Khloe, Caroline, a few other friends and I flung ourselves down the street to the hottest club in town devils lounge, I was thankful that the bouncers here were as dumb witted as everywhere else about fake ids.
Inside the club Icy, smoke lurked on the ground; coloured lights gave me a spontaneous rush of excitement. I looked at the seas of bodies that were grinding on the dance floor, an arm snaked around my waist before spinning me around to hold me in their grip.
'Scarlett babies you joining us tonight for a hit?'
I scoffed and pushed Eric of me.
‘Control your brother Khloe before the dog gets put down.'
Before he could make a snarky comment, A waitress with a bottle of champagne and two trays full of shots came to our table.
I slipped her some cocaine as payment.
'You know you're going to have to have something sometime hon it's the way. Ignore Eric too khloe just won't tell him when to stop, now don't do anything I wouldn't'.
I rolled my eyes before downing the shots; Caroline kissed me on the cheek before going to the back rooms. The club didn't get involved in whatever happened in the dark nor did they care as long as some sort of payment went their way.
'You know you are one little hotty'
I looked at Eric he was roughly 6'2 blonde hair green eyes .
I scoffed and grabbed someone pulling them onto the dance floor.
I lost myself in the music and thrashing bodies. My black hair spilled down my back, The alcohol pumping through my veins. Caroline came up dancing behind me along with the others who were now all messed up.They all had enough drugs in their systems too put the whole club in jail for life, I swirled my hips and laughed as Caroline bobbed around her blonde hair hitting khloe in the face.
'I’m going to the bathrooms’
I yelled over the music as I nudged my way out of the crowd .
The way to the bathrooms wasn't pretty, people were too close for comfort, arms reached out to grab me. I flung them off quickly reaching the ladies room slamming the door shut.
I looked in the mirror Eyeliner smudged, love bites on my neck, the stench of alcohol on my breathe. I shook my head, this routine started when I was young, alone and desperate. Some attention could have cured me, but I was forgotten no one cared. I found my way into the wrong crowds, started partying until the day was up. My education was beyond help because of this, but who cares? Stealing to please along with dealing drugs and getting involved in violence.
Tsk, call them mistakes but they're the only thing that's pushing me for survival. I do not have parents to lecture me about every mistake, have them pest me about my homework or try improve my behaviour. They are long gone. It just me now. Me and the cruel world around me.
I stepped away from the mirror smashing it along with those thoughts. Someone came in, I looked back at the cracked mirror to see Eric standing behind me smirking.
'Baby did I ever tell you how Devine you are.'
I rolled my eyes; trying to get past Eric. He shoved me hard against the sink, kissing me harshly .
'Get off Eric! You're way wasted go home.'
He stopped pained by my tone of voice.
'You need someone to care let me take your pain away baby just once let your world just slip away.'
I grabbed the bottle that was sitting on the bench and launched it into his face. Cringing at the blood , I stepped out and went back to where the night was still young.
'You all right? '
Caroline leaned in, gripping my arm to steady herself.
'Yeah just fine, you know Eric being a dick! Oh this is my song come on.'
Khloe came around with more drinks a smile bright on her face.
I let loose not having a care in the world; tonight we would Dance endlessly like we were on fire and living the life of sin.
***
Someone was kicking me , my eyes opening to slits. I groaned as I slowly sat up , everything rushing to me. I blinked steadying myself, putting my puzzled thoughts together. The smell of alcohol, sex and drugs was everywhere. I threw my shoe at Caroline who for once unaccompanied. She looked up with a muffed groan, her hair sprawled across her face.
'Find Khloe and then we are out of here.'
Caroline got up before rushing to the bathroom, the sounds of her chucking up was enough to make my gag reflexes work. I got up and left hoping to settle my stomach. Two rooms down I seen khloe she had two man beside her I scoffed whispering 'whore'.
I felt my bra for my phone, I pulled it out three missed calls from Clay , one from Eric , sixteen from Khloe , a voice message from Caroline , ten missed calls from blocked and a voice message from unknown. I shook my head looking at the date.
'Oh far ... Carol, Clay is going to kill us! We have been gone for three days! '
Caroline cursed under her breathe, dragging Khloe out behind her. I didn't know how we were going to get him his money, I didn't even know where the money from the club went!
'Carol...Scarlett chill. Look.'
Khloe lit up as she pulled out $850 and three bags of cocaine.
my stress levels still on edge made me laugh. I grabbed them out of her hand.
'You little whore.'
They laughed before jumping into the ute, I looked down and bit my lip what the hell happened last night. I turned around feeling a Pair of eyes on me but nothing was there.
A Low growl sounded in the shrubs but the rumble of the engine brought me back to reality, I must still have been drunk because where we are there is no wolves.
A/N: my chapters may be a little be long bt im working on shorting them. This is sort of my first time writing, I would appreciate feedback thank you and I hope you liked it
Inside the club Icy, smoke lurked on the ground; coloured lights gave me a spontaneous rush of excitement. I looked at the seas of bodies that were grinding on the dance floor, an arm snaked around my waist before spinning me around to hold me in their grip.
'Scarlett babies you joining us tonight for a hit?'
I scoffed and pushed Eric of me.
‘Control your brother Khloe before the dog gets put down.'
Before he could make a snarky comment, A waitress with a bottle of champagne and two trays full of shots came to our table.
I slipped her some cocaine as payment.
'You know you're going to have to have something sometime hon it's the way. Ignore Eric too khloe just won't tell him when to stop, now don't do anything I wouldn't'.
I rolled my eyes before downing the shots; Caroline kissed me on the cheek before going to the back rooms. The club didn't get involved in whatever happened in the dark nor did they care as long as some sort of payment went their way.
'You know you are one little hotty'
I looked at Eric he was roughly 6'2 blonde hair green eyes .
I scoffed and grabbed someone pulling them onto the dance floor.
I lost myself in the music and thrashing bodies. My black hair spilled down my back, The alcohol pumping through my veins. Caroline came up dancing behind me along with the others who were now all messed up.They all had enough drugs in their systems too put the whole club in jail for life, I swirled my hips and laughed as Caroline bobbed around her blonde hair hitting khloe in the face.
'I’m going to the bathrooms’
I yelled over the music as I nudged my way out of the crowd .
The way to the bathrooms wasn't pretty, people were too close for comfort, arms reached out to grab me. I flung them off quickly reaching the ladies room slamming the door shut.
I looked in the mirror Eyeliner smudged, love bites on my neck, the stench of alcohol on my breathe. I shook my head, this routine started when I was young, alone and desperate. Some attention could have cured me, but I was forgotten no one cared. I found my way into the wrong crowds, started partying until the day was up. My education was beyond help because of this, but who cares? Stealing to please along with dealing drugs and getting involved in violence.
Tsk, call them mistakes but they're the only thing that's pushing me for survival. I do not have parents to lecture me about every mistake, have them pest me about my homework or try improve my behaviour. They are long gone. It just me now. Me and the cruel world around me.
I stepped away from the mirror smashing it along with those thoughts. Someone came in, I looked back at the cracked mirror to see Eric standing behind me smirking.
'Baby did I ever tell you how Devine you are.'
I rolled my eyes; trying to get past Eric. He shoved me hard against the sink, kissing me harshly .
'Get off Eric! You're way wasted go home.'
He stopped pained by my tone of voice.
'You need someone to care let me take your pain away baby just once let your world just slip away.'
I grabbed the bottle that was sitting on the bench and launched it into his face. Cringing at the blood , I stepped out and went back to where the night was still young.
'You all right? '
Caroline leaned in, gripping my arm to steady herself.
'Yeah just fine, you know Eric being a dick! Oh this is my song come on.'
Khloe came around with more drinks a smile bright on her face.
I let loose not having a care in the world; tonight we would Dance endlessly like we were on fire and living the life of sin.
***
Someone was kicking me , my eyes opening to slits. I groaned as I slowly sat up , everything rushing to me. I blinked steadying myself, putting my puzzled thoughts together. The smell of alcohol, sex and drugs was everywhere. I threw my shoe at Caroline who for once unaccompanied. She looked up with a muffed groan, her hair sprawled across her face.
'Find Khloe and then we are out of here.'
Caroline got up before rushing to the bathroom, the sounds of her chucking up was enough to make my gag reflexes work. I got up and left hoping to settle my stomach. Two rooms down I seen khloe she had two man beside her I scoffed whispering 'whore'.
I felt my bra for my phone, I pulled it out three missed calls from Clay , one from Eric , sixteen from Khloe , a voice message from Caroline , ten missed calls from blocked and a voice message from unknown. I shook my head looking at the date.
'Oh far ... Carol, Clay is going to kill us! We have been gone for three days! '
Caroline cursed under her breathe, dragging Khloe out behind her. I didn't know how we were going to get him his money, I didn't even know where the money from the club went!
'Carol...Scarlett chill. Look.'
Khloe lit up as she pulled out $850 and three bags of cocaine.
my stress levels still on edge made me laugh. I grabbed them out of her hand.
'You little whore.'
They laughed before jumping into the ute, I looked down and bit my lip what the hell happened last night. I turned around feeling a Pair of eyes on me but nothing was there.
A Low growl sounded in the shrubs but the rumble of the engine brought me back to reality, I must still have been drunk because where we are there is no wolves.
A/N: my chapters may be a little be long bt im working on shorting them. This is sort of my first time writing, I would appreciate feedback thank you and I hope you liked it
First off, to those of you that know me, I haven't posted at all in awhile, I'm aware my "Nightfall" series hasn't been updated for those of you that liked it, but since school started back, I have had hardly any time to write anything. I WILL get back to posting on "Nightfall" if anything else for the sake of completion. But I also discovered the marvolous "Fallout" series a few months back, and decided to try to make a novel out of it. For those of you not familiar with the series, "Fallout" is a series of games set in a post-apocyloptic future, and finds a custom made protagonist made customly by the player dealing with life in the now wastelandic USA. My story is loosely based off "Fallout 3" but with major differences along the way, so the story is original in that aspect. If you guys will read the story, I will make it as adaptable as I can for those who are not familiar with it. Please leave comments, so I know whether or not I should post it. Thank you. -AdamK
Your heart is sore, crippled up like paper.
Your voice is weak, barely passing by you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
You are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times you told everything-
It was a lie, I love you became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. You probably cannot move away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.
Your voice is weak, barely passing by you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
You are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times you told everything-
It was a lie, I love you became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. You probably cannot move away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.