CHAPTER 4 Awarness of the situation
i blinked hard to the voice i heard it was a voice i would recognize it from everybody ...that voice was special.
i turned my head trying to look if i could see ...him
but i couldnt see anything all i could hear were some footsteps.
i turned my back he was 3cm far from me,he put his hands on my face and whispered in a lower voice
-"it looks like i love you..." then he smiled
i was left in coma my cheeks were now burning and all i could do was look in taylor's eyes just wishing we could stay like this an eternity.
a moment later he closed his eyes and was preparing to press his lips on mine...
i was floating ...
he suddenly began to speak...
-"V wake up!!"
the next moment everything was gone,the dark spot and...taylor
i looked at my brother in a way it would scare the eyes out of him.
it wasnt fair i was so close in kissing him why did my 7 yr.o annoying brother ruin that moment...my moment.
-"couldnt you wait on more second!!"i said my temper being on the limit right now
"mum is gone early to work ,you need to drop me to school"
i took the pillow in my hands and put it on my face.
"nessie wake up!"
i opened my eyes widly
-"what did you just call me???"
-"why do you want to know"
nessie ...in breaking dawn jacob (interpreted by taylor)imprints on her
i felt really good when rob said nessie
-"get out of my room now rob unless you dont want to go to school today"i said smiling
he ran screaming like any other 7 yr.o
i remember wishing i was 7 ...when i didnt need to face any responsabilities and you feel free spirit...but being 17 has its own merits...
i quickly brushed my teeth and dressed up.
i didnt have time to eat breakfast.i picked up my bag from the floor and opened the door.
my mum's second car her most precios toyota rav4.
-"rob come on get in the car"
i opened the drivers door and went inside rob did so too a couple of seconds later.
tommorow was ... my eyes closed ...the big day
i was driving looking with my eyes on the way but my mind floated in the outer space.
my hands were slowly going down unable to concentrate anymore and my foot was now not doing anything except for the useless shaking.
moment past and i already feeled i was having a deja vu but the reason who made me loose control was a short banner
i read the banner closely even looking at the perfect handwriting it was typed...
MOVIE CEREMONY STARTING AT 6PM
i had 4 more hours ...it would seem forever but it was less than the limit before i got my concious back rob started screaming
i glanced looking with fear to the catastrophe that could happen.
i forced my hands to work and turned the car before it could hit the women with the baby on her arms.
i sighed not wanted to look at the woman's expression.
After dropping rob to school i opened my dresser to look one more time at my dress and decided to do my hair home with the machine.
double checked all the clocks in the house just making sure i would be on time
i was getting stressed out and my mind started exaggerating things in my mind.
i made myself some milk to drink and sat on the sofa pretending to watch tv.
the next moment i remeber is that i woke up confused.rob was sitting on the carpet watching cartoons and laughing full of popcorn in his moutth.
i stood up and looked a the clock...
i had 30 minutes left
-"WHY DIDNT YOU WAKE ME UP!!!"
he turned and looked at me with a careless expression
-"everytime i wake you up from your sleep you start growling at me like you did now"
i didnt bother to answer though i knew he was right.
i didnt have time to make my hair.
ive put quickly my dress and rushed to put on my shoes
good that i took me 45 min from my place to there not 2 hours.
a thunder of shock stopped me from paniching useless...
i whispered to myself
-"i forgot to buy shoes....."
but i didnt have time to go and buy some
i ran back to my bedroom combed my hair again and ran back to get my "shoes"
i looked at some boxes in where i kept my shoes but all i could find where sport shoes and no elegant shoes.
i already had wasted 25 minutes getting prepared so i just put my usual white and black converse shoes and ran to the car.
will i get there in time?
i wasted all my week doing nothing and now when its in the last hour i have everything messed up...