This is like paradise. This is such a happy sight. It's too dazzling for me. This is how everyone spends their time... It must be great. I'm jealous. If I disappear from here, can I start over? Will I be able to accept such an obvious happiness? If I lost my memories and changed my personality, I'm sure I could. But what does it mean to be born again? I would no longer be living my life. It would be someone else's. I have only one chance to have my life, and it's right here. It's he only one I have. This is my life. I can't give it to anyone else. It can't be stolen. I can't force it on anyone, or forget it, or make it disappear, or trample on it, or laugh it away, or beautify it. I have no choice but to accept this one cruel, meaningless life! Do you understand sensei? That's why I will fight. I will continue fighting. Because his kind of life... is unacceptable!
