Built For Sin
Darkness poured into the hybrid's room, filling the room with great depression. Rain drops made little trails down the window, almost like tears, down the cool glass surface of the window. Luna still needed to answers to her questions. Why was she here? What does she need to do? Why did her heart finally feel warm after what Hades told her about Leon's feelings?! The answers never showed up to her, no matter what she thought or did.
A big bewilderment sigh danced in the cool quiet air of the depressed dark room. Luna crashed her head into her hands and grabbed a hold of her hair in frustration. "W..why why why?!?!" Luna felt there was a heart attack sleeping in her chest! She cant come up with conclusions! Luna stood up with quite difficulty. She was shaking and knocking things over like she was drunk. Her face was dark; her bangs were clamped to her forehead and the side of her face. Nothing of her identity was exposed, due to her bangs and her hand over her dark face.
Everyone heard thumping and crushes coming from Luna's direction. Well...by everyone there was only Hikema and Mileena. Luna murdered Thomas when Ruby took over her body. Leon was exausted after the search for Luna. "I knew something was wrong." Mileena thought angrily with slight of worry. Luna walked with her hand over her right eye and had an evil look in the other. Her ruby red eyes looked the portal to hell and darker and deeper than Satan's herself! The luminating monlight that was peeking through the curtains that belonged to the windows, revealed half of Luna. It was as if it was expressing both sides of Luna, the angel side was in the light and the demon side was in the shadows...making her eye lit brighter but more violent.
Luna was so lost that she fell down the flight of steps very hard and fast. "Lord Luna!" Mileena and Hikema ran towards their demon Lord and helped her up but was only pushed away. The glare that she given her sevants made them shudder and back down. Luna never removed the hand in front of her eye because it was hurting her, it was the eye that eye that got sprayed on by Thomas's blood. She missed him and it hurt like hell...
"Why were you keeping your identities from me? I'm your Lord, damn it! I made you all what you are today!" Luna shrieked sadly with slight confusion. The question was always why...Mileena almost had a heart attack, she could've sworn she saw a tear go down Luna's left cheek, but as soon as the tear started to go down her face it turned to blood...Her other eye wasn't crying since it was covered by her hand and it stung badly!
"Lord Luna," Mileena started calmly and soothingly,"We didn't want to tell you because we love you and we thought you'll hate us if we weren't normal..." Millena took a deep breath as Hikema watched shyly and had her fist over her mouth in a nervous way. She could sense others feelings, after all she was an angel...with no wings, and probably will never have them. "Also, we did it to protect you!" Luna was tooken back by her servant's statement. She didn't know they were protecting her! Luna's glare became more sharp as the blood trail from the earlier tear dried up.
"Protecting me?! From what?" she asked with confusion and slight anger. Mileena sighed before looking Luna straight in the eye.
"From Ruby of course! She was never able to come in here due to my spell protecting the temple and Thomas' guardian heart. Hikema helped me with the spelll...but.." Mileena's voice softned, "when Leon came and invited her and said that you'll love their company I had to put the spell down and well...Ruby made you kill Thomas afterwards...destroying the guardian hearts..."
Luna sighed and she started to walk away towards the entrance doors. It was badly thunderstorming and since it was winter time, the rain turned to hail...and it was very dark and cold outside.
"Lord Luna, dont go!" Hikema shouted, but her out burst didn't change the hybrid's mind. Instead she kept walking, covering her eye with her hand. Hikema couldn't see her beloved Lord go on like this! She had to do something..she knew how much emotional and physical pain Luna was going through . She knew Luna cared for Leon deeply...and seeing him so helpless in the bed, exausted cause of her made her feel like a failure...
Hikema dashed towards Luna...Mileena reached out her hand in a "hey wait" motion...but Hikema reached Luna and hugged her...
Yes, she hugged Luna! Luna suddenly came to a sudden halt. Feeling her arms around her mid-section, Luna made no movement...Images of Luna's killer face...blood splattered across her face, her wide demon eyes, and the maniac smile on her face...took over the wingless angel's mind, causing her to cry. "Please, please,please Luna, don't go...!" Hikema pleaded. Luna could tell she was crying due to all the sniffing and hicking, also her shirt in the back was getting slightly wet. Hikema wrapped her arms around Luna tighter as she burried her face on the Lord's back. "Luna, you feel like Heaven.." Being with Luna always felt homey to Hikema...she deeply desired her Lord, so much that she wanted to be with her forever...
"Luna," Hikema called out softly,"eat my heart." Luna developed a facial expression that screamed shocked and suprised. "Please...I beg of you!" Hikema cried out as her tears became more insistent. Luna turned around slowly to face the crying angel. Hikema let go of the Lord and glanced up to read Luna's facial expression, which was shocked and suprise masked, but her eye...her eye read coldness, heart lonely, and every moment the angel could feel Luna slipping away, turning into something else. Something that Ruby wanted her too!
Luna kneeled down until she reached face to face with Hikema. Luna removed the hand from her eye to stare deeply into Hikema's eyes. Luna was shocked of all the emotions that were presented in front of her and all from one person! Luna read sadness, hope, deep love and care, and worry in her servant's eyes. Luna cupped her hands around the angel's face, trying to reassure her. " I can't do that. You mean to much to me and you've been with me since I got here to this world." Hikema's face saddened even more at the words of her Lord. Hikema looked down, but her face got lifted up by Luna. Luna smiled softly...which frightned Hikema since the smile didn't mean anything..it just wasn't the same! To Hikema, the softness of her smile was just Luna's deception side talking....she knew this wasn't Luna. Yes Luna would still kill and have that face, but walking out and asking why isn't her. Luna never been this clumpsy or depressed...not until Leon came...
Hikema started thinking in her head..."Lord Luna NEVER acted like this, went crazy after finding out the truth! If Leon NEVER came or if Leon could've stayed in his house like he should've have, this would've NEVER happen! She wouldn't have found out if he wasn't here and let in Ruby and Midnight! But...I respect Leon and all he ever done for Luna..he loves her alot and he traveled for 3 days and nights to just find her...in that kind of weather!" Hikema kept staring into Luna's eyes as she bit down on her lower lip. The more she stared into her eyes, the more she wanted her to eat her heart. "Luna, please," she pleaded sorrowfully. Luna sighed before embracing the child. The said child's eyes widened at the hybrid's motion...she was gentle. She never realized how smooth and milky Luna's skin was...Luna had such a beautiful smell...it was a combination of candy roses and milk strawberries.
The Longer she stared at Luna, the more she saw Shina. Shina was the most beautiful angel in the world. She helped orn Luna by fusioning with her Demon Hikaru. A flash ack of Shina growing crazy after her only family memer died, her mother....Shina had a knife in her hand, a face of pure hate and terror, tears of hate not sadness or joy, blood splattered night gown, white wings spread out, and blood splattered all over her face and hands..."Say so long to innocence..." Hikema thought as she broke herself out of her trance.
Luna stood up, breaking the heavy gaze. She held out her hand towards Hikema. Hikema softly smiled as she accepted Luna's hand. "One day, Luna, you will turn the night into the dawn; you are as bright as the moon!" Hikema thought. Their hold on eachother's hand didn't move or change. Luna embraced her again more gently than the first time.. "I'm ready," the angel whispered. Luna used her free hand to do this operation...The Lord's hand went transparent and ghost-like. She slowly pushed it through the angel's chest. Hikema smiled againist Luna's chest. She was happy...she would be with Luna forever. Mileena just watched in amazement. She never knew Hikema cared THAT much.
Hikema could feel her heart turn to ghost as Luna's hand clenched her hand around it...Luna quickly pulled it out, she didn't want to do it slowly cause it would be more painful..for both of them. Hikema's beautiful green emerald eyes widened before she smiled againist the hybrid lord's skin and faded away; her smile never weavered.
Tears started to slide down Mileena's face as she saw Luna stare at the innocent angel's heart in her hand. Luna's eyes were filled with great sadness and regret, but her face was emotionless; a mask of indifferent. "Luna! Don't just stare at it! Fufill her wishes!" She shrieked. The sourcer back stepped when Luna sharply but evilly glared at her. "Luna...what have you become?..." she thought.
Luna gently pushed the ghost heart into her chest, feeding herself. A tear went down her face as she looked down. "I can't be around here..." she mumbled under her breath. Mileena keen could pick up her words that were spoken so softly, but if a mere human was in this room right now, they wouldn't be able to hear her words. Mileena raised an eyebrow in question at Luna's statement.
"What do you mean?", she asked with quite confusion. Luna looked up slowly, her bangs covering her eyes in a creepy way, her face was dark, but tears were strolling down her beautiful pale face. Mileena knew Luna was crying, but for what? Luna sighed depressingly, but she didn't glance at Mileena once.
"Leon, is getting hurt because of me...I can't be around anyone!" she clenched her fists by her side as she gritted her teeth. Mileena took a step back, fearing her Lord.
"Luna, don't say tha-", she was cut off when she heard Luna's sobbing. Luna was crying hard now! Crying because of Leon! A human!
"Don't Mileena, just dont..," her voice softned as she glanced back down to the ground. "I just killed Hikema and Leon is exausted because of me! You guys are being haunted by Ruby and my fiancee Midnight! Don't you get it?!" She screamed. "ME! IT IS BECAUSE OF ME!" Mileena sighed as Luna's anger began to cool off, she strolled towards Luna to comfort her, but was only pushed away.
"Luna...if you care that much...then let Leon go..." she mumbled. Luna's head shot up like a bullet. This was a good idea...a perfect idea! Without her, Leon wouldn't get hurt!
"yeah, alright." Luna walked upstairs, leaving a worried female sourcer behind. Luna quietly walked upstairs in the dark hallway. Only the shafts of moonlight glanced upon Luna. The most beautiful quiet breathing ever to dance in the hybrid's ears belonged to Leon. ...
Luna leaned againist the door frame of the boy's room, glancing upon his peaceful, yet heaving body. She softly smiled her true smile as she walked towards him. She sat on the edge of the bed, beside him. The bed creaked, making the boy turn and lay on his back. Luna's facial expression morphed into the sadness one yet. "Thank you...Leon Trinity...you will always be remembered in my heart. Please, don't be angry. I am erasing me from your memory and life..so you don't get hurt because of me..." She leaned in, closing the distance between their faces...she was about to kiss him!! Luna closed her eyes slighty as she leaned closer to his beautiful rose petal lips. She was an inch away! Just a little closer...then the clock chimed midnight. Luna suddenly came to an hault, eyes opened wide in shock...."Im am only built for sin...i can't tint your lips..and body...but your memories and mind won't be for long...because I'll be gone.." she whispered sincerly. The moon sighed as it's light started to go dim..and owls could be heard outside in the dark night...
Luna Lacrimosa (Rouch draft of her)