A Ponyboy Curtis Poem--Poem 2--The Great Writer I Wish I Knew

heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!

i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of you
my tears were hot with love
and affection for you

i want you so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted

so i stay up at night with you by my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish you knew me

if only you were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but daydreaming isnt enough
i want your affection

i really do wish you knew who i am
but your love i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met

i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
you suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, you are the author of your own life story