my first NS fan fiction ... hope i comes out as good as i though i would then i started writing xD.
oh and it's from Serena POV;
"Happy Birthday princess" Lily hugged her daughter. "Four years. What an age?"
Serena smiled. "Presents!" Lily laughed and gave Serena a small present. Serena looked at it. She opened it carefully, Lily looked at her, she never opens presents carefully.
"If you go downstairs i think you'll find a bigger present, if that's what you want." Serena jumped out of bed and ran downstairs. When she first came down, there was nothing. She was about to scream for her mom when a boy came out of the kitchen.
"Natiiiie!" Serena ran to him, hugged him so hard, that he hardly breath.
He looked at her. "You know what? i'm going to live here." Serena screamed of happiness. She kissed him on his nose. She took his hand. "You going to sleep in my room, and then it's going be like we are married!"
Nate looked at her. "Are you going to marry me?" Serena smiled. "Yes Natie!" Nate blushed and hugged her.
"He was so sweet. He opened the doors for me. He paid everything. He said i look pretty in the dress and i just know he's the one!" Serena knew Blair was happy. She had just been on her first date with Nate. Their first real date. Serena had been on the phone with her in over 3 hours. She knew every little detail of their date. She knew it so well, she actually though she had been on the date herself.
"B come down. It's not like he ask you to marry him." Serena knew it was going to hurt Blair. But she was hurt too. She always though Nate was hers. Not Blairs. That was what he always had told her.
"Not yet! But don't you see it S? I can marry Nate and then you can marry Chuck. We can be the four of us forever. We won't need anyone els!"
Blair seemed happy of her little though. "There is no way i'm going to marry Chuck! You can do that!" Serena almost screamed at Blair. "Moms coming. I gotta go. See you tomorrow S."
She was bored. There was only one thing was wanted to do. And only with one person. But she couldn't. Or could she? Blair didn't tell her not to. She was just so happy. Serena picked up her phone and pressed 1. "It's Nate. Hallo? Anyone there?" Her finger was on the red phone, she wanted to press to badly, because of Blair. But she couldn't, because of herself. "I'm coming over S. She pressed on the red phone. He was coming. And she was happy about it.
"Did you know i love your laugh?" he said it, just there, in the middle of the movie. She blushed. She never blushes.
"No i didn't. Did you know i love everything about you?" She looked at him. He just looked back.
"Did you know i just wished this moment would stay forever?" From one moment to the other she started crying. "I just want to be with you forever. No Blair. No Mom and Dad. No school. No problems at all. Just you and me. 'Cause you know that Natie? You are mine. And i'm yours."
The tears was all over her face. Nate tried to remove them all. But he couldn't. Instead he hugged her.
"Don't cry Serena. Don't cry. Serena. Look at Me." She looked at him. "You are right. I'm yours. I will always belong to you. Not Blair, and you know that. No matter what happens i'm yours. Okay?" She nodded. "Come here. Lay with me." And then she lay with him. She closed her eyes and promise herself to remember this moment forever.
Blair and Nate. Nate and Blair. She knew it was right. But sitting next Chuck and smile, was wrong. Acting like everything was fine, was not fine. She was at a birthday. Or not a birthday, but Elanor Waldorf's birthday. She knew Blair had chosen she should sit next to Chuck. She knew Blair still had that sick plan in her mind.
"Shall we find a way to get out of here?" Chuck was whispering. She looked at him. "I promised Blair to be here. Otherwise i would love to go. Chuck looked at her. Followed her eyes as she look at Nate and Blair again. "Are you sure there's not another reason why you don't wanna go? - Maybe the same reason as Natie stays here?" She kicked his leg under the table.
Blair was laughing. Blair was the only one laughing. Or there was some older people laughing. But Serena didn't. She was sitting next to Chuck. Okay she had to admit. Chuck was okay. He was rude, yeah, but he was funny or at least he understood her humor.
"Wanna dance?" She looked up. It was Nate. She nodded, she got up and took his hand. It was warm and it felt like it wouldn't ever let go again. She heard Blair laugh.
"You got the girl with the laugh." Serena was whispered. She saw over Nate's shoulder how Blair was showing Chuck how to dance.
"I didn't get the girl with the laugh i love. She blushed. She always blush, when he say something to her. The music got slower. She wanted to leave, but the hand didn't let go of her. She went closer to him.
"Do you still mean what you said that night?" She wasn't sure, if she wanted the answer. She wasn't sure, that he still meant it. "Of course i do Serena. I will always mean that. You know. This wild party is soon over." She laugh a little, mainly because she knew he loved it. "See that's the laugh i love. But i will come over tomorrow. If it's okay with you?" She just nodded.
But he didn't come that next day. She was looking out of the window all day. Just waiting. Eric came up and tried to get her out, 'cause the weather was great, but she didn't want to. Chuck called her and ask if she wanted to go a party, and she wanted to, but she didn't go.
At the evening her phone called. It was B.
"Guess what? I just told Nate that i loved him!" Serena's heart broke. She never though it would come this far. "And you what? He said he loved me too! Can you believe? Serena felt the tears in her eyes. "No B. I honestly can't believe it. But i gotta go. Eric and Mom is done with dinner." She pressed on the red phone. She had done that before. She had felt sad before after doing that. But this time was the worst.
"Hunny? Eric and I are leaving over the weekend." Lily made it sound like just a little thing.
"Aunt Carol?" Lily nodded. Serena look at her mom. Serena didn't have to say anything. Lily didn't need to ask. She knew Serena didn't wanted go. "Okay. Call Eleanor if you need anything. Okay?" Serena nodded. "I'm going to fine mom. Just like last time"
Lily nodded "I know. But i'm calling Eleanor and tells her that you are alone here okay?" Serena nodded. She didn't care. She never cared. Not anymore. Not since she wasn't his anymore. And since he wasn't hers anymore. "Bye." she shouted, just before they went out of the door.
She did regret it. At the night there came an awful storm. Blair had called her, asked her is she was okay with being alone in that weather. She wasn't, but she didn't say it.
She was scared and then there was a knock on the door, she though she was going to die. She ran down and took a pan. She opened the door. And there he was. She couldn't help it but laugh.
you get the next part soon.. just need to get out now xD. - hope you like it (;