I just watched the season two opener. i have to say that i have never been more affected by an episode of TV in my entire life. at some parts i was rolling on the floor in tears.
the episode started off with a montage of what happened right after the horrible Cameron blowing up thing. sarkisian and his cronie attack Sarah and John. then, there is Cameron, who i am at first very glad to see. she walks into the house(with a very pronounced limp) to save the day. or so i thought.
my good mood was promptly shattered as i saw Camerons cold eyes zero in on John.
that was the time when the first waterworks started flowing. i was thinking... how could this happen? Cameron was a constant! the only real thing that kept John alive. plus, at my core, i am a John/Cameron shipper! this was not good news for that either.
however i waited it through, as JOhn and Sarah escaped Cameron's clutches. then i zoned out through a lot of the details focusing only on the fact that John and Sarah were badly injured and still desperatley running from Cameron, the deadly terminator. when they snuck into the sanctuary, i thought they were safe. then Cameron comes along. the alarm clock in the water was a really good plan. i didn't want Cameron to die, but i really hoped that John would get the chip out.
when he didn't and they took of in another car, i thought for sure that was the end. especially when Cameron showed up and flipped the car. when John got away for the moment i could finally breath. but then, cam had to go and find him in the truck.
the moment when Sarah saves the day and rams Cameron between the two trucks.... thats when i started sobbing. cameron's lines....
"JOhn, JOhn don't do this.i'm okay now. i ran some tests and i am perfect. i don't want to leave." over and over again. i knew it was a ploy, but that didn't stop me from feeling gut-wrenching pain on John's behalf at every word.
then. sh esaid it. "John. don't do this. i love you John. I love you and you love me." at tyhat moment my heart stopped. those were words i had been waiting the entire seaon to hear, but in the worst possible situation. when i saw John's face, i was greeted by very complex emotions. pain, abut also..... well more pain. i thought i saw a glimmer of agreement. when he pulled her chip out i was smiling threw my tears.
however, as soon as Sarah said that JOhn would have to destroy her, i was murderous again. the only coherent thought that flashe dthrough my mind was NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
When i saw how John reacted, i loved it. "I need her." Damn straight he did.
seeing Cameron lifeless body in the car, ready to be set on fire, i thought i would die. this could not be happening. this was the end.
then, out came the JOhn i knew and love. with a "sorry mom" he brought back Cameron. for a gut wrenching moment, i thought she would steal the gun and kill him. but Cameron over rode her own mission and saved John from herself.
THAT MY FRIENDS IS TRUE LOVE!!!!!!!! I HOPE jOHN/CAMERON IS EVEN STRONGER AFTER THIS FANTASTIC GUT WRENCHING EPISODE.