blessed
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the love that they show me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring you up when you are down, they are the ones that you can turn to when life isn't going the way you want it to, they are there to comfort you in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do you fine your comfort, is it in the people that you love and trust, you tell me how you find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let you be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, or the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for you have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to you at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, you can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want you to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate you of dislike you in any-way, I love you for you and I'm not asking you to change me in any-way, I'm just asking you to give me the space that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking you is to love me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
when i think about the things that God has blessed me with i get to excited to think that he has done all of these things for me and only me, so that the people around me can be blessed as well,
The things that i cherish the most is family and the impact that they have on me as a young woman, the love that they show me everyday of my life, there is a quote that fits what i'm talking about and this is what it is:
"Family, they are the people who bring you up when you are down, they are the ones that you can turn to when life isn't going the way you want it to, they are there to comfort you in times of sorrow and in pain,."
that's what Family means to me, tell me what does family mean to you, and how do you fine your comfort, is it in the people that you love and trust, you tell me how you find your strength and your foundation.
Before/ Beginning/ but not the end:
I will not let you be so sympathetic of me and how my life has now turned out, or the way i live my life in the manner that it is now, for you have no-right at all to judge me hence-forth.
The things that i say of think doesn't apply to you at all, I was born to be so different and that's how I'm going to stay, you can't change how I feel, I know that I'm so confused and messed up in the head, and that I need help I don't want you to try to help me, i need to try to find it on my own, and on my own time.
Don't push me to find the help that I need let me find on my own, and for wanting to change let me do it on my won time, that it is a life-choice that i have to make. I'm not saying that I hate you of dislike you in any-way, I love you for you and I'm not asking you to change me in any-way, I'm just asking you to give me the space that i deserve to have to get better with the time and the struggles that I have to deal with. Please all that I'm asking you is to love me for me and for who I wish to be and for what I was before this all happened to me.
as if you gave me a choice
everything about you i loved
all other feelings aside i shoved
on your every word i hung
and even among
a crowd, only you i see
nowhere else i would rather be
these feelings for you, that are kept inside
i can no longer hide
everything about you i admire
you are all i desire
so kind, so sweet, so passionate
everytime our eyes met
my heart would race
while looking at your smiling face
full of buety, life, and joy
with my emotions you play like a toy
like a wild beast, my emotions cannot be tame
and i don't even know your name
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would you do?
Would you cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
Or go into silence until the very end...
Would you love the ones you hate the most or be the person you hide?
Would you pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would you try and keep the sun from setting as your last day ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else you say as you close your eyes.