I was soo bored, flicking through the channels was pointles i knew i diddnt want to watch tv anyway. the room was soo quiet, i diddnt like it.
edward had woken me up a little while ago explaining that his family was going out for about hour and a bit for hunting,so i was home alone with Tanna. i couldn't hear Tanna show that she was awake, thank god.
i stood up and walked oout the door still wearing yesterdays clothes, now considering that im still human and i still have cravings like one, i went straight to the cupboard, and searched for the first thing that said PIG OUT! I also wanted to see how Alice went with shopping. Poor girl.
I instantly grapped the eggs for some reason, i dont even like eggs, but its food hey?
Tanna's screams interruppted my little fest, oh i shouldn't be eating that rubbish anyway, thanks Tanna, shes four and a half months and she knows me better then i know myself.
I sprinted up the stairs, thinking about yesterday,, i was still confused on that. Edward had moved Tanna's room across my ours, making her close by.
Tanna's voice grew more voilent, ive never heard her like this, i was now worried, i ran faster praying that my own two feet would not portray me. Bashing threw her door, she still continued her distress tears, oh how this killed me. Hearing my own child like this, i just wanted to do something. Her face was rose red, no longer evident of her beautiful tan complextion. Like she'd seen a ghost. i snatched her out and into my chest. She didn't rest quickly, still restless, whatever could she even be crying about?
I started to humm Edwards lullaby, bouncing her gently, rubbing her back, It wasn't till then that i realised that i actaully haven't done this in a long time, me being the real mother of this baby, but not the carer. Oh what a terriable mother i've became, i ve became all wrapped up in Edward then my daughter. Thats about to stop.
I drifted about the room, repeating the lullaby over and over she started to quiet after hearing his song. Edward had told me that he had started to sing this to her, but i diddnt think it had as much a effect as did it on her as it did with me.
"Naw, how cute bella" came voice from behind. I recondise this voice, this itwas feline like and sly.
i twisted, to confront a figure standing between the door frame. Her red hair flamed with red, and eyes of blood.
i cringled Tanna closer to me, sheielding her.
"Please, dont hurt her" my voice broke, i've never felt so swcared for my baby's life, not even when the time when i saw carlisle.
She laughed at this. She though i was a big joke, or a actor in her story that diddnt know her lines or plot.
"oh Bella, even after all these years, your still stupid, a stupid little human, the only thing thats changed about you is your ugly baby." she was vicious. She thought it was her time to finally take revenge on her lovers murder. James. i remeber vaguely the night of his death, i jsut remember the pain.
"Look, you can kill me, but dont kill my baby" my voice was shaking now, my heart was heating so fast that your could make morse out of the vibration coming from my body.
"YOU ARE NOT GOING TO TOUCH HER" edward snarled. i didnt even notice he was there. the relief that come over wiped me out, knocking me to my knees, pining Tanna closer to my chest, she was now in absolute fear. As though she feared Victoria as much as i did.
i backed away to a dark tight corner, protecting my baby, i just wanted to save her, even it was my life for hers. I lived my life the way i wanted.
i pushed her to my face, her face collecting my tears,
"i love you my baby girl"
i heard ripping and tearing, every sound bringing screams from my mouth.
Smashing and crashing, the smash of glass, and grunts and snarls i cant picture what was occuring, i kepted my eyes tightly shut and rocking back and forths to calm Tanna.
"Edward!" i heard Alice's pixie voice scream.
a cold hand touched my arm, i diddnt dare open my eyes, in fright of a trick.
"Bella, you need to follow me, come on, its esme"
Her voice was frighted in panic, her grip on my arm secured and ripped me up and dragged out the door. i still held my eyes shut, i knew i might regret opening them, scared of what i might see.
Esmes hand was litely brushing my face, and hmm*ing* queitly. i woke to darkness.fluttering my eyes, taking in a breath of the chill air. I looked down to see Tanna lying across my stomach asleep. oh good for that, from all that she needed some rest.
All of that!.!>! i whisped Tanna into my arms, a sighed of relief escaped.
"oh my god! " i felt tears of joy travel down my dry face.
"It's ok now bella, you and Tanna are fine." Shr whispered by twinging her arms around me.
Ahh Esme. She is jsut to kind. but what about VICTORIA!
"ESME! VICTORIA! where is she, where is edward? and Alice?" she voice stressed.
she frowned. looking down to the grass, grass i haddn't even noticed i was lying on,the meadow, my and edward meadow.
"esme?" i didnt like her response. My panic pants returned.
"calm down Bella. They are ok, for now, Carlisle is treating them"
Her phone interuppted me and cut me off mid sentence.
she picked up the first ring. "carlisle" she answered with a strained voice.
She replied in nodding, and her frowns continued to grow, ifshe wasn't a vampire i would start tto beleive that they would be permanent.
"ok I'll bring her back up to the house now" she sighed.