This is just a sneak peek the rest will not be writen untill i finish ''My Midnight Sun'' Enjoy and tell me what u think!
''If that's what you want.'' I could hear the tears amergeing in her voice. I wanted to kill myself right then and there for causeing those tears. I leaned forward,and kissed her forhead for the last time. Then i took off.Not takeing one look back. 'It's for her safety.' I thought to myself. Even though I just tore my whole life apart. It was still about her.And always will be. The wind blew by me with a chance to go back. It blew hard even on my skin. My touseled hair blew back. Allowing the strong wind to hit my face. I let my mind wonder. But not about Bella. Just about everything else in excistance. But thats still wasen't enough...Because I didn't think about her. Now I had torn my entire life apart.Yet it still was about her. The hit harder againest my face. I wated to scream. I had ran at the least seven or eight miles. Maybe I could think about her,maybe that would heal faster for me
. Instead of bottleing it all up,like Carsisle would say a few years back. So then I let my mind wonder freely. However of course,I opened all my memeries and such.But still it focused on her. How can I move on now? What will happen next? Is this the best thing? So many questions. However,i couldnt find not even one answer.