After a few years of not writing, I decided to come back to it. I usually wrote fan fictions of twilight in different points of view by character (edward.) Going back and reading all of the countless hours of page after page I wrote, all I saw was grammar mistakes and incomplete sentences. Even though I was in 6th grade at the time, I think I could've done better. Which is apart of the reason I am coming back. Sort of a fresh start with my writing. Instead of writing about vampires and werewolves, I'm going to write about the things an average american teenager hears, sees, does, and goes every day. I'm also using this opportunity to climb out of my hole of depression, and to express and share some of the things that goes on in my life. However, I don't think this will only be focused on my personal life. I'll probably mix some of the things I see in my friends lives, within the same character. So you'll never actually know what's going on in my life personally, or whether it is in someone else's. With their permission of course. I still need a title. I'll take pretty much any suggestions, just I won't tolerate negative comments.

SORRY that I haven't been posting. I've been really busy with school and cheerleading. But here you go, hope this satisfies all those who waited so long :)

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Seth and I haven’t talked since our kiss.
    I really didn’t mean for it to be a big deal. I just thought it’d keep him satisfied for a while, since my thirst had overtaken my attraction for him at the time. However, he’s managed to stay as far away from me as possible. Unfortunately for him, that means he just stays outside of the house in his wolf form. It astonishes me that neither he nor Jacob ever leaves the Cullen residence. I’m fully aware that imprinting is like a love at first sight with a disturbing, werewolf-y twist on it so that your entire life is dependent on the person you’ve imprinted on, but I still can’t believe that they’d rather spend all of their time around vampires, their sworn enemies, than go home and be with their families. Just because of one girl. In a way it depresses me. I couldn’t imagine having my whole live centered on one person.

November 26, 2012

Hi everyone. I hope you're all coming back from a really fabulous Thanksgiving weekend, full of quality family time, too much delicious food, and restful tryptophan comas.

Two weeks ago, while doing press for Breaking Dawn 2, there were a lot of questions I wasn't able to answer because I didn't want to spoil the ending for anyone. I promised in a couple of interviews that I would post the answer to a specific question on my website once everyone had had a chance to see the movie. Now, if there is anyone reading this who hasn't had a chance to see BD2 yet and really wants to remain unspoiled, please stop reading now.

***spoilers ahead***



The question, which I got frequently, was how I felt about having a big change inserted into the story during the final climax. My answer was that it didn't feel like such a huge departure. For me, this moment is already in the book. However, we don't get to see it in all its exciting and gory detail because we are seeing the world only through Bella's eyes. A few of the reporters I talked to wanted to know where in the book this moment was hidden. The...