I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock you back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock you back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~
What would you say if I lied about who I am?
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I love them; and all my friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only you can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth
I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I love them; and all my friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.
And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only you can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
They seem much brighter tonight.
That they do...
It's...cold.
You're dying, that's why...
I can't turn back, can I?
No...you can't...
Why did I do it?
That...you have to ask yourself...
But my heart won't listen anymore.
What do you mean?
I keep hearing lies from my heart.
They are not lies. You just won't accpet the truth.
So...it's all my fault then...?
Is that what your heart says?
I don't know anymore.
Tonight...when you close your eyes...say the name of the person that watches over you...they will enter your room and will stay there.
What will they do for me?
Whatever you need them to.
Then I want him to keep me warm and safe; make sure I don't fade away.
That...my friend...is what he'll do.
Dying is never easy, is it?
No.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for telling me.
Who are you?
Your heart.
Alright. Besides my grad in two months, there is another event. It is nameless thus far, but it's very important for EVERYONE. I'm in the process of working on it, but those that have me on facebook (Aleasha Erick Folster) can read it on my wall.
The motto is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play basketball because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If you like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If you don't, simply show your support.
:) Thank you for reading.
The motto is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.
Does this clarify anything?
Well; my event is for those that couldn't play basketball because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.
If you like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.
If you don't, simply show your support.
:) Thank you for reading.
Love hurts,
Love scars,
Love wounds and marks
Any heart not tough or strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing or two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Love is like a flame It burns you when it's hot
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie made to make you blue
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie made to make you blue
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts
Ooo-oo, love hurts, Ooo-oo
Love scars,
Love wounds and marks
Any heart not tough or strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts
I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing or two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Love is like a flame It burns you when it's hot
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts
Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie made to make you blue
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts
I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie made to make you blue
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts
Ooo-oo, love hurts, Ooo-oo
Happiness. What is that?
An emotion that makes you feel better.
A feeling of pride.
Or more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when you smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
Kiss me.
Touch me.
You make me happy.
You are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always love you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
You are everything to me. :)
An emotion that makes you feel better.
A feeling of pride.
Or more?
Happiness.
I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.
Now I know what happiness is.
Happiness is what I feel when you smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
Kiss me.
Touch me.
You make me happy.
You are my definition of happiness.
Am I your happiness?
~~For My Michelle~~
P.S. I will always love you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.
You are everything to me. :)