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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser, in the thunder and heat
Hellraiser, rock you back in your seat
Hellraiser, and I'll make it come true
Hellraiser, I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control, I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire

I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire

~~FOR THE GREATEST GUY I KNOW (THUS FAR)~~
posted by YoYoLover4Ever
It's something I've wanted for nearly twelve years now. Ever since I was six years old; I had anger issues. They all called me "butch" and hid away from me. They said I was too manly to be a woman; and it made me feel great. Then my grandmother on my Dad's side passed away when I was eight. I developed a personality disorder.
Then I got to grade seven.
I was finally being me. I had a classmate commit suicide for no reason; and months later lost my grandmother on my Mom's side; one of the last few people I could talk to.
I changed completely. My anger came back. I grew violent. And my disorder...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
~~~~~~HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD - CIRCLES~~~~~~

Tha Producer:
Take my hand lets go,
Somewhere we can rest our souls.
We'll sit where it's warm,
You say look we're here alone.

I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

I'm scattered through this life.
If this is life I'll say good bye.
She's gone like an angel,
With wings let me burn tonight.

I was running in circles,
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.
Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

Johnny 3:
I see me writing on this paper....
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
I woke up slowly; my blinds open. I grumbled angrily and sat up to close them, Evan leaning against the window.
"Shall we continue?" he asked, and I stared at him in confusion.
"Uh, what?"
"Your story."
"Oh shit!" I cried; then covered my mouth.
Corey poked his head in the door and Evan gave him the finger, grinning. I stared at Corey in disbelief and he frowned at me.
"Is everything okay?" he asked softly.
Evan waved his hand wildly.
"Yelloooooooooo...Mr. Corey siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiir...!" he laughed.
I wanted to slap him, but noticed Corey couldn't see him.
"I uh...woke up with my blinds open. My eyes...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
What would you say if I lied about who I am?

Those words keep ringing in my head
I always thought I was really me
But I have to admit my femininity
I was born a man inside a woman
And fight to keep that hid
But no longer can I hide the fact
That this truth is long over-due
My real name is Aleasha but I hate it so
Erick I became and look at me now
Filled with feelings I never knew
Hopes and dreams brought out
But please understand my aching truth

I lied about being a man because I hate being a woman. I'm constantly being brought down; no one accepts me in RL because I'm a woman that cross-dresses; no girl will look at me because I tell them I love them; and all my friends left me because I asked to be called Erick.

And my little brother hates me because "you were born a woman; act like it" and only Corey accepts me because "only you can be you. No one else can decide that for you."
posted by YoYoLover4Ever
Ricky was a young boy, he had a heart of stone
Lived 9 to 5 and he worked his fingers to the bone
Just barely get out of school, came from the edge of town
Fought like a switchblade so no one could take him down, oh no

He had no money, no, no good at home
He walked the streets as soldier and he fought the world alone

And now it's 18 and life, you got it, 18 and life, you know
Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go
18 and life, you got it, 18 and life, you know
Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go

Tequila in his heartbeat, his veins burned gasoline
He kept his motor running, but it never...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
I met her in a club down in old Soho
Where you drink champagne
It tastes just like Coca Cola, C-O-L-A cola

She walked up to me and she asked me to dance
I asked her her name and in a dark brown voice
She said Lola, L-O-L-A, Lola, L-L-Lola

Well, I'm not the world's most physical guy
But when she squeezed me tight she nearly broke my spine
Oh my Lola, L-L-Lola

Well, I'm not dumb but I can't understand
Why she walked like a woman but talked like a man
Oh my Lola, L-L-Lola, L-L-Lola

Well, we drank champagne and danced all night
Under electric candlelight
She picked me up and sat me on her knee
And said, "Dear...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
Tweeter and the Monkey Man were hard up for cash
They stayed up all night selling cocaine and hash
To an undercover cop who had a sister named Jan
For reasons unexplained she loved the Monkey Man
Tweeter was a Boy Scout, 'course he went to Viet Nam
Found out the hard way nobody gives a damn
Thought that they'd find freedom just across the Jersey line
Hopped into a stolen car, took Highway 99
And the walls came down
All the way to hell
Never saw them when they standin
Never saw them when they fell
The undercover cop, he never liked the Monkey Man
Even back in high school, wanted to see him in the can
Jan...
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He was sitting on his bed; staring outside when I opened the door.
"Erick..." he started; looking at me.
I blinked and he looked back outside.
"...would Ryan be happier...if I hadn't faked it...?"
I frowned.
"What do you mean, Eric?" I asked.
Eric sighed and lokked at his hands; which still scarred from his car accident.
"When Corey tore out of my room...after my heart stopped...I was saved...but I let everyone believe I was still dead for a whole month...and now Ryan's upset...he claims to still love me but..."
I sat beside him and he looked at the mirror across from his bed. He stood up and touched...
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Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
WEIRD AL YANKOVIC!!! :P

We've been together for so very long
But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong?
Seems you don't want me around
The passion is gone and the flames died down

I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist

Oh, why did you disconnect the brakes on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore

I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You're still the light...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown,...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
You were a great uncle
A brother, a friend
You never walked away from us
You stood there until the end

You looked for help in all the wrong places
Spent your money at all the dog races
Told your jokes half-heartedly and drunk
And always needed a place to bunk

We love you, little Nemo
We miss you, little Nemo
We want you, little Nemo
Glen Campbell, little Nemo
We love you, little Nemo
We miss you, little Nemo
We want you, little Nemo
Glen Campbell, little Nemo

But that's still no reason to end your life
Still no reason to end your strife
You had us, your home away from home
You had us waiting to take you home

We...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
The cold wind blows through his hair and he shivers; bringing his coat closer to his wea body. He hasn't had anything to eat or drink in days, and knows he's going to die. He struggles to stand and falls instantly, rolling down the hill he was sitting on. His head hits the ground painfully; a deafening crack filling the air. Then all is still.
"What...the heck...is this?" my brother snarled, dropping my story in front of me.
"Wh-what!!" I whined. "Don't you like it!?"
"That's a shitty start! Why start a story off with you killing the main character!?" he snapped.
"Hey; it's better than you!" I...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
I held up the picture my dad had given me of my older brother. I never knew him because he had been kicked out a few years after I was born; but knew I'd find him.
I was just having difficulty starting my search.
"Yo Erick!" my friend Aleasha called; jogging up to me.
I turned to her and grinned.
"Sup Aleasha."
"Still lookin'?" she asked; looking at the picture.
I nodded lightly and sighed.
"It's gonna take forever...! I don't even know what he looks like NOW!"
"I think..." she started; ripping the picture from me. "...he'll look somewhat like that..."
She pointed at the blonde at Starbucks; drinking...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
~~*~~My dreams lately revolve around this~~*~~

They seem much brighter tonight.
That they do...
It's...cold.
You're dying, that's why...
I can't turn back, can I?
No...you can't...
Why did I do it?
That...you have to ask yourself...
But my heart won't listen anymore.
What do you mean?
I keep hearing lies from my heart.
They are not lies. You just won't accpet the truth.
So...it's all my fault then...?
Is that what your heart says?
I don't know anymore.
Tonight...when you close your eyes...say the name of the person that watches over you...they will enter your room and will stay there.
What will they do for me?
Whatever you need them to.
Then I want him to keep me warm and safe; make sure I don't fade away.
That...my friend...is what he'll do.
Dying is never easy, is it?
No.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for telling me.
Who are you?
Your heart.
posted by YoYoLover4Ever
Alright. Besides my grad in two months, there is another event. It is nameless thus far, but it's very important for EVERYONE. I'm in the process of working on it, but those that have me on facebook (Aleasha Erick Folster) can read it on my wall.

The motto is this: We've been denied to everything, but today we do what we were told we cannot.

Does this clarify anything?

Well; my event is for those that couldn't play basketball because 'they were too short'. They couldn't dance with people of their own sex because 'you can't be seen because you're gay'. And every other discrimination towards mankind.

If you like this, and want to be part of my committee, message me.

If you don't, simply show your support.

:) Thank you for reading.
posted by YoYoLover4Ever
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if It's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life's better now that it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh God I

Every memory of looking out the back door...
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posted by YoYoLover4Ever
Love hurts,
Love scars,
Love wounds and marks
Any heart not tough or strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud, it holds a lot of rain
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts

I'm young,
I know,
But even so
I know a thing or two, I learned from you
I really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Love is like a flame It burns you when it's hot
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts

Some fools think
Of happiness, blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess
They're not foolin' me
I know it isn't true I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie made to make you blue
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts

I know it isn't true
I know it isn't true
Love is just a lie made to make you blue
Love hurts,
Ooo-oo love hurts
Ooo-oo, love hurts, Ooo-oo
posted by YoYoLover4Ever
Happiness. What is that?

An emotion that makes you feel better.
A feeling of pride.
Or more?

Happiness.

I've often wondered if I'd ever feel it.
Express it.

Now I know what happiness is.

Happiness is what I feel when you smile at me.
I express happiness when you're near me.
Kiss me.
Touch me.
You make me happy.

You are my definition of happiness.

Am I your happiness?

~~For My Michelle~~

P.S. I will always love you. I'd die for you. Because I don't want to lose my happiness.
My love.
My life.

You are everything to me. :)