Moonlight - Chapter Seven

Here is chapter seven. I hope you like it!! i got my ideas from the Twilight Books so there are connections, but the story has got different points in it! Please read, rate and comment. Enjoy!!

CHAPTER 7

Edward’s POV

She left me. I can’t say I blame her really. I murdered her parents. But I am hurting and I didn’t think she would leave with Sara. Of all people, Sara.
    There is a huge hole in my heart, and I am struggling to keep it together. Emmett’s trying to help. But I know he feels guilty, he killed her father. I’ve heard him blaming himself. ‘Damn, why didn’t I just leave her parents alone? Then Bella would still be with Edward and he wouldn’t be moping.’
    I have asked Alice to see if she is coming back, but she’s not. I haven’t hunted in 3 weeks now and I can see Esme getting worried. I’ll have to go hunt soon because I can’t go out in public like this. Everyone has been making a really big effort, even Rosealie, which is surprising. We have been playing lots more baseball, and they have been going on really far away hunting trips. But I haven’t gone with them. What if I see her, what will I do?
    I am angry at Sara, actually I am more than angry at Sara. She wanted this to happen and it happened like clockwork. She is going to turn Bella into a savage newborn ready to kill any innocent human being.
    Jasper and Alice are back from hunting. Why can’t a relationship be as easy as theirs?
“Edward, snap out of it, I need to speak to you” Alice chirped in my ear. Alice ever the optimist.
“What Alice, can’t you see I am not bothered now?”
“Oh you’ll be bothered by this” she smiled and dragged me along to the sofa where the rest of the family were waiting, all with the same confused expression. Alice was keeping me out of her mind. She was reciting the dictionary, of all things.
    “Well, as you know, I have been keeping tags on Bella, and up till now she has shown no sign of coming back. But as I was out hunting, she changed her mind and started running back, but Sara has persuaded Bella to stay with her.” My heart skipped a beat and I only noticed myself growling until Emmett told me to shut it.
“So this means that Bella is having second decisions?” Esme asked, hope in her voice.
“I don’t know, but she keeps on changing her mind.” Alice smiled again.
I snarled, “Stop keeping tags on her Alice, she is nothing to us now” Alice gasped.
“Edward, I don’t care what you think, but I want my best friend back. She is something to me. I know you can’t get over her. If you were over her you would be Edward Cullen, not this weirdo who sulks around doing nothing all day” And with that I stormed out. I couldn’t take Alice rambling on at me like that. She was right, I am so not over Bella. But what can fix a hole in a heart. A heart that doesn’t beat, but a heart that you have given someone and they have ripped it out and stabbed it a hundred times over. There is a hole in me now. And it hurts more than being changed into a vampire.
    I kept running, and I decided I would go and visit some old friends. It would only take me a day to get there.