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posted by Cherry9090
I'm crying.
I'm scared.
Why do I have to go through this?
The pain.
The hate.
I know why I have to go through this.
A pure sould died with my life.
Dieing.
Screaming.
Yearning.
I can not take this any longer.
In the bathroom.
Lights are out.
The tub is full of hot water.
I look at myself in the mirrow.
Ugly.
Stupid.
Horrable.
All I see is a ugly red head with clear eyes.
Someone who should have never been born.
I play it over and over in my head.
*You killed your mother*
It never stops.
It never will.
I hold the razor in my hand.
I hear the voises.
I cut.
The cool razor slices into my skin.
The heat for the blood.
I lay down in the tub.
The water is hot.
but I am cold.
I close my eyes and call for my mom.
no answer.
I sink lower.
The red water covers my face.
A life for a life.
I killed my mom.
So I must suffer and die.
Laying in blood like she was.
I do not care anymore.
I welcome death.
Mom I am coming home.
posted by Cherry9090
I look in the mirrow.
All I see is a souless person.
I stare.
The person that stares back.
Is someone totally different.
Someone I do not know.
Someone I do not wont to know.
I look in to her eyes.
Souless.
I shake my head.
I hate you.
I wont to destroy you.
Souless.
She stares back.
Not saying anything.
Just looking.
I wish she was dead.
She has brought me nothing but pain.
Her ability to cut.
Her ability to love.
Her ability to forgive.
I hate her.
Souless.
You killed the only person that could love you.
It was you a nd no one else.
You a monster.
You should have been the one to die.
You...
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posted by Cherry9090
It was so long.
So much pain.
So many tears.
No love.
No affection.
Only a dark.
Lonely road.
I sit in a dark corner.
I cry myself to sleep.
I can not take it anylonger.
There is not light at the end of tunel.
I am drowning in my own darkness.
There are no hands to grab.
No one to hold on to.
I am falling down a dark hole.
I am calling out.
To anyone.
*PLEASE HELP ME!*
There is no answer.
Becasue no one is there.
No one cares.
I am alone.
Lost.
Scared.
Bleeding.
Yearing.
Screaming.
Dieing.
I know I am alone.
But I hope.
I dream.
I yearn.
For a better place.
A loving family.
A life long love....
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posted by Cherry9090
The rain is heavey like my heart.
The storm is dark like my soul.
The thunder drumming out my mind.
The lightening strikig out my heart.
The rain like the tears running down my cheek.
The wind blowing around me.
Pushing me.
Pulling me.
In two different directions.
I lay in the middle of my yard.
The storm above and around me.
RAGING!
Like the storm going on insdie of me.
my mind.
My heart.
M soul.
my body.
I lay there remembering everything.
The hate.
The screams.
The blood.
my blood.
The nightmares.
Oh God if only I was dead.
Then maybe this pain would end.
Maybe my mom will frgive me one...
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posted by Cherry9090
I sit here my dark corner.
Crying.
Screaming.
Cutting.
Not careing.
Wanting to die.
I am lost.
I am alone.
I am unloved.
Thats all I ever wanted.
Someone to call me theirs.
Someone to love me.
Someone to hold me.
Someone to tell me they love me.
That they want me.
That they need me.
Someone to hold me threw this storm.
I am screaming for help.
no one ever answers.
No one ever does.
I stand alone in the cold world.
Dressed in all black.
Welcoming death.
Praying for death.
There is no way out for me.
Lost,Alone,Unloved.
posted by Cherry9090
No reason to live.
no reason to keep going.
I am dieing.
I do not care.
I wanna die.
The pain I feel.
The pain is to much to bare.
I wish I died years ago instead of mom.
I thought I would find love and happiness on here.
I only founf people that dont understand or dont trust me.
I always be here for them.
I love them all.
I told i thought he would understand and never leave me.
He said he never would.
That he cared and would always be here with me.
I beleived him.
I trusted him.
I told him everything.
I gave him everything
He shattered me.
God I cant stop crying!!!
I want to end my life.
I...
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posted by Cherry9090
Blackness all around me.
I can feel the hate pulling me.
I can smell the blood that is puring form me.
I do not care.
I do not feel anything.
I am alone.
Lost.
Unloved.
Undesired.
The hate is stronger today.
I feel it.
I do not like it.
I will never show it.
I will never let it loose.
I am scared of I do I will never be able to control it.
I am crying.
I look in the mirrow.
I look like I've been crying black tears.
My makeup is running agine.
I laugh.
A laugh I have never heard before.
It did not sound like me.
But an evil person trapped inside of me.
She scares me.
She is evil.
I turn away...
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posted by Cherry9090
I look out my window.
I prey for a worl full of love.
A world that would welcome me.
With open arms.
Not a world full of hate.
The tought of a hareful world.
Makes me die inside.
Makes me wish I was never born.

Sad lonely world.
A world that makes people kill eachother.
A world that makes people hate eachother.
A world I want nothing to do with.
I thought I found everything I need.
A love.
A family.
A home.
Even though it was threw a website.
I had it.
I had everything.

The light of a beatiful sun.
It was gone.
I was left.
I was alone.
I was deing inside.
Everything I loved and cared for was...
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posted by Cherry9090
Spells that tap into the power of your ancestors and ther magick in a skull the engery we create can attract prosperity in to your life.

In fact there are many ways to get better results form your spells it all starts inside of you and outline a secerts of your own.

What you need:

* Any skull figure it can be plastic or wax ect you can find them at any craft store.

* pumpkin spice.

* A large pumpkin seed.

* A small bag.

* A gold cord/thread/string.

* Your favorit incense.

* A piece of paper and a pen.

STEP 1: Setup your altar decorate it and also include any symbols of money or prosperity you can...
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posted by Cherry9090
There are a lot of surprises coming up as we get closer and closer to Samhain and doing this spell will open the door to receive all the positive engery about to come.

It will give you 7 days of very healthy luck.

It will also open your heart to the world.

Think about the things you love and the things you wish to change.

See in youe mind exactly how your life will be once each of those thing has changed.

what will it feel like where will you live who will be with you what will you do everyday?

What you will need:

A black candle.

1 more candle that is either red green or white (red if you...
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posted by Cherry9090
Writing a spell with a magick pen writing your future as well and anychanges you would like
warning
any changes will effect you in the presant
be careful what you do.

You will do this spell at night near a window where the moon light shines through.

This works best during a full moon but any moon light will do.

~Now lets get your Magick Pen ready~

What you will need:

-A glass filled with purified water

-Crushes rose pedals

-Salt

-You favorit pen with black ink

-You favorit incense

STEP 1: Set up your basic alter next to the window.

STEP 2:Fill your glass with the water.

STEP 3:Put the crushes rose petals...
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posted by Cherry9090
Your sacred place there are 2 kinds of sacred places there is your inernal sacred plaseand external sacred place obviously internal sacred place exists within your heart and external sacred place exsits outside if your body

So many people practicing witchcraft are so focused on the external sacred place they make their alter just perfect they cleanse thier circle and decorate it dont get me wrong these things are very important the more engery you put into your external sacred place the better your spell works without a doublt

Heres how to make your Sacred Place

1:find a quiet place where you...
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posted by HighwayCreature
This is a ritual written by Styxhexenhammer666.

In the name of Satan, may the cosmos hear my plea. A plea for the unification of all who stand against the tyranny of the judeochristians.

May the Satanists come forth, inversion in their minds, may their subversive ideals aid us to the glorification of the true righteousness of the left hand path!

May the witches come forth, pentagrams in their hands, may their natural wisdom guide the movement for the betterance of its preservation!

May the pagans come forth, swords now drawn, may they swiftly defeat the ideologies of the false light of the judaean...
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