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List by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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What you'll need:

* Three equal lengths of ribbon. (Each color
you choose will bring something different,
so choose wisely. Apart from RED = LOVE,
and GREEN = PROSPERITY, here are some
other colors you can try:

DARK BLUE = success in long-term plans, and
clarity

YELLOW = mental power, wealth, communication
and travel

BROWN = grounding, stability, and endurance

ORANGE = success and prosperity through
creativity

* A large safety pin

STEP 1: Regarding the colors of ribbons you
choose.  Not only should you pick an "obvious"
one... like GREEN for prosperity. But you
should also pick colors that SUPPORT prosperity.

Like the dark blue ribbon for success in long-
term plans and clarity... which will both
help bring prosperity.

STEP 2: Setup a basic altar for the following
quick steps...

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List by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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Sarcasm:
The ability to insult idiots without them realizing it

Love me or hate me
Both are in my favour
If you love me I'll always be in your heart
If you hate my I'll always be in your mind

We'er all mature until someone pulls out bubble wrap

I didn't fall
The floor just needed a hug

You can't always control who comes into your life
But you can control which window you throw them out of

I didn't say it was your fault
I said I was gonna blame you

"swearing"
Because sometimes
"gosh darn"
And
"meanie head"
Just don't cover it

I'd slap you stupid
But there's to much stupid in the way

I have a sick and twisted mind
Wanna be my friend

I love everyone
Some I love to be around
Some I love to avoid
And other I'd love to punch in the face

You are so self!
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Guide by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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Did you know you can get as much success out
of simple "daily rituals" as you can out
of spells?

Most people think they need to prepare an
altar, create a sacred space, and cast
a Magick circle... and do a proper spell
every single time.

Not so...

The difference with Magickal daily rituals is:

1. They are SIMPLE...and usually only require
1 or 2 ingredients. (sometimes none!)

2. The must be performed over and over again
for a set amount of time. Each time you do
them, the energy builds towards your goal.

Today, I give you one of my favorite daily
rituals.

I've had mine "active" for years, and I have
no doubt it has revealed hidden treasures
in my life throughout the years.

Not only can it unlock a door of prosperity
in your life, but it can reveal all sorts
of little miracles...

...new lovers... soul mates... good health...
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Guide by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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Have you ever felt like everything is
going wrong... like you've been "cursed"
with a stroke of bad luck?

Maybe someone out there is causing you
grief... or your love life is starting
to crumble... or you're struggling with
money... or a job... or any number of
things.

Maybe a combination of many problems.

We've all felt this way at one time
or another.  Maybe you feel this way
now.

In any case, I'm going to give you
one of the simplest spells I've ever
revealed in this newsletter... and
it can immediately cleanse your life
of bad luck.

And if you leave the spell "active"

As with all spells... it will work
as long as you BELIEVE in yourself,
and the power of Magick energy.

Energy every living thing on earth
contains.

The energy that connects you with me,
and everyone else in the world.
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Guide by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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energy, and clear away any obstacles that
could prevent you from attract all of your
deepest dreams and desires 

The ritual I have planned for you is simple,
peaceful, and powerful.

Plus it will deepen my connection with you,
and all of my students all around the world.

And just remember, even though it is simple,
it is powerful...and important to do this
weekend, so close to the winter solstice.

Never doubt the power you hold inside of you

It's only natural to wonder, at times, if
Magick really exists... and if it can work
for you.

Just trust in yourself... and in people
that have been where you are before.

If you haven't watched this in awhile,
I highly recommend you do... to boost
your belief

It shows just how amazing the energy
of the universe can be on ONE person's
life, when used in the right way.
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Guide by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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Finding that special someone you completely
"gel" with can make your future more
beautiful than ever before.

Today I'm going to show you a sweet smell 
you can use in my special "Soul Mate Searching"
spell that can do just that.


1. Your "soul mate" does NOT have to be
a romance... it can be a "once in a lifetime"
friend.  We just don't know until we meet
them...

2. If you are already in a romantic relationship,
you may not want to cast this spell. It can
very easily attract a romantic soul mate into
your life... and this could obviously disrupt
your current relationship.

Do you want to unlock the inner strength, and 
inner power you were born with? A power that
can attract love... friendships... good
fortune... and even wealth?

There's no faster way to get there than to
hold my hand, and walk the path I've set
forth for you.
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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I talk about this a lot during the holiday
season, because I know how hard it can
be for some.

While many people enjoy the holidays, and
fill them with laughter, love, and Magick,
there are others who are hurting.

It can be a depressing time for some people.

Especially if you can't be with the ones
you love, or have lost... and especially if
life isn't quite going the way you wanted.

If you are hurting in some way, first off
know that I am with you... and I'm thinking
about you, Brittany.

This Friday Magick newsletter is my attempt
to create a bond with you... to raise your
spirits and your belief in miracles and 
Magick.

Today, in the spirit of the season, and
all the good and happiness that is in
your future, I'm giving you a very special
Love Spell that will make you smile, and
give you comfort.

If you follow the directions exactly,
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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~Month~

March

~Day~

Tenth

~Simble~

Fire
Feeling

South

~About The Red BlooD Moon~
Nuber Is 9 and the color is Red Blood,
its the beginning of a lunar eclpise.Lunar ecplise come every few years.



If born on a Lunar moon or A red Blood Moon Aires,Engery,ideas,beginnings.leadership,willpower and spiriitual conversion.


It is said this if born on a Red Blood Moon that you will have the ability to love and understand,very open mindness the abitity to survive threw the most difficult part of life.


~♥~Blesses Be~♥~
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Opinion by HighwayCreature posted over a year ago
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Tale of A Forlorned Angel
~~~~~~~~~~

For once a time, there was a dreary forgotten angel
That was cast aside from the bliss of her heaven
And put upon these mortal plains
Left to defend herself in a precarious world
That feeds on the blood of all angel's pains

Raped and ravaged, beaten and bit she was
In our slimy city streets
And as it was when she climbed the steps of my train
And had herself a seat right next to me

O' Glorious, golden angel
Did rest her weary bobbing head
In comfort on my sturdy left shoulder
And told me the philosophy of her heaven
The order of her universe
And the nature of chaos and disorder

Oh my dear, lovely, pretty holy one
How much longing must I endure
Inside these wistful months on my darling train
Recieving visions from a being so pure

For eternity I have loved and eternity I have cried
Longing for these two souls to be one
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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If you're like me, you've made a wish at
least once in your life.

I remember as a kid, my grandma taught me
this one...

"Star light, star bright, first star I
see tonight.

I wish I may, I wish I might, have this
wish I wish tonight.

Four corners over head. Four posts upon
the bed.

Mathew, Mark, Luke, and John, grant my
wish, and I'll be gone."

We'd do that every night for a time, while
laying on our backs on the grass, waiting
for the first star to appear.

Try it... it works like Magick! :)

I've got a very special "Wish Spell" to
give you today.

I'll show you how to create your own
Magick star... light it on fire... and
attract any wish you desire.

It's amazing.

And the package that has been waiting for
you, contains the "step by step" secrets
for using Magick to "create and attract"
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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As we find ourselves "smack dab" in the middle
of the holiday season, I've been reminded
how hard many people have it financially right
now.

It's a time of year for giving...but the tough
economy makes it hard for many to give... and
even to pay their own bills at times.

Always remember, that you don't always need
to "buy" things for giving to those you love.

The most valuable gift of all is spending time
with them... talking to them... loving them.

Remember that. However, I also understand the
desire to give gifts.  So...

Today, I'm going to give you one of the simplest
money spells up my sleeve.

The only requirement is that the light of the
moon is visible in the room where you do the
spell.

Better yet, do it outdoors.

If you follow this spell exactly, and with the
right intentions, it can quickly bring prosperity
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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Were you able to do the Halloween (Samhain)
ritual with me on Monday night?

It was an amazing experience joining energy
with thousands of my students all around
the world.

I felt every single one of you... and I
made contact with some of my dearest
loved ones who passed away long ago.

Halloween itself was absolutely wonderful!

The kids and I all dressed up, marching
through the neighborhood in the annual
push and pull parade.

Kids and parents of all shapes and sizes
enjoyed a full evening of trick or
treating, visiting with friends, and
eating yummy foods.

Now that it's over...what now?

For starters, it's a wonderful time of
the year to develop and tap into your
true psychic powers. (Powers we all
have, but seldom learn how to use.)

Today, an amazing ritual that will
"open" your third eye wide...and allow
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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~Water~
Tiamat Mesoptamia
Mermaid Global
Merman Global
Kappa
Rusalka
Munuane
Wahwee
Madame White
Kelpie
Nixie Teutonic
Tikoloshe
Nuckekavee
Mbulu
Merrow
Ponaturi

~Mountain~
Huwawa Mesopotamia
Tengu
Huldrefolk
Abatwa
Yuki-Onna
Patupairehe
Tommy-Knockers
Kishi Anhola
Gwyllion
Mahisha-Asura
Yunwi-Djunsti
Duergar
Mountain faires
Akvan
Yaksas
White Monkey

~Forest~
Pan
Windigo
Kuru-Pira
Bori
Wood-Wives
Ravana
Leshii
Eloko
Oni
Kumbhakarna
Kayeri
Dodo
Shedim
Kitsune
Khabanda

~Desert~
Surem
Set
Azazel
Iblis
Djinn
Shaitan
Ghoul
Devalpa
Mimi
St.Anthonys Demon
Palis
Mamu
Ahriman
Namarrgon
Ho'ok
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Opinion by HighwayCreature posted over a year ago
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The earth does not lie

Look at it; your eyes and ears will not decieve you

The reality and truth in all the world can be seen and heard

Through the air, water, tress, and animals.

Suppression comes to our souls when humanity

Chooses not to look. Chooses not to listen.

Stones are tough, and hard. Breeze feels good on the skin.

Water is wet, the mountains are big, the sun is warm, the grass is green.

Gravity acts on all unsupported objects.

TRUTH is alive in our reality. REALITY is the Earth that we refuse to observe.

It is unfortunate that man has been arrogant, and craveful for knowing all.

He has questions, and in response, he does not hypothesize. He concludes.

He creates myths instead of keeping the open mind.

Substitutions for answers, the death of possibility

Exploration into the mind has been haulted
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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~Month~

March

~Day~

Eighth

~Simble~

Fire
Feeling

South

~About The Red BlooD Moon~
Nuber Is 9 and the color is Red Blood,
its the beginning of a lunar eclpise.Lunar ecplise come every few years.



If born on a Lunar moon or A red Blood Moon Aires,Engery,ideas,beginnings.leadership,willpower and spiriitual conversion.


It is said this if born on a Red Blood Moon that you will have the ability to love and understand,very open mindness the abitity to survive threw the most difficult part of life.


~♥~Blesses Be~♥~
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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Sick of crying.
tired of lieing.
Yeah I'm smiling.
But in side I'm dieing.

Don't judge a book by itis cover.
Or a person by their scars.

Sometimes when I say(oh i'm fine)
I wont you to say(Tell the truth)

Lost In a world of hate.

The world is a darker.
When you know your alone.

Some people run away.
Just to see if anyone
Cares enough to follow.

You ask whats wrong I smile and say
NOTHING.
I turn around and whisper.
EVERYTHING.

Don't be afraid of death.
Be afraid of the unlived life.

I'm no bodies 1 choise.

I know this is going to ruin my life.

Love is a sweet form of suicide.

Trapped inside this thing called life.

So much pain behind theses eyes.

A girl to mad to give a fuck.

Shit happens.
mostly to me.
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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I havent lost my mind.
I't just backed up on a disk.

Here I am what are your other 2 wishes.

I'm on a drinking team with a bowling problem.

I'm multy-talented I ca talk and piss you off at the same time.

not the brightest crayon in the box now are we?

To save time lets just assume I know everything.

Of course I don't look busy.I did it right the first time.

I can only please 1 person per day,today is not your day and tomorrow dont look good either.

Don't annoy the crazt person.
If you think my attitude stinks you should smell my underwear.

I'm not crazy.I've just been in a very bad mood for 30 years.

The golden years have come at last.
I can't see,I can't pee.
I can't chew,I can't screw.
My memory shrinks,my hearing stinks.
My bodies drooping.Got trouble pooping.
The golden years have come at last.
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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Amanda Ellison and Gerteud Harris of the family to he east of this homestead will soon meet a heron on Kate Baits farm that is no regular bird.
Theses girls are playing a game together,(Terry at the forge).They wonder a short way down Piney Woods,then on they go,along the easter bountery of old Kates form.Their eyes are to the ground.Searching of special cone strewn about the forest floor.
Amanda feels someone whatching her and looking up she sees the witch creature heron standing in the path ahead.'Hurry gerty Hurry,there is a beatiful grand bird"she calls to her freind.
They case the lovely heron and it's whilt wings shine in the woods like gods light,beckoning them to follow.many times they think the graceful fowl is seting it's wings ready for a rest.and their hopes ignite for they wont to be near it.Just as they come opon it the heron vanishes reappearing farther on until the light of day draws to a close.
They come suddenly to their senes and relize that are deeply lost in the woods.Darkness falls around them and they hear gunshots in the distance and understanding their father are firing thier riles hoping they will find their way toward the...
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I killed my mom!
My fault!
I made my dad hate me!
My fault!
I made my brother rezent me!
My fault!
I made my dad hit me!
My fault!
I made my brother burn me!
My fault!
I sit im a dark corner crying!
My fault!
I think of my life!
My fault!
A love lost!
A family lost!
A life lost!
My fault!
I take my razor!
My fault!
I look at my wrist!
Already covered with scars!
I'll one last one!
My fault!
I run the razor across my wrist!
My fault!
I whatch the blood drip to the floor!
My fault!
I lean aginst the wall and close my eyes!
My fault!
I feel nothing anymore!
My soul is dead!
Along with my heart!
The is still running!
A very heavey flow!
I do not care to get help!
My fault!
I'm sorry mom!
My fault!
I forgive you dad!
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She wakes with pain.
Server pain.
She can barely move.
The water running down her legs.
She's scared.
She turns to her husband.
To her son.
She's scared.
But she's smiling.
A baby girl is coming.
The pain is not like before.
She knows somethings wrong.
But she says nothing.
At the hospital.
They prep her.
They help her.
They show her what to do.
This is not the first time for her.
She lays there in pain.
Refussing to take anything.
Afraid to hurt the child.
It's almost time.
the pain grows.
She knows that this will be her last.
Through the pain,sweat,and blood.
She strains,breath,and prays.
Relife.
She hears her baby girl crys.
As her life slips.
A life was born.
While a life dies.
A tragic lose.
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I crave a family.
I'm not worth it.
I crave love.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freinds.
I'm not worth it.
I crave freedom.
I'm not worth it.
I crave to be desired.
I'm not worth it.
I crave a loving touch.
I'm not worth it.
I wont my mom.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to live.
I'm not worth it.
I wont to be saved.
I'm not worth it.
SUDDENLY!
A warm smile.
I'm still not woth it.
A loving word.
I'm still not worth it.
A warm feeling.
I'm still not worth it.
A gental love.
I'm still worth it.
I hang my head and walk away.
Cuz I know I'm not worth it.
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I see you.
I feel you.
I reach to touch you.
Your not there.
my hand goes right threw you.
I'm just a ghost.
I whatch you.
I need you.
you are a life time way.
I'm just a ghost
I call out to you.
you turn.
You look right at me.
God do you see me?
No you dont.
you look right threw me.
You turn and walk away.
I am left agine.
In darkness.
I'm just a ghost
I've lost you.
I whatch you walk away.
I feel the pain.
Wait,
I cant feel.
I must be alive somehow.
For dead the cant feel pain like this.
I run to you.
I'm here I say.
You look right pass me.
I'm not dead, not like death.
The death I am is much more painful.
I'm dieng from a broken heart.
A pain I can not controll.
A love lose that I can never get back.
Now I know.
I'm just a ghost.
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I'm crying.
I'm scared.
Why do I have to go through this?
The pain.
The hate.
I know why I have to go through this.
A pure sould died with my life.
Dieing.
Screaming.
Yearning.
I can not take this any longer.
In the bathroom.
Lights are out.
The tub is full of hot water.
I look at myself in the mirrow.
Ugly.
Stupid.
Horrable.
All I see is a ugly red head with clear eyes.
Someone who should have never been born.
I play it over and over in my head.
*You killed your mother*
It never stops.
It never will.
I hold the razor in my hand.
I hear the voises.
I cut.
The cool razor slices into my skin.
The heat for the blood.
I lay down in the tub.
The water is hot.
but I am cold.
I close my eyes and call for my mom.
no answer.
I sink lower.
The red water covers my face.
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I look in the mirrow.
All I see is a souless person.
I stare.
The person that stares back.
Is someone totally different.
Someone I do not know.
Someone I do not wont to know.
I look in to her eyes.
Souless.
I shake my head.
I hate you.
I wont to destroy you.
Souless.
She stares back.
Not saying anything.
Just looking.
I wish she was dead.
She has brought me nothing but pain.
Her ability to cut.
Her ability to love.
Her ability to forgive.
I hate her.
Souless.
You killed the only person that could love you.
It was you a nd no one else.
You a monster.
You should have been the one to die.
You desver all of this pain.
Souless.
The person in the mirrow smiles.
I look down.
I see the blood drip to the floor.
The person is me.
A souless.
Heartless person.
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It was so long.
So much pain.
So many tears.
No love.
No affection.
Only a dark.
Lonely road.
I sit in a dark corner.
I cry myself to sleep.
I can not take it anylonger.
There is not light at the end of tunel.
I am drowning in my own darkness.
There are no hands to grab.
No one to hold on to.
I am falling down a dark hole.
I am calling out.
To anyone.
*PLEASE HELP ME!*
There is no answer.
Becasue no one is there.
No one cares.
I am alone.
Lost.
Scared.
Bleeding.
Yearing.
Screaming.
Dieing.
I know I am alone.
But I hope.
I dream.
I yearn.
For a better place.
A loving family.
A life long love.
Will I ever find it?
Do I even deserve it?
No i will never find it.
I do not deserve it.
I stare the devil in the face everyday.
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I lay in a dark room.
On the floor.
Staring up at the cliening.
I can hear you walking above me.
I can hear you yelling my name.
You are not a person.
You are something differnt.
You are a walking yelling monster.
Black heart,Black soul.
I slowly get up.
I walk to the door.
I am already dieing in side.
Kinda like you.
Black heart,Black soul.
I walk up the stairs.
I know whats coming.
I am walking up stairs to my own Hell.
I take a deep breath and open the door.
There you are.
Standing there staring at me.
I can see the hate in your eyes.
Black heart,Black soul.
I hang my head.
I have already given up.
I walk to you.
You strick me across the face.
I stand there.
You punch me in the stomach.
I stand there.
I feel nothing.
Like you.
Black heart,Black soul.
You look at me ans smile.
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Darkness.
I am surrounded by darknees.
Theres nothing here.
I am falling.
I am reaching up.
There is no hands to grab.
No freindly face to smile at me.
No loving word to bounce me back.
From this darkness.
I am still falling.
I hair is cold.
There is no ground.
I cant not see.
The darkness is all around me.
I know this is right.
I know I will not be missed.
I am not loved.
I know when I am dead the world will be a better place.
For I am not worthly of this world.
I am alone.
I am dieing.
Theres no one there.
No one wants me.
For I am a murderer.
She died giving me life.
I do not deserve to be here.
I should have been te one to die.
I need to right the wrong.
I am falling.
I will not call for help.
I do not need to call for help.
I know that no one is there.
So I give up.
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I LOOK IN THE MIRROR!
ALL I SEE IS MYSELF!
A NO BODY!
A LOST SOUL!
A UGLY HORRABLE PERSON!
SOMEONE WHO DOESNT DESERVE ANYTHING BUT HATERD!
I SCREAM AT THE PERSON IN THE MIRROR!
I KICK AND SCREAM AND YELL!
I AM COVERED IN BRUSEIES AND SCARS!
I AM NOT WANTED BY ANYONE!
I NEED TO BE DEAD!
I NEED TO SUFFER!
I KEEP STARING AT HER!
I HATE HER!
I WANT HER DEAD!
SHE LOOKS LIKE THR PERSON SHE KILLED 16 YEARS AGO!
SHE IS A MURDER!
SHE DESERVES NOTHING!
NO LOVE!
NO FAMILY!
NO FRIENDS!
SHE IS WORTHLESS!
A NOBODY!
SOMEONE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEED THE ONE TO DIE!
NOT HER POOR INNOCENT MOTHIER!
I HATE HER RED HAIR!
HER CLARE EYES!
HER TAN!
HE VOISE WHEN SHE SINGS!
SHE IS NOTHING TO ME!
I AM OVER WHELMED!
I KNOCK EVERYTHING OFF THE COUNTER!
WHATCHING EVERYTHING FALL TO THE FLOOR!
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Opinion by Cherry9090 posted over a year ago
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The rain is heavey like my heart.
The storm is dark like my soul.
The thunder drumming out my mind.
The lightening strikig out my heart.
The rain like the tears running down my cheek.
The wind blowing around me.
Pushing me.
Pulling me.
In two different directions.
I lay in the middle of my yard.
The storm above and around me.
RAGING!
Like the storm going on insdie of me.
my mind.
My heart.
M soul.
my body.
I lay there remembering everything.
The hate.
The screams.
The blood.
my blood.
The nightmares.
Oh God if only I was dead.
Then maybe this pain would end.
Maybe my mom will frgive me one day.
Maybe my dad and brother will understand one day.
The strom is so strong.
I can hardly move.
I can barely breath.
I cry.
I want my freedom.
I want my love.
I know how to get out.
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I sit here.
Lost and alone.
Dieing.
I am truely alone now.
No love.
No affection.
No compassion.
Just a hareful world.
I sit here.
Crying.
Screaming.
Aching.
For someone to understand me.
This pain I feel.
This loneness I feel.
Gets srtonger everyday.
This pain is to much to bare.
All I want is love.
All I get is hate.
I sit here bleeding.
Bleeding bad.
Not knowing what to do.
Wanting to sceam.
And kick.
And hurt.
Something or someone.
Not careing anymore.
I just want out.
To be free.
Away from this house.
All this voilence.
And haterd.
When they do not understand.
When they do not care.
Maybe I should be as bad as they are.
For I no longer care for them.
I wish for them to be dead.
So I can be free to live my own life.
I feel like a prisoner here.
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I sit here my dark corner.
Crying.
Screaming.
Cutting.
Not careing.
Wanting to die.
I am lost.
I am alone.
I am unloved.
Thats all I ever wanted.
Someone to call me theirs.
Someone to love me.
Someone to hold me.
Someone to tell me they love me.
That they want me.
That they need me.
Someone to hold me threw this storm.
I am screaming for help.
no one ever answers.
No one ever does.
I stand alone in the cold world.
Dressed in all black.
Welcoming death.
Praying for death.
There is no way out for me.
Lost,Alone,Unloved.
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I look.
I see.
I cry.
All these people loveing eachother.
I see the hearts in their eyes.
I see them smile.
The kisses.
The huges.
The way they look in eachother eyes.
I hang my head and walk away.
IMPOSSIABLE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.
I sit in my room.
Holding my pillow.
Crying.
Soaking my pillow case.
The peopl.
The movies.
The books.
All the love in the world.
Everyone had someone.
But me.
No one understands this lonliness.
This pain.
I feel everyday.
No one to hold.
No one to kiss.
No one who cares.
I stare out my window.
Seeing the world pass me by.
I cry.
IMPOSSIABLE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.
Dieing inside.
Screaming on the outside.
This world.
Why am I here?
What kind of life it is?
Without love.
without compassion.
Without someone to hold you.
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No reason to live.
no reason to keep going.
I am dieing.
I do not care.
I wanna die.
The pain I feel.
The pain is to much to bare.
I wish I died years ago instead of mom.
I thought I would find love and happiness on here.
I only founf people that dont understand or dont trust me.
I always be here for them.
I love them all.
I told i thought he would understand and never leave me.
He said he never would.
That he cared and would always be here with me.
I beleived him.
I trusted him.
I told him everything.
I gave him everything
He shattered me.
God I cant stop crying!!!
I want to end my life.
I want to leave this world.
I'll never trust agine.
I cant.
My heart cant take it.
I feel so dead and alone.
I rather die a thousand deaths.
Then to live one more mintue in this pain.
There is no way I will come out of this.
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Blackness all around me.
I can feel the hate pulling me.
I can smell the blood that is puring form me.
I do not care.
I do not feel anything.
I am alone.
Lost.
Unloved.
Undesired.
The hate is stronger today.
I feel it.
I do not like it.
I will never show it.
I will never let it loose.
I am scared of I do I will never be able to control it.
I am crying.
I look in the mirrow.
I look like I've been crying black tears.
My makeup is running agine.
I laugh.
A laugh I have never heard before.
It did not sound like me.
But an evil person trapped inside of me.
She scares me.
She is evil.
I turn away form the mirrow.
I am in pain.
I am bleeding.
My heart is breaking.
I do not care to live any longer.
I know I will not be missed.
Becuase I am not loved.
I am not desired.
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The darkness of the night falls.
I feel myself give in to the temptation of sleep.
I lay down and I fall into a deep sleep.
I dream of a wonder place.
Peacful peoeple.
Loving family.
A loveing world.
I look to the side.
I see a beatiful red head looking back at me.
I walk to her.
She hugs me.
She tells me she is fine.
She is safe.
I cry.
I begg.
I plead.
For her not to leave me.
I tell her I am sorry for what I did.
That I want to be with her.
She holds me close.
She tells me not to worry.
She says I forgive you baby.
She says I love you baby.
I do not believe her.
I hold on tight.
Not wanting to let go.
She tells me to let go.
I refuss.
She tells me if I do not I will drown in my own sorrow.
I do not care she is all I want.
Then everything starts to fade.
The sounds.
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So lost.
So alone.
In this cold dark world.
Scared to breath.
Terrified of what will happen to me.
He says it everyday.
Im stupid.
Im ugly.
I do not deserve to live.
I should be dead by now.


No will love me.
No one needs me.
They say I care.
They say I'll never leave u.
But I know they will.
Dads right.
I should be dead.
I am alone.
All I ever do is cuz pain
I am a black rose.


I am not specail.
I am no pretty.
I am useless.
A no body.
Not worth anything.
Noe will want me when they find out.
NO one wants me anyway so who cares.
I care.
I am hurting.
A black rose.

I am not innocnent.
I am not pure.
By the hands of a monster.
All I cherished was ripped from me.
I it all my fault.
I should not have been here.
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I look out my window.
I prey for a worl full of love.
A world that would welcome me.
With open arms.
Not a world full of hate.
The tought of a hareful world.
Makes me die inside.
Makes me wish I was never born.

Sad lonely world.
A world that makes people kill eachother.
A world that makes people hate eachother.
A world I want nothing to do with.
I thought I found everything I need.
A love.
A family.
A home.
Even though it was threw a website.
I had it.
I had everything.

The light of a beatiful sun.
It was gone.
I was left.
I was alone.
I was deing inside.
Everything I loved and cared for was gone.
I am dead now.
I do not care.
They dont want me.
No one does.


They are right.
I should be dead.
I should be alone.
I am nothing.
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The pain I feel.
The hate thats around me.
The sorrow of the person that lost her life.
The blood anf pain she went threw.
For what?!
For nothing!.
Only to bring me into the world.
Someone thats nothing.
An unworthly person.
The pain I feel dayly.


The horror of living here.
The nighmtares that never go away.
The tears the constantly running down my face.
They soak my shirt.
They leaves streaks down mt ckeeks.
I have no mom to wipe them away.
The tears never seem to completely stop.
Always near tears.
Always on the verge of breaking.


The blood that I see.
The heat form the pain of bleeding.
The deep cuts that scar me.
Dayly
The self inflicking pain.
The pain of being hurt.
I am scared.
I act like nothing can touch me.
Like I am tough.
I can handle anything threwn at me.
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One moonless night the ea is black.Ships sail upon it and shine thier lights throught the double blackness of water and air.The darkness swallows up light a like a great yawning snake.On the beach people walk,looking out to sea,but there is no sigh of ships,no sigh of drowning sailors,no sigh of anything living or dead,only continual rushing and ebbing of water sucking and sucking at the shoreline,drawing the innocent,foolish lovers out a little farther.They laugh unafraid,showing eachother their courage.They laugh,pointing to the water.No one can hear them.They slip off their clothes and wade in.The waves draw them out tease them,lick upward slowly abut her pale thighs,slap him playfuly,dashing a little salt sprey into his eyes.He turns to her,she to him,they can scarcely see eachother,but they are strong swimmers and they link hands as they go out alittle farther a little deeper.Now the waves swell anout them and they embrace.She is losing her footing,so she leans aginst him,allows the rise water to lift her as she pressed aginst him.He pulls her in tighly,laughing into her mouth as he kisses her.
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Spells that tap into the power of your ancestors and ther magick in a skull the engery we create can attract prosperity in to your life.

In fact there are many ways to get better results form your spells it all starts inside of you and outline a secerts of your own.

What you need:

* Any skull figure it can be plastic or wax ect you can find them at any craft store.

* pumpkin spice.

* A large pumpkin seed.

* A small bag.

* A gold cord/thread/string.

* Your favorit incense.

* A piece of paper and a pen.

STEP 1: Setup your altar decorate it and also include any symbols of money or prosperity you can dig up.

STEP 2: Light your incense.

STEP 3: Pass your skull the pmpkin spice and [umkin seed plate bowl back and gold cord thrrough the incense smoke do thiso ne time.

STEP 4: Mix the seeds and spice in the bowl first stir counter clock wise to banish negativity form your home.
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The special spell is the beginning of the end to any financial trouble youer in.

Even if you doing OK this spell will build your wealth more everday.

The spell is unique in that 90% of what you do cast it happens befres you sit down to cast it.

You have got to prepare your self fill your mind heart and soul with hope and excitment.

Get in touch with the power you were born with.

So you can transform youe life and the lives of those you love with magick.

What you will need:

*Basil.

*5-10 trinkets these can be anything form a bead figureine charm old necklace coins etc if you can fine some that are silver colored or gold colored all the better.

*1 wooden box around 1 foot or wide you an can use a good size glass bottle.


STEP 1: Setup a basic alter dim the lights and turn on some of your favorit solf music to calm you and stir your emotions.
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From a group of spells where we magickally *connect* through the moonlight to ritauls where er conbine our magick engery and of course the many little suprises.

To get prepared for all that is to come we will be doing a spell today that will sweep away some of the cobwebs in your life.

We have got alot of negative things we hold on to and we have got to let them go.

Once you do this every magick ritaul you do from that day forward will fill with more positive engery fueling it this will set the stage for all that is to come.

What you will need:

* A wooden clothspin

* A black flet tiped marker

* Several small pieces of paper 1 fpr each memory,bad habit,or bad *thing* you wish to sweep form your life.

* Blck thread

* A pen

* Black pepper

* A broom

STEP 1: Setup yuor altar and cast your circle as usual.
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There are a lot of surprises coming up as we get closer and closer to Samhain and doing this spell will open the door to receive all the positive engery about to come.

It will give you 7 days of very healthy luck.

It will also open your heart to the world.

Think about the things you love and the things you wish to change.

See in youe mind exactly how your life will be once each of those thing has changed.

what will it feel like where will you live who will be with you what will you do everyday?

What you will need:

A black candle.

1 more candle that is either red green or white (red if you need more love,green of you ned helo with finances and white if you need proftection form negative engery)

A plate/saucer

A piece of paper

Your favorit pen

STEP 1: Setup a basic altar

STEP 2: Fill you saucer with alittle bit of purifed water
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It is really important to practice visualization and all of the other rituals is the foundation of magick engery control without paying attention to the things your spells will lack the sme effectivness and yuor wont be in touch with river of magick engery running through you.

Heres a spell where you actully get to be some what creative and also one that releases magick engeries for a specific goal to open the doors of money and wealth in your life.

I know that there are some Witches that feel money magick is often times cast for the wrong reasons and can even be selfish in nature I assure you as long as your heart is in the right place there is nothing wrong with useing magick to make you situation better as long as it doesnt hurt anyone else.

The goal of this spell if to bring you the money that you desire and as long as you have focus belief and let go of the spell after it is cast your desires will ocme true to pass in ways you never dreamed.
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Samhian draws ever close heres a way to conduct a lucky charm.

Not only will this charm open the magick door wider for you drawing more engery into every spell.but it will also bring some amazing things into your life.

You will need the following:

1:A red candle

2:Something to carver it with like a butter knife or a needle

3:Your favorit annointing oil

4:You favorit *luck herb*

5:A pot of boiling water

6:A special piece of jewerly

7:A small bag to put the charm in


STEP 1: Setup a bais alter decorate it with anthing representing samhian get creative the more fun you have with this the better the spell will work.

STEP 2: Carve the red candle with ur name and deepest desire also carve a symbol in the candle representing an area of you wish to improve.

STEP 3: Annoint yur candle with the oil.
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This spell is all about feeling wonderful and isnt that what life is about?

So the auric healing spell and rememeber right after you cast the spell you are going to let it go out of your mind and I mean try to completely forget about it and just go on with your life.

1: The first thing you are going to do is to check your beliefe and internal sacred space do you feel as though you beleive in your magick?

2:You have 100% in yourself and yourmagick and your interanl space is clean all negative thoughts and emotionas you are ready to begine and set up your exteranal space including making sure it is clean of clutter your alter anbd when you are ready cast your magick circle

3:Now light your god and godness candle and then as you light thre 3d candle say the following

"This candle repreants me
All that I am
And all that I will be"

4:As you sit in front of your alter close your eyes and try to visuallize yourself in your mind now imagine your aura a light around you hold this imagine to yourself surrounbd by your ara in your mind.
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Writing a spell with a magick pen writing your future as well and anychanges you would like
warning
any changes will effect you in the presant
be careful what you do.

You will do this spell at night near a window where the moon light shines through.

This works best during a full moon but any moon light will do.

~Now lets get your Magick Pen ready~

What you will need:

-A glass filled with purified water

-Crushes rose pedals

-Salt

-You favorit pen with black ink

-You favorit incense

STEP 1: Set up your basic alter next to the window.

STEP 2:Fill your glass with the water.

STEP 3:Put the crushes rose petals in the water.

STEP 4:Put a pinch of salt in the water.

STEP 5:Place the pen in thr glass make sure the writting tip if the pen is in the water at the bottom if the glass
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You make sure your beliefe is strong by useing befief and you make sure your internal sacred space is strong then you pay attention to setting up your external sacre space alter and cast your magick circle

Then you go throught the steps to cast the money spell c constantly believing with full emotion that youe magick will bring money in to your life once the spell is done and you have said your final chant and dismissed your guardians the circles is open the condle are out

LET IT GO

Dont think about it dont wake up up every morning wondering when the money is going to appear go about your life and forget you even cast the spell

You see when you obsess and think about a spell that you cast wondering when its going to work your thoughts are actully holding you back the full engery you sent out in the spell

Think of it this way when you are casting the spell you arew building up magick engery in your circle the moment you finish the last action for casting the spell the magick engery that has built up if you continue to think about the spell you are pulling some of that engery back to you and it can not be...
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Your sacred place there are 2 kinds of sacred places there is your inernal sacred plaseand external sacred place obviously internal sacred place exists within your heart and external sacred place exsits outside if your body

So many people practicing witchcraft are so focused on the external sacred place they make their alter just perfect they cleanse thier circle and decorate it dont get me wrong these things are very important the more engery you put into your external sacred place the better your spell works without a doublt

Heres how to make your Sacred Place

1:find a quiet place where you can sit down and concentrate preferably outside on a nice day but you can also find a quiet place in your house where you feelat peace grabe a pen and a peice of paper of clean 8 1/2 11 notbook paper sit in a comfortable position and close your eyes.

2:Take a few deep breaths and think of emotional and sacerd things in your life these could be found memories certain people in your life emotions feelings important objects place etc
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You see there are so many "levels" of experience in Witchcraft-many of people at various differetn levels some complete beginners some have been practicing for years and everybody in between.

We all us Magick everyday even if we dont realize we are doing it no matter what our exerience level.The real secret is lying inside of you.The power that we were all born with.


This connection to Magick energy is the one thing we all share no matter what ourexperience level and as you increase your ability to tap into Magick.


Our bekief is the single most important factor in whether our Magick succeed and bring us miracles or fail miserably and even backfire.So then exercise is desigined to raise beliefe in yourself your magick and everything Magickal in your life.


I will give you 11 steps in order to build your magick beleif.Follow them and it will never fail you.

1:Find some time alone,where you have some peace and quiet.I want you to find a plase that you will be able to make dark ( dont make the room dark yet but find a room that you will be able to make dark when you can)
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Before you read this I want you to know that this is real,it maybe a dream I am having so I can cope with my past or it maybe real something that has a hold on me and refuses to let go.This is something that has happen to me ever sense I can remember an has haunted me ever sense that first time.

I am going to tell you about my first encunted wit this thing,I am not sure what he is or what e wants but he is always there with me and near me I am always feel him and it scares me so bad.

~First encounter~

It was summer,hot,I was tired.House work and yard work,plus being screamed at all day want helping my nerves.Haveing someome yell at you all the time isnt to relaxing.It was at the end of the day everythiong done and I had just finashed the supper dishes,I jumped in the small shower greatful for the quietness at the moment.

Afterward in my small none door room I was laying on my bed listeniong to my dad and brother talk,they sounded so happy and so much like a family,knowing when i am near them they act gorrable to me,that hurts so bad I turned over and buried my face in my pillow and cried unil i passed out.
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This is a ritual written by Styxhexenhammer666.

In the name of Satan, may the cosmos hear my plea. A plea for the unification of all who stand against the tyranny of the judeochristians.

May the Satanists come forth, inversion in their minds, may their subversive ideals aid us to the glorification of the true righteousness of the left hand path!

May the witches come forth, pentagrams in their hands, may their natural wisdom guide the movement for the betterance of its preservation!

May the pagans come forth, swords now drawn, may they swiftly defeat the ideologies of the false light of the judaean god!

May the atheists come forth, may the discord sown by their sciences rend the enemy asunder under the glaring eye of truth!

May the agnostics come forth, may their doubt beguile the enemy into a trap built by their own lack of willpower and might!

May the thelemites come forth, may their symbolic will be laid into the nobility of our cause.
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An Alter
Makeing an Alter can be easy and yet hard to do all at oce,I have my own Alter on the east side of my room near my closet.An Aller will help you with all your spells,chants and medatation.

After you make you Alter you will need to keep it up as all times and alwas address every morning and every night.Making you Alter as well as you very powerful,and very in tune with one another.

You will need the follwoing:
sea salt
small table
a cloth that means alot to you
two white candles
a deck of tarot cards that has choosen you
your favorit amulet,wnershin,gym (all three if you have it)

Now that you have all of the stuff you will need this is where they all come together to make youre alter please listen carefully.

Clean you room put everything where is goes and mke sure all your clutter is put where it goes all nice and neat.Next you will need a bucket of hot water with the SEA SALT in it you will need to scrub your wall to make it clean (a pain I know but it is worth it trust me)
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