I promise (poem)

The black belt whipped against my bare skin
Not screaming in pain
Not daring to shed a tear
The screaming
Rings in my ear
While I shake with fear
Wondering what did I do so wrong
To deserve this
I feel like I am worthless
Every time I speak
It’s all wrong
The curses stings in my heart
Where it is slowly turning into a rock
So I won’t feel any pain
But I must ask
What did I do wrong?
I promise I’ll listen
I promise not to judge you
I promise
Please I want to make things right
Only if you let me
But if you don’t
I’ll walk the earth forever and ever
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~not written by me truly sad