I couldn't sleep very well, even if I was cuddled next to Howl. I couldn't help think of the following questions: Is this wrong? Is it bad to love someone that is so much kinder and a better person than your fiance, yet your parents are still forcing you to marry the horrible fiance? Is it wrong for a woman raised with people and society to fall in love with someone raised by animals and swings on vines. I kept thinking of Adam. Grrr! I can't stand him anymore. I remember the last thing he said to me,"You won't survive there without me! I'm your everything! You can't hide from me weakling!" Oh yeah? I can survive just as much without you, as a camel that doesn't need water for a few days. Jerk. I would die faster with him here with me. When I go back home, I'm dumping him and move here. I'm just falling head over heels for Howl, and something inside of me tells me that I shouldn't resist my feelings for him. I woke up, and found Howl gone. The baby monkey and his pet wolf were still there. The wolf was sleeping, but the baby monkey was awake, looking at me. I looked at the monkey and said in a baby-cutesty like voice(something I would not be caught dead in),"Hey there sweetie! Do you know where Howl is? Huh? Do you know?" The monkey just looked at me. I sat up, and he crawled on my lap. I held him like a newborn baby, and he relaxed and fell asleep in my arms. I felt something, kinda like what a mom would feel after having a baby. It was different for me. I always have that feeling whenever I hold a newborn, human or animal I don't care. It just....*sighs* comes to me. All of a sudden, I see Howl coming from some bushes. He was bleeding from a slash across his chest and ab area. I laid down the baby monkey, and went to Howl right away. I noticed a small tear on the bottom of my tank-top and ripped a huge piece from it. Sure, you could see my mid drift, but Howl's bleeding area was more important. Luckily, I ripped a longer part to the point it could stretch out enough to tie across his upper abs to reach the wound. I wish I had more with me. I could try to find camp, and doctor him myself. I just pray that my sister and he snob friends aren't there to judge Howl. Me I don't care about at the moment. I just don't want Howl to be seriously injured.
Chapter 4: Sunny day
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate love that never fades.
"I'll see you later, darling." - Jack said and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the flowers that were growing
in the yard.
These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.
Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate love that never fades.
"I'll see you later, darling." - Jack said and
went to work.
Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the flowers that were growing
in the yard.
I lied
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get more upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to move and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get more upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to move and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.
I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My music is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
Or gradually trickle down,
It can make you laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Music is the food I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Music is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
You can always find a friend in music
Music will always be.
I tap in time,
My music is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
Or gradually trickle down,
It can make you laugh and cry
That powerful sound.
My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
Music is the food I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.
Music is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
You can always find a friend in music
Music will always be.