-Jasper-
Must not have a nervous breakdown must not have a nervous breakdown must not have a nervous breakdown
Edward is getting a real kick out of watching me handle the family's frustration.
Did I mention I'm bordering on a nervous breakdown?
I've had plenty of experience dealing with many emotions. I have, after all, enrolled in high school more often than I'd have liked, and surrounded myself with annoyingly petty brats.
However, vampires are on a whole new level when it comes to experiencing irritation.
I looked up from the dictionary I was studying, and observed as Bella snatched Alice's iPod and crushed it. Alice looked furious, and sensing a fight, I sent Alice calming waves.
Sometimes, things get so dramatic here it's almost boring.
"BELLA WHAT THE HELL WHERE YOU THINKING!!! I WAS JUST AT THE CHORUS BIT!!!!"
Never mind that there were other songs to listen to and Bella had just demolished a pricey state-of-the-art iPod. No, Alice was waving a twisted piece of hot pink metal with various memory cards and such twisted beyond recognition, screaming at Bella for the interruption of a song.
Well, it was only to be expected. Alice did enjoy buying new things. This would just turn into a shopping spree.
Must not have a nervous breakdown must not have a nervous breakdown must not have a nervous breakdown
Edward is getting a real kick out of watching me handle the family's frustration.
Did I mention I'm bordering on a nervous breakdown?
I've had plenty of experience dealing with many emotions. I have, after all, enrolled in high school more often than I'd have liked, and surrounded myself with annoyingly petty brats.
However, vampires are on a whole new level when it comes to experiencing irritation.
I looked up from the dictionary I was studying, and observed as Bella snatched Alice's iPod and crushed it. Alice looked furious, and sensing a fight, I sent Alice calming waves.
Sometimes, things get so dramatic here it's almost boring.
"BELLA WHAT THE HELL WHERE YOU THINKING!!! I WAS JUST AT THE CHORUS BIT!!!!"
Never mind that there were other songs to listen to and Bella had just demolished a pricey state-of-the-art iPod. No, Alice was waving a twisted piece of hot pink metal with various memory cards and such twisted beyond recognition, screaming at Bella for the interruption of a song.
Well, it was only to be expected. Alice did enjoy buying new things. This would just turn into a shopping spree.
-Jasper-
Must not have a nervous breakdown must not have a nervous breakdown must not have a nervous breakdown
Edward is getting a real kick out of watching me handle the family's frustration.
Did I mention I'm bordering on a nervous breakdown?
I've had plenty of experience dealing with many emotions. I have, after all, enrolled in high school more often than I'd have liked, and surrounded myself with annoyingly petty brats.
However, vampires are on a whole new level when it comes to experiencing irritation.
I looked up from the dictionary I was studying, and observed as Bella snatched Alice's iPod and crushed it. Alice looked furious, and sensing a fight, I sent Alice calming waves.
Sometimes, things get so dramatic here it's almost boring.
"BELLA WHAT THE HELL WHERE YOU THINKING!!! I WAS JUST AT THE CHORUS BIT!!!!"
Never mind that there were other songs to listen to and Bella had just demolished a pricey state-of-the-art iPod. No, Alice was waving a twisted piece of hot pink metal with various memory cards and such twisted beyond recognition, screaming at Bella for the interruption of a song.
Well, it was only to be expected. Alice did enjoy buying new things. This would just turn into a shopping spree.
Must not have a nervous breakdown must not have a nervous breakdown must not have a nervous breakdown
Edward is getting a real kick out of watching me handle the family's frustration.
Did I mention I'm bordering on a nervous breakdown?
I've had plenty of experience dealing with many emotions. I have, after all, enrolled in high school more often than I'd have liked, and surrounded myself with annoyingly petty brats.
However, vampires are on a whole new level when it comes to experiencing irritation.
I looked up from the dictionary I was studying, and observed as Bella snatched Alice's iPod and crushed it. Alice looked furious, and sensing a fight, I sent Alice calming waves.
Sometimes, things get so dramatic here it's almost boring.
"BELLA WHAT THE HELL WHERE YOU THINKING!!! I WAS JUST AT THE CHORUS BIT!!!!"
Never mind that there were other songs to listen to and Bella had just demolished a pricey state-of-the-art iPod. No, Alice was waving a twisted piece of hot pink metal with various memory cards and such twisted beyond recognition, screaming at Bella for the interruption of a song.
Well, it was only to be expected. Alice did enjoy buying new things. This would just turn into a shopping spree.
-Jasper-
Sometimes, I absorb the emotions around me. Like now. Did I mention I'm about to have a nervous breakdown?
-Bella-
When everyone you love is at risk, you'll put yourself up. It goes without saying. It just does.
Because I would rather be torn apart a thousand times, endure the fire of becoming a vampire all over again, endure it for the rest of eternity, rather than watch the Volturi take my family.
Wordlessly, I stand up and at human pace, make my way to the large ominous door.
In a very soap-opera-ish manner, Edward grabs my hand. I snort, and lift my shield.
Let go, Edward. I'm going in there, end of story. I can't just stand by and let it happen.
"Bella... I'm coming with you." By the tone of his voice, he means it.
Sometimes, I absorb the emotions around me. Like now. Did I mention I'm about to have a nervous breakdown?
-Bella-
When everyone you love is at risk, you'll put yourself up. It goes without saying. It just does.
Because I would rather be torn apart a thousand times, endure the fire of becoming a vampire all over again, endure it for the rest of eternity, rather than watch the Volturi take my family.
Wordlessly, I stand up and at human pace, make my way to the large ominous door.
In a very soap-opera-ish manner, Edward grabs my hand. I snort, and lift my shield.
Let go, Edward. I'm going in there, end of story. I can't just stand by and let it happen.
"Bella... I'm coming with you." By the tone of his voice, he means it.
-Renesmee-
We were going back to our house. I wanted to be home, more than anything else. Jen was actually a month old, but looked about twice as old.
Uncle Emmett had said, before we had left, "Oh, the mayhem we shall create!" Should I be afraid?
Probably.
Maybe I should seriously consider enlisting the help of Rosalie, Jasper, my mom and dad, Alice, Esme, and Carlisle.
Now, however, Jen is (physically) six months old, and if I miss any more sleep, I will start crying.
Why the hell do people claim that they've slept like a baby if they wake up every two hours?
Anyways, at least she's started sleeping more. Mom, Rose, Alice and Esme help a lot, too.
* * *
I love being a mom, and I love my daughter, but at this point, all I care about is ripping Seth Clearwater's face off.
Did I metion I'm being held back by three different werewolves right now? And that they are seriously struggling?
Setyh imprinted on my baby.
We were going back to our house. I wanted to be home, more than anything else. Jen was actually a month old, but looked about twice as old.
Uncle Emmett had said, before we had left, "Oh, the mayhem we shall create!" Should I be afraid?
Probably.
Maybe I should seriously consider enlisting the help of Rosalie, Jasper, my mom and dad, Alice, Esme, and Carlisle.
Now, however, Jen is (physically) six months old, and if I miss any more sleep, I will start crying.
Why the hell do people claim that they've slept like a baby if they wake up every two hours?
Anyways, at least she's started sleeping more. Mom, Rose, Alice and Esme help a lot, too.
* * *
I love being a mom, and I love my daughter, but at this point, all I care about is ripping Seth Clearwater's face off.
Did I metion I'm being held back by three different werewolves right now? And that they are seriously struggling?
Setyh imprinted on my baby.