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Fan fiction by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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There was a time when I was locked away...in a sepulchre in the forest....by now you should all be familiar with the Halloween parties a throw every year...the masquerades I host with the small stone building as the entrance 2 to ever changing, always scary themes. That small stone building....was my own grave sight...which I modified to be such an entrance 2 an underground massive ball room. Turn my sorrow in2 something grand...that's why I did it. There was another reason, 2, though....I kept it there as a constant reminder that no matter how human I may feel...or act or look...I'm still no more then a monster....hiding in this human hide and thriving in a flesh I wish I reflected in truth inside of me...
    You may be wondering why I was imprisoned...well keep in mind I was born descended from Cleopatra and Ceasar on 1 side and Nefertiti on the other....put that together with my werepire witch statues which somehow got out...and my curse...when I was born was when witches, weres, and vampires actually existed in the eyes of the public (where as now any1 who claimed 2 be 1 would b called a nut and locked away or just ignored) I studied the white arts at...
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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I know you won't let go of me
You're my greatest faceless enemy
Though all you do is hurt me
I guess misery loves company...
And you won't let me leave you lonely....
Though sometimes you speak so soothingly....
I almost don't want you to leave me....
I'll suffer very slowly....
Because you know just what to say to me.....
To keep me here, knowingly.
Because this is just the way it must be.

I have no choice
Because your voice...
It keeps me here...
So I can not fear.
The most difficult thing...
Is the ring ring in my ear...
Telling me to let go
That I don't belong here...
But I feel instantly drawn
To the bloody dawn.
And, though darkly inspired
I have to desired
A life beyond my own.

But you will hold me till death
And I know I will let you
Because I know I am weak inside,
Though tough outside
A small child hidden
Fan fiction by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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I've always thought this was nothing but a story...but the older I get, the more I believe. There's an ancient story....that's more then a story for me. A story from my village...passed from our ancestors. Our village was all descendents of Egypt, even though we lived in the middle of no-where here in the US. I know what you're thinking.... “You're way to pale to be descended from Africa!” but there's much more to it then that. I'll let you read the ancient scrolls....which survive in my hidden library....and perhaps Kem and Meshrew would remember the story....though I doubt it, with how long it's been. I'll translate them, sense very few can read hieroglyphs....

    There will be a child born with the Blood of the Pharaohs, who holds much power in her grasp. However, the power will come with a price. The child with the name of flowers will be surrounded with all the sins of her family, both recent and long past....After the fall of the last great pharaoh, Egyptian magic will be lost, save one family.....It will travel through the blood of the line of Nefertiti. Through great pain the child will learn and find her powers. because of the pain...
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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long ago, when i was 3, me and mother went into the store. it's my earliest memory, going into that store. mother said "u can pick one toy. u've been really good this past year. u didn't complain and u didn't cry." i should explain. that past year they didn't have any money 4 any christmas gifts or...any gifts at all. father has spent it all away on stupid shit. mother just got some money and we'd gone 2 the store. i didn't expect her 2 say anything. i didn't cry or complain when i didn't get anything. i didn't think we'd gone 2 the store 4 me....i thought we were just getting stuff....but i slowly walk away, drawn 2 the toys. i walk past all the other bears, drawn 2 one. an Emo Care Bear...something most kids hated. that's y they only made them 4 one day and stopped....trying 2 get rid of the ones they had. most kids feared it.....but i'm not most kids....and i grabbed one without hesitating. i ran 2 mom and she looks at me* "did u look at everything?" i nod, lying. i didn't need 2, i knew this was what i wanted. she smiles and pays 4 it and, as soon as we leave, i open up the box and hug it* "what'll u call her?" mom asks. hmmm....that i didn't think of...
Opinion by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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Have you ever wondered what it'd be like to have someone who looks exactly like you around you at all times? Unfortunately, I don't have to wonder. My name's Kem Senef, Black Blood in Egyptian. Some may say having a twin is like having 2 of the same person. I say it's more like taking one person and taring him in half. My twin is Meshrew Hesep, Evening Garden. Sounds angelic compared to my name, doesn't it? You have no idea...Our parents may as well have just been his, it would have saved me a lot of pain in the long run.
    I HATE my brother because he was treated like a prince and I was more like prisoner that would always be mocked. This goes back long before we both died and I became a demon, him an angel. No, this hate is much more deeply rooted then a mere everlasting war ageist good and evil. You see, I knew he could have stopped them simply by asking them to. But, no, what does he do instead? He laughs at my pain....so let's go back there...and I'll show you what he did.
Fan fiction by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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i guess u could say tht i once was a good boy. mostly because i was beat into being good. i used 2 give a fuck, now i give a fuck less. i was given the death penalty because they finally caught me...i should explain.

u c, my parents...me and Meshrew's....well, meshrew was the prince and got everything. he was pampered and they told him he was gonna b great and....what didn't help....he was. at everything. being number 2 sucks once in a while, being in constant second place...will put u in a state of rage which most will never know because they're good at sometime. since i was useless compaired 2 my brother...i was tossed aside like a worthless peice of trash. i was also used as a punching bag by our so called parents.

whips and chains were their fav. things 2 use...chain me up and whip me till i bleed...that was their thoughts since i was 4. i was no more then the embarisment hiding under the table. Meshrew would watch...and sometimes laugh. being already in rage and adding pain and hurt....at the age of 14 i had finally had enough. i killed them...both of them. i put them through the same pain i had gone through all those years. every cut, welt, burn,...
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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i loved u so
but it was time 2 go
u spoke my name
i never came
'cos it was time 2 go
so i showed no pain
even though it hurts again...

is it possible 4 u...
2 c the love i'm hidin'?
is it possible u know....
all the pain i keep...
bottled up inside?
can u even c...
all the love inside of me?
i've tried but i can't leave....because...


u never so much...
as looked at me b4
so how can i believe...
u actually care about me?
but this pain, it just won't end.
you're never truly gone.
i feel u beside me every step i take
trying 2 call me back.
but long ago...


oh, i cried and cried and cried 4 u but
u never seemed 2 care.
oh how i tried and tried and tired 4 u but
u just were never there.
so now i'm through cryin'
and i'm through wastin' my time
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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red sky when u say goodbye
red sky makes me cry forever
red sky when i feel the pain
red sky makes me see...no...end
red sky when u say goodbye
red sky seems 2 last forever
red sky when u feel no pain
red sky when u said...the...end

i can't help this conection i feel
i thought u felt it 2
i guess i let my heart get the best of me
i guess i was wrong...
when i believed it when u said u felt it 2
u said it'd last forever
but forever's come and gone.
i guess it has an end i didn't know about...
but my pain will last forever because...


i thought u said u loved me...
with every single kiss...
i thought we came closer
a happiness and bliss.
but then u went away
u left me standing in the rain
tear that never dry
everyday i'll cry
maybe u can follow the river back
it's a pain that just won't ever....see...an....end
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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*ok, this is a song i wrote....i'm no pro at this so i hope it works....

i finally found a place where i belong...
in your arms
a place where it's ok to cry...(Male Verson: a place where i don't have to try)
in your arms
the place i feel at home...
in your arms

it's almost like this is the 1st
love i've ever had....
my last love ended in pain...
a million tears have past by...
these blue eyes have seen so much,
but not 2 b noticed by them...
but with u it seems fine 2 cry...
i don't understand y but...


you're the only one left...
that can heal this heart of mine.
the scars may never go away,
but u seem 2 help ease this pain.
where ever u r...
i know now that's where i wanna b.


please don't leave me
i wnna stay like this forever...
i couldn't care less what they think...
Opinion by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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~Life After Death?~
is it possible to live after death?
I guess so...
memories never truly die
but will anyone remember...
such an insignificant speck?

~Anyone Care?~
Does anyone care?
probably not
even if they say they do...
people don't always...
mean what they say

~Love Struck~
Adoring, smiling, electric
my heart
to the floor

Makes me think of night
with no stars, no moon in sight
in the emptiness of space

Boiling, Jumping, Pounding
restless in the heart
of me
Opinion by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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Don't put your life in someone's hands
they're bound to steal it away
no matter how I try, it always remains the same
it cuts like a knife
when you tell me get a life
for I real I will never find love

is it possible for true love
the power's in your hands
you must live your own life
before it's all thrown away
before it's cut away with a knife
everything stays the same

since everything's the same
perhaps there is no love
the hearts have been slashed with the knife
and mine lies in my hands
so no one can take it away
and so I control my life

Since I control my own life
I refuse to be the same
I won't be swept away
I will find love
for your life rest in your hands
so don't be cut by the knife

It's easy to be cut by the knife
so live your life
it's all in your hands
don't let it be the same
Opinion by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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I believe in the power of love
the influence of music
the fact that words can't hurt you
the evil we all poses
the fact that some things won't stop, even if they should;
war, fighting, killing

but the fantasy that love always will come isn't true.

I believe in the strength of hate
I believe in the light at the end
I believe in a life after death
Memories, flowers, smiles

and I believe in the fact that no one can set you free...they can only help

the headstone says
the fresh flowers bloom
the still and silence
lose and loneliness
words on my tongue
"another soldier is gone forever"

fear in the air
screams of lost souls, wings always beating
heat of the flames melting me
the hate and bitter loneliness
I'm in Hell
Opinion by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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i am lonely and sad...
i wonder how no one notices or sees the tears
i hear open mouths and...
i see open hands
i want to help them, but can't because
i am lonely and sad.

i pretend not to care but...
i feel the pain, whether you know it or not.
i've touched the flame, and...
i fear i have burned, but...
i cry...whether you care to notice or not.
i am lonely and sad

i understand you don't care about me...
i say i don't care about what you say but...
i dream of the day the line is true.
i try to make you understand and
i hope you will but...until then...
i am lonely and sad

what if I fell in love
I might feel light as a dove

what in I were to die tomorrow?
I could see if anyone would care

what if hate were a swirling abyss?
I would be at the center

what if the world would end?
Opinion by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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~The Gun~
we all have one...
if it slips, you're done.
some carry it deep within.
for some, it's just beneath the skin.
we all own one,
let it slip, you're done.
sound like fun?
then just shun...
you'll see the result...
it's always the same.
it will always end...
with a bang!

before the lie seeps in,
truth is soon at it's fin.
the lies bury the truth deep.
and the truth...doesn't always seep...

~When You Left~
the day was long and dreary
you have left me weary
my eyes are often teary
so let me say one last thing...
i take back everything I've said

my dream
fear that i fight
a nightmare

~Love Fruit~
in spring the plum, ripe
fall, then it falls from the tree
love does the same thing
like an overly ripe plum fruit...
nether the fruit, nor love, lasts
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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I remember
as much as i forget.
but no mater what i remember...
i never remember to forget you

i know you well enough to know...
you never loved me...
no matter what you said.
so now...
i must remember to forget...

summer is gone
you had to go back home.
so, now what do i do?
you left me here all alone...
so now i watch,
so now i wait,
as my heart aches,
as my heart breaks.

will i be able...
to wait?
or was this all...
just fake?

i'd like to forget
what i've been through.
and what my life's been like.
i'd like to see a light at the end of the tunnel...
but every time i forget...
the past jumps back in front of me.
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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found strength inside,
even though i cried.
not overcome with pride,
it'll eat me from inside.
can't say i haven't tried,
can't say i haven't lied.

my life is like crud...
but u wouldn't know it...
just looking into my eyes.

so...why don't you try
to take a look
through my eyes

What's Life?
Faith, Love, Hate, Hope, Lust, Trust, Truth, Lies, Pain, Pride, Guilt, Laugh, Cry, Loneliness, Try, Strength, Hard, Hate, Grief, Longing, Peace, War, Sports, Friends, Family, Ememys, Fun, Brave, Goin' on, Anger, Revenge, Not everybody knows that everybody goes to a better place, Not everybody knows that everybody could be livin' their last day, The hard time's will come and we'll keep movin' on, Some friends become your enemys, Some Friends become your family. Live, Die.
That's life.

what is a life,
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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~When Love Comes~
when love comes
i shall watch.
when it leaves,
i shall follow.
and it shall turn back
and it will push me down.
so i'll get up,
and i'll dust off my clothes.
i'll continue to follow...
until it eventually stays with me,
or until the day that i die.

before the darkness creeps in,
then...the light is is fin.
when the light is low,
darkness is undertow.
watch, as it creeps in slow,
like a most feared foe.

~Tempt me~
tempt me,
push me.
hate me,
love me.
kick me when I'm down,
then give me the crown.
it's amazing how many people care...
after you're gone.

~The Day That I Die~
the best day of my life
will be the day i leave this world
never to return
and never come back.

~Love Is~
Love is...
Trust, hope, best friends, caring for each other
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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hope, for me, is a place uncharted
and extremely over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
frozen my very soul.

my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forewarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.

the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my heart is numb.

and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my heart can not ache,
nor can it brake.

the lie of a life
I'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explanation.
so i ask, Why?

why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?

so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope you understand...
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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i used to be a dreamer.
but i noticed something...
all the dreamers end up...
with a broken heart.

Brightness, grin, smile
it's something...i haven't felt in a while.

true, truthful, truth
honesty is hard to find, you gotta be a sleuth.

~True Love~
if you can feel it with your heart
if you can see it with your eyes
if you feel it every night
if you settle every fight
if you always see a light
if you can ever find it...

~Love Circle~
Summer, like, love
like, love, hold hands
love, hold hands, hug
hold hands, hug, kiss
hug, kiss, smile
kiss, smile, over
smile, over, left
over, left, alone
left, alone, sad
alone, sad, cry
sad, cry, heartbreak

~Let's go!~
let's go!
take me please!
drive until we run out of road,
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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Look across the glass-flat sea
The calm, blue sea.
Calmness is all you'll find.
And yet the ship,
Oh, the ship!
It looks like it's being crushed!

What's going on?
How can this be?
Well let's take a look beneath the calm blue sea.

The peace is shattered,
Swirling tides!
Grief, pain, hurt, pain...

How was this hidden,
(so cleverly, i might add)
Beneath the calm glass sea?

No, a better question would be,
How is the boat still there,
Atop the swirling tides?
How has it not yet been bashed ageist the rocky shore?

The currents of hate and pain and grief. the hurt and the loneliness

And the fish,
Oh, the un-trusting fish.
The sad, lonely, un-trusting fish.
Afraid to become attached to anyone or anything.
The pore, sad fish that will do nothing but run away.

How is this all possible,
Beneath the glass flat sea?
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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because when all the light is gone
Darkness shall prevail.
i have learned something,that i wish to unveil.

if you look for the bad in a person
you'll find it quicker...
the u will find the good.
but sometimes,
just sometimes,
a flicker of light will shine though.

this madness stops here,
this world has filled me with fear.
i almost...shed a tear.
the pain...it's shear.
all because you left me here.

so, here i will stay,
and there i will lay.
every single day
here...i shall stay.

stay here, lie there.
shear fear, from my tears.

i promised myself...
i would stay strong.
but the next time's come and gone.
so I'll let my grief
lye here, on this shelf,
and i will walk away.
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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I don't understand...
    why I hate
    why I lie
    why I trust
    why I try
    why I cry
But most of all...
    why we fight
    why kill
    why we hate
What I understand most is...
    why I stay by myself
    why I can no longer feel
    why I'm now numb to what happens
    why I won't show my pain
    why I can't not write

Just Because I lie...
    doesn't mean I don't cry
    don't think I don't try
    still count me as here
Just because I lie...
    I still try
    I don't even know I do it
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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The cellar is quite, cool, dry.
The pain inside, the hate and anger, all hidden
From mortal eyes they are forbidden
Locked away in a big gray room
Kept under lock and key
Hidden away...
Until this day

The floor shakes
The earth quakes
The bottles fall,
The glass brakes
Broken bottles, empty
Shattered all around me
The hate, pain, and the anger flood the room
And i'm right in the middle

Then the bottles
Oh, the busted, broken bottles
They will refill and be replaced
With more and more...and more
More hate, pain...more anger and rage

Waiting...Waiting for the next big quake.
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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see the show!
what's it about?
you'll see...

the girl's really happy you say?
but don't you see the tears?
You say she looks fine?
but don't you see the blood?
you say she's great?
but she's been tormented...
you say she's happy...
but she's not gonna be ok.

i see through the act...
for i am she.

The shallow black rose,
Hidden in shadows.
The bloody black rose,
Covered in guilt from the path she chose.
The shy black rose,
For her mind has frooze.
The thorny black rose,
Who pricks anyone to close to her.

I should know the black rose well...
For i am her.
Article by zutaradragon posted over a year ago
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A rose for Love,
A daisy for Passion,
Cherry Blossoms for a new start,
Jonquil for Courage,
Violet for Peace and
Sweet Peas for Innocence.

The flowers teach us things no school lesson can.

Lilys of the Valley for Success,
Larkspur for Friendship,
Aster for the Future,
Marigolds for Hope and
Calendula for Purity.

The colors show us the earth's feelings.

White Carnations for Simplicity,
Chrysanthemum to Stay Happy,
Gladioli to be Individual,
Narcissi for Prosperity,
Hawaiian Ginger for Bliss and
Lavender for Comfort.

Vanilla to Stay Calm,
Morning Glory to Remind Us...
Never to Dwell on the Past,
Day Lily to Move On,
Iris to keep Alive the Ones We've Lost,
Heather for Joy and
Lilac for Staying Strong...

Life's perfect medow.