She wanted to know what else he thought about her, and refused to stop reading no matter how painful its effect would be.
He said you are in med school. That made me happy since I was there too, though against my welling. I thought that you are passionate and caring, that you are loving and want to help everyone. I didn’t even know you and I drew you in my mind like an angel the same way you looked to me. I forgot in that minute all what my father told me, and all what I learned about not being fooled with appearances, though I was, all my life, very careful with choosing my friends. But this time I failed with the test, the one that I should’ve passed it. I was taken by your charm and beauty.
All day long I was thinking about you and your name “Sara” since that I fell in love with your name and its four letters. But unfortunately your name and your love brought me nothing but pain. You seemed so graceful so confident, walking proudly, directing your steps into the class room. I couldn’t help it but fix my eyes on you without having a second choice. I wanted to step in and talk to you, but I didn’t dare too. I decided to let one of your friends arrange our meeting.
I invited her to a café, Emily. She was polite and sweet, she understood what I wanted. She said drinking small sips from her black coffee.
“I know what you want to say, you like her” she said smiling
“Well…” I said shyly
“That’s ok. Don’t be shy. Most men like her. I’ve introduced her to lots of men, but she didn’t like any of them.”
“Why? Is she arrogant?” I said wonderingly afraid that her answer would b yes
“No, it’s not like that, but they seemed all ….. Blah!”
“Well I’m not “blah”!”
She laughed “I don’t mean you! That’s not your problem, it’s you’re so poor, and she’s extremely wealthy.”
“I’m not that poor you know” I said dryly
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too” she replied shyly “But yet, you are so not like her”
“Does she care about these things?”
“No not at all. I can prove to you she’s not. You know Matthew, the guy you were talking to earlier this day. He was her boyfriend since high school. They were epically in love. Everyone said their future is definitely together. But the romance ended last year in spring break.” She said sorely
“What happened?”
“I don’t know. In fact no one knows. They both refused to talk about it. But apparently it was like an agreement or something, because they both dealt with the issue very unexpectedly. She didn’t even cry, always laughing and having fun. And he got engaged to this girl, Rachel, a very short while after what happened.”
A moment of silence passed then I said:
“Can you introduce me to her?”
“sure” She smiled brightly
He said you are in med school. That made me happy since I was there too, though against my welling. I thought that you are passionate and caring, that you are loving and want to help everyone. I didn’t even know you and I drew you in my mind like an angel the same way you looked to me. I forgot in that minute all what my father told me, and all what I learned about not being fooled with appearances, though I was, all my life, very careful with choosing my friends. But this time I failed with the test, the one that I should’ve passed it. I was taken by your charm and beauty.
All day long I was thinking about you and your name “Sara” since that I fell in love with your name and its four letters. But unfortunately your name and your love brought me nothing but pain. You seemed so graceful so confident, walking proudly, directing your steps into the class room. I couldn’t help it but fix my eyes on you without having a second choice. I wanted to step in and talk to you, but I didn’t dare too. I decided to let one of your friends arrange our meeting.
I invited her to a café, Emily. She was polite and sweet, she understood what I wanted. She said drinking small sips from her black coffee.
“I know what you want to say, you like her” she said smiling
“Well…” I said shyly
“That’s ok. Don’t be shy. Most men like her. I’ve introduced her to lots of men, but she didn’t like any of them.”
“Why? Is she arrogant?” I said wonderingly afraid that her answer would b yes
“No, it’s not like that, but they seemed all ….. Blah!”
“Well I’m not “blah”!”
She laughed “I don’t mean you! That’s not your problem, it’s you’re so poor, and she’s extremely wealthy.”
“I’m not that poor you know” I said dryly
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too” she replied shyly “But yet, you are so not like her”
“Does she care about these things?”
“No not at all. I can prove to you she’s not. You know Matthew, the guy you were talking to earlier this day. He was her boyfriend since high school. They were epically in love. Everyone said their future is definitely together. But the romance ended last year in spring break.” She said sorely
“What happened?”
“I don’t know. In fact no one knows. They both refused to talk about it. But apparently it was like an agreement or something, because they both dealt with the issue very unexpectedly. She didn’t even cry, always laughing and having fun. And he got engaged to this girl, Rachel, a very short while after what happened.”
A moment of silence passed then I said:
“Can you introduce me to her?”
“sure” She smiled brightly
What do you want in life?,
That's a good question I've been asking since God knows when,
I'm a teenager,proudly
Being a teenager isn't that bad, believe me
It isn't like Christmas in for many years again...7 years,
7 good years,
Imagine...,
It takes the grace of God not to do anything rash that you would regret for the rest if your life.
Thinking,
Asking yourself the same question,#"How could I've been so stupid?"
Stupid? that doesn't qualify it,
Its more like a gigantic fool,
Sorry the bible told me not to use that word on humans,
I guess stupid would do then,
But I'm happy not to be stupid then'
Like I said it takes the grace of God,
What do I want in life?,
To be able to "dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to en-quire in His temple"- Psalm 27:4
That's a good question I've been asking since God knows when,
I'm a teenager,proudly
Being a teenager isn't that bad, believe me
It isn't like Christmas in for many years again...7 years,
7 good years,
Imagine...,
It takes the grace of God not to do anything rash that you would regret for the rest if your life.
Thinking,
Asking yourself the same question,#"How could I've been so stupid?"
Stupid? that doesn't qualify it,
Its more like a gigantic fool,
Sorry the bible told me not to use that word on humans,
I guess stupid would do then,
But I'm happy not to be stupid then'
Like I said it takes the grace of God,
What do I want in life?,
To be able to "dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to en-quire in His temple"- Psalm 27:4
She was perfect. Like beautiy incarnated. Long, flowing, red hair, shining like the stars. Cole black eyes outlined by freckles that were sprinkled over her nose and corners of her eyes.
Seeing her again hurt. Hurt more then when I broke my arm in fourth grade, more then when my older brother hit me above the eyebrow and busted my skin open and needed stiches.
Her with him was a dager through my heart. She was suppose to be mine...forever.
Thats when she looked at me. Her plump pink lips twiched the slightest. Then shock overtook her features as she reconized the 19- year-old boy she use to love. But that's just it. She USE to love me, but I still loved her. Not even the Marines could stop that, not the 4 years I've spent away changed that. She was still my life.
He was hers.
Seeing her again hurt. Hurt more then when I broke my arm in fourth grade, more then when my older brother hit me above the eyebrow and busted my skin open and needed stiches.
Her with him was a dager through my heart. She was suppose to be mine...forever.
Thats when she looked at me. Her plump pink lips twiched the slightest. Then shock overtook her features as she reconized the 19- year-old boy she use to love. But that's just it. She USE to love me, but I still loved her. Not even the Marines could stop that, not the 4 years I've spent away changed that. She was still my life.
He was hers.
poem 1:the world
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for you to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
love is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
love is power
love is strong.
thats why love songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember you hum.
im sorry i must run.
the sun shines bright
there's day,and there's night
both are beautiful sights
this is the world
Winter,spring,summer,and fall
is a magical season
so there is no reason
for you to hate
seasons so great
we are all one
we need the sun
we need the air
we all care
about the world
poem 2:love
there is something above
we cant see it
we cant bee it
but we all know what it is
it is love
love is what we need
to live,to breath
to be what we can be
we all need love
love is power
love is strong.
thats why love songs
are so very strong
Poem 3:run (this one isnt all that good)
in the sun
is where i run
away from here
ill not be near
Something that will kill me
something that can be
so deadly and strong
and can kill me with a song
thats why i run
in the sun
i still remember you hum.
im sorry i must run.
I believe I can fly
Take to the sky
Be all that I’m going to be
See all that I’m going to see
You can’t hold me back
With me, there’s nothing to lack
So take a seat
Don’t miss a beat
And watch us fly
Right on by
In a jet or a plane
There’s no way that we’re sane
So sit on back
Try not to hack
Enjoy the view
Don’t miss your Que
To start on flying
Without dying
‘Cause we believe we can fly
As we take to the sky
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many times i think we feel the weight of the world is on our shoulders, but i know that there are times when you can feel as light as a feather and as though you can fly and take on the whole world. i wrote this in one of those moods and hope you liked it.
Take to the sky
Be all that I’m going to be
See all that I’m going to see
You can’t hold me back
With me, there’s nothing to lack
So take a seat
Don’t miss a beat
And watch us fly
Right on by
In a jet or a plane
There’s no way that we’re sane
So sit on back
Try not to hack
Enjoy the view
Don’t miss your Que
To start on flying
Without dying
‘Cause we believe we can fly
As we take to the sky
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many times i think we feel the weight of the world is on our shoulders, but i know that there are times when you can feel as light as a feather and as though you can fly and take on the whole world. i wrote this in one of those moods and hope you liked it.