White. White everywhere. i pushed myself farther, made pain ripped at my sides, as the cold stabbing breeze lifted the hair off my bleeding chapped lips. I stepped farther not knowing where i was going. Another sharp breeze burned my face as tears refused to fall from my aching eyes. Been so long since i laid my head to rest. My feet slowly going numb leaving me to face the cold alone. I was at war. A war with the icy breeze,and with myself. Trusting no one.
I tried so hard to impress them. To get them to love me. To gain their friendship. No one knows me. No one will find me. No one is looking.
I don't want them to.
I pushed myself farther. My heart beating fast, my body numb, my breathing slowing. My lungs couldn't take the cold breeze anymore. I collapsed in the snow. My hair spreading across my face. Maybe the cold was a friend. Maybe pain knows me best since i know it most.
I welcomed the pain, giving into the cold since after all it had won. I stared at the sky that wasn't as bright as i thought it was. I took my last breath, more like a sigh and faded into nothing. The last thing i heard was the sound of a lone wolf howling. Alone...