I was scared...why,why do i have to be gay. why do i have to be in a abusive family....why do i have to do this. i walked into the living room,i think my mother was in bed,recovering from her hangover. i sat down on the couch. my brother was out somewhere. my Dad...sitting across the room. i was terrified of him. he was such a homophob. i was shaking. he noticed to,he looked at me and said. "Why the fuck are you shaking?" he stared at me...it felt like ages that moment..."I-i need to t-tell you something." i said in panic. he gave me a look like what now.....now i need to say it...
DOES ANYONE REMEMBER WHEN MY ONLY GUYS OCS WERE JAKE AND BLAKE? I have 19 now XD
() You love to dye your hair () You have glasses, but hate wearing them () You draw too much () Most of your clothes are black () Almost everything amazes you () You’ll automatically hate anyone that hates on whatever you like () You can be quite the a-hole but you’re normally really nice () Most people are scared of you () You're quite clingy Total:
() You love anything bright () You’d die without music () You ''don't do commitments'' () You like to pretend to have an American accent () You're Australian ()...
'i know but what was i supposed to say?' i asked my friend rochelle while carefully applaying black lipstick to my lips. The only night when i EER wear black lipstick. Haloween.
'anything but "get the hell out!"' rochelle said laughing. this was yet annother conversation about yet another one of my ex boyfriends.
I may quite literally be sick of boys. But im not done flirting yet. i smiled to myself and began putting eyeliner on. 'well sorreee but i did tell him not to come after the break up' i replied looking in the mirror as not to smudge.
WARNING! MENTIONS OF SEX! Name: Lila Hollister Meaning of name: night (Arabic) Nickname: Lily, or just Lila Meaning of nickname: ... Stereotype: "The Self-Obsessed Queen Bee" Age: 19 Race: Italian-American Hometown: California Birthday: February 18th Species: "Human." Gender: female Religion: none Allergies:none Sexual preference:straight. Occupation: "Fashion consultant" Way of speaking: scoffing every line. Theme Song(s): link Personal Quote: "Pfft!"
Hair color: Dark brown Hair style: long and a little wavy. Eye color: grey-brown with a little hazel in them. Eyesight: 18/20 Height: 6' Weight: 120...