hi guys my name is renesmee cullen and i guess i should tell you a bit about myself. well first before i tell you anything else i am a vampire well kind of my mother Bella was a human when she had me but my father Edward was a vampire. it sounds like nonsense but its well cool. my aunties are called Alice and rosalie. my uncles are called jasper and Emmet. my mum and dad are called Bella and Edward. my grandma is called Esme and my grandad is called Carlisle.tommorow im having my first day at school but not at primary school like normal human children,but at highschool like my mum and dad which is quite freaky. To add on to that i keep on hoping that my Jakey will come but my hopes are always crushed when he never comes. It broke my heart when we had to move away from him i have always been afraid to tell jakey this but i love him. Well howcould anyone not its just hes always got his shirt off and is showing that cool eight pack. its not his fault its not anybodys fault but mine for noticing it.I think hes noticed for im always staring at him.so it breaks my heart thatim away from him oh well. i should just forget about him once and for all.i cant tell my mum because she might be mad. i know she probaly wont but its a risk im not going to risk. well Alice just called and said its time for bed and shower. i wish i was like a vampire and got to stay up forever. well nightnight.



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<next morning>

Guess what the biggest suprise in the world just popped up i had a dream that Jacob came today and guess what it happened!But the weird thing is that in my dream i had come downstairs and jacob had been kissing rosalie i mean thats so wrong were talking about the girl who would gladly smush jacob if she could or if she had the guts. personally i think im a lot more prettier than rosalie but when im around my father i always think that its not fair and rosalies too pretty for her own good.Right back to when i came dowstars luckily rosalie was notkissing jacob but wearing a fluffy pink face mask and had jakey on a baby chain.that annoyed me so i grabbed rosalie by the hair but it felt as though it had never been washed before and yanked i expected rosalie to yell out in pain but instead her hair came off and she was bald. oh my god she was bald icouldent stop thi nking abourt it it is just so funny. i have rosalies hair locked in my vampire proof box so that rosalie cant get it and say i must be dreaming just for me to pull it off again. by the way rosalie was wearing a wig i hadent pulled it out of the roots and i invented the vampire proof box with some help from my mum. any way i went down to breakfast for my first meal of blood to find carlisle holding some baby food and a spoon god i hated that stuff it tasted like someone threw up into the mixture as they were making it and they didnt realise. i should ask them to taste some and see how they like it.
i told them about rosalie and jacob burst into laughterwhen i said it and every one else followed. the rest of the day ran smoothly exept from school was tommorow instead they got the wrong date.good night.


In the middle of the night a breeze woke me up i kept my eyes closed just incase they told me off for still being awake cause they didnt know i had fallen asleep then i heard a snarling it scared me like nothing else then hot breath in my face i opened my eyes slowly and... there were hideous red eyes and white teeth coated in red blood. i screamed and yelled and screamed some more the door smashed a in flew mum, dad ,emmet and carlisle. they all grabbed a hand/leg and they gave mum the honours of telling me to block my eyes and ears and to rip the guys head off i did and it happened. i got lifted out side and into a warm bed in less thsn a second and given some blood and told to go to sleep.nightnightx2




sorry guys i couldent write for a while its just i have been away in a distant place . my bedroom. i cant believe it i got grounded because i tought about my feelings for jake in front of my dad and he grounded me. its horribe its cruelty to keep me away from my diary and jakey.
guess what updates, the volturi gave us an invatation to go to their castle for a party . i think its a scam to make us go there and they will hurt us. oh well carlisle said that we should go tommorow and if its dangerous we will leave at once cause my mum has me on her back. its too much security . oh well night gooodnight

RENESMEEXXXXXXOOOO



{tommorow}

when i woke up my mum was in front of me in a second. "get dressed in these" my mum told me, i was annoyed at that because she wasnt her usually cheerful self. i thought it might be that it was a family fight , just to find out i was wrong from my dad who had mesteriously appeared next to me "no it is just depression about today because the volturi dot eat like us" my mother hissed at that. "they eat human blood not animal blood like us. it is not even the way that you do it they take it fresh by killing the humans not taking it from it the hospital.their eyes will be dark red because they drink so mutch blood! I gasped. "will my eyes turn red because i drink human blood " i whispered "my eyes are brown"
"no"my mother whispered "your eyes will not turn into that disgusting red" i looked at her eyes they were a dull red "how come yours are red if you havent been drinking human blood" i said seriously then in a joking voice i said " or have you been having a midnight feast" i giggled.
"very funny now get dressecd" my mother grumbled.
" i will after you tell me why my eyes wont turn red" i said in a determined voice.
"fine your eyes wont turn red because you are half human" said my mum in a defeated voice "now get dressed we dont want to be late"