took a while before we arrived home. When we finally did we both walked out of the car and I took Mason, he was sleeping now so I took him gently in my arms. Suddenly Renesmee comes running out the door
“Mom, Dad, you’re home” she said full of excitement.
“Of course, we are, what did you think that we weren’t coming home anymore, Edward said amused and with a smile on his face.
“Very funny, Dad, How is my favorite little brother doing” she asked now
“You’re...