I am so cold
My blanket I must hold
Why can't I stay warm
Is it because i ain't holding your arm
Why have you left me here so alone
So long youve been gone
I wish you've stayed
because now i must wait for the day
Here as I lay
I dream of us having a day
A day to ourselves is what i want
but instead i must be taunt
with the hope of you coming back
please oh please do come back
i love you more than anything
and as i keep on blabbing
i notice how i start to cry
oh how i wish my eyes would dry
But they will keep dripping
As my heart is ripping.
Why must you leave me so coldly
you didnt have to do it so boldly
You brought many joys in my life
but now im left here to strife
When i hug you, you turn away
I wish i could like we used to everyday
will our next kiss be our last
was it ever meant to last....
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My blanket I must hold
Why can't I stay warm
Is it because i ain't holding your arm
Why have you left me here so alone
So long youve been gone
I wish you've stayed
because now i must wait for the day
Here as I lay
I dream of us having a day
A day to ourselves is what i want
but instead i must be taunt
with the hope of you coming back
please oh please do come back
i love you more than anything
and as i keep on blabbing
i notice how i start to cry
oh how i wish my eyes would dry
But they will keep dripping
As my heart is ripping.
Why must you leave me so coldly
you didnt have to do it so boldly
You brought many joys in my life
but now im left here to strife
When i hug you, you turn away
I wish i could like we used to everyday
will our next kiss be our last
was it ever meant to last....
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No words are spoken
They don’t need to be
The feeling is mutual
Anyone can see
They found each other
When they weren’t even looking
They came across their treasure
When they didn’t think anything was missing
Past relationships are forgotten
As well as memories of heart brake
Everything they need is shared between them
Past wounds they think of as mistakes
This time there’s no regrets
They’d run miles forever
And they’d give up all they had
Just so they’d be with each other
They don’t need to be
The feeling is mutual
Anyone can see
They found each other
When they weren’t even looking
They came across their treasure
When they didn’t think anything was missing
Past relationships are forgotten
As well as memories of heart brake
Everything they need is shared between them
Past wounds they think of as mistakes
This time there’s no regrets
They’d run miles forever
And they’d give up all they had
Just so they’d be with each other
It’s been too long, like a previous life.
And my feelings for you still burns inside.
No one has moved me the way you did.
No one has left scars as deep as you did.
The warmth you spread in my heart, I miss.
The joy you blessed my soul with, I miss.
The twinkling light that glows in your eyes-
Like a million stars in a new moon night.
I still see it in dreams and wake up crying.
The feeling of loss still boils in mind.
Like a summer rain in the barren land,
You passed through my life,
Like an angel of light.
I know you’ll read this,
Sweet my friend,
These words that bleeds
Through the pen from inside.
The parting agony will be healed
As time moves on- I thought.
I was wrong.
It only grows worse as life goes on.
It burns my soul from the deep of its core.
Read these words, please, sweet my friend.
You’re always the one I wanted the most.
Never can I go on without you along,
So this noose before me is my painkiller now.
And my feelings for you still burns inside.
No one has moved me the way you did.
No one has left scars as deep as you did.
The warmth you spread in my heart, I miss.
The joy you blessed my soul with, I miss.
The twinkling light that glows in your eyes-
Like a million stars in a new moon night.
I still see it in dreams and wake up crying.
The feeling of loss still boils in mind.
Like a summer rain in the barren land,
You passed through my life,
Like an angel of light.
I know you’ll read this,
Sweet my friend,
These words that bleeds
Through the pen from inside.
The parting agony will be healed
As time moves on- I thought.
I was wrong.
It only grows worse as life goes on.
It burns my soul from the deep of its core.
Read these words, please, sweet my friend.
You’re always the one I wanted the most.
Never can I go on without you along,
So this noose before me is my painkiller now.
I can't stop crying today
My world walked out the door
With her she took my heart
For I will love no more
The hours passed like seconds
When our two hearts were one
The seconds passed like hours
After she said that she was done
She was going to love me forever
At least that is what she said
Her heart belonged to someone else
That is what her letter read
I no longer live in color
My world is black and white
I always wonder what she is doing
As I lie awake at night
I hope tomorrow is better
This is what I pray
But right now my heart is broken
I can't stop crying today
My world walked out the door
With her she took my heart
For I will love no more
The hours passed like seconds
When our two hearts were one
The seconds passed like hours
After she said that she was done
She was going to love me forever
At least that is what she said
Her heart belonged to someone else
That is what her letter read
I no longer live in color
My world is black and white
I always wonder what she is doing
As I lie awake at night
I hope tomorrow is better
This is what I pray
But right now my heart is broken
I can't stop crying today
How do you heal a wound inside?
It’s something that can never heal, it only hides,
Don’t you see?
I need some help, not only me,
But anyone who feels this way
Hell at home,
The devil’s saint.
You can’t believe your eyes but sin’s a feeling
You can’t help it…
Broken and alone you’ll only find inside pain
And look there on my arm, hate.
I’ll put up those walls so you all can take them down,
No use in painting them now.
Just another day in fear and loneliness.
I’m helpless,
There is no use for me.
I’m a hollow book- no pages-
The pen in my hand only stabs.
Unwanted graces, shivering inside your mind
Let out from captivity of stupidity,
You’re better than that,
whispering, deceiving, making even pain and sorrow.
I’m looking forward to nothing from tomorrow.
Counting ages restless, finger to your mouth,
Realize the taste of blood on your tongue,
Nothing left to do now
It’s something that can never heal, it only hides,
Don’t you see?
I need some help, not only me,
But anyone who feels this way
Hell at home,
The devil’s saint.
You can’t believe your eyes but sin’s a feeling
You can’t help it…
Broken and alone you’ll only find inside pain
And look there on my arm, hate.
I’ll put up those walls so you all can take them down,
No use in painting them now.
Just another day in fear and loneliness.
I’m helpless,
There is no use for me.
I’m a hollow book- no pages-
The pen in my hand only stabs.
Unwanted graces, shivering inside your mind
Let out from captivity of stupidity,
You’re better than that,
whispering, deceiving, making even pain and sorrow.
I’m looking forward to nothing from tomorrow.
Counting ages restless, finger to your mouth,
Realize the taste of blood on your tongue,
Nothing left to do now
Secret song sings in my ears
Stumbling down the street in tears
Head held low no need to see
The cars swerving to avoid me
I've forgotten fear
A stupid sheep
Food for a pack of wolves to eat
Give me some pills just let me sleep
Oh dear I'm anchored down so deep
But there's nowhere I'd rather be
Than this eternal nowhere dream
My rage is gone
There's no desire
To cut or light my skin on fire
I'll just lie here on the bathroom floor
And drown and choke on blood you whore
Oh it's not you who I abhor
It's just you opened up that door
With the fucking question mark
Rooms dark and laughing at the dead
Hark the hollow hellbound bled
Just go ahead say what you will
Give you a gun so can you kill
It isn't you I do not think
It's only me that's on the brink
A debt I owe myself you see
I'm just a worm a rotten deed
I'll never change
But I won't squirm
So fucking bang I guess I'll burn
Stumbling down the street in tears
Head held low no need to see
The cars swerving to avoid me
I've forgotten fear
A stupid sheep
Food for a pack of wolves to eat
Give me some pills just let me sleep
Oh dear I'm anchored down so deep
But there's nowhere I'd rather be
Than this eternal nowhere dream
My rage is gone
There's no desire
To cut or light my skin on fire
I'll just lie here on the bathroom floor
And drown and choke on blood you whore
Oh it's not you who I abhor
It's just you opened up that door
With the fucking question mark
Rooms dark and laughing at the dead
Hark the hollow hellbound bled
Just go ahead say what you will
Give you a gun so can you kill
It isn't you I do not think
It's only me that's on the brink
A debt I owe myself you see
I'm just a worm a rotten deed
I'll never change
But I won't squirm
So fucking bang I guess I'll burn
Remember when we were happy?
Now a cold shroud of bitterness
Is the only remnant of what used to be.
I'd like to think you still care,
But I'm not ignorant.
I know the truth.
What ever we used to have is gone.
I'm not sure if it was even ever there.
When we met don't you remember the sparks?
Oh how they flew.
I guess you don't remember,
This part I always knew.
Friendship was never an option for us.
We held too much hatred for that.
I hope one day you realize
Just how much harm you've caused.
And one day I will realize
There is more to life than you.
Now a cold shroud of bitterness
Is the only remnant of what used to be.
I'd like to think you still care,
But I'm not ignorant.
I know the truth.
What ever we used to have is gone.
I'm not sure if it was even ever there.
When we met don't you remember the sparks?
Oh how they flew.
I guess you don't remember,
This part I always knew.
Friendship was never an option for us.
We held too much hatred for that.
I hope one day you realize
Just how much harm you've caused.
And one day I will realize
There is more to life than you.