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Riku114 said about Riku114
And so we begin my transition into college where college will be my main focus and integrating and adjusting will be the main focus until the end of the first quarter around like... December or whatever XD

Gotta get all I need for college together
Gotta get my roommate stuff settled out
Gotta go to band camp
Gotta adjust my relationship for long distance
Gotta get used to the campus and classes
Gotta make good friends
Gotta figure out communal bathroom life
etc etc Posted 7 hours ago
Riku114 said about Riku114
Fuck it XD Since my brain is up for an anxiety attack cos of this, Imma just drop the conversation and head straight to the people in charge of student housing with the issue.

Rather than waiting or sitting on it and contemplating, Imma just get information right from the source. Posted 8 hours ago
Riku114 said about Riku114
Riku's all fun, nice, charismatic, and someone people like to be around, but that is only until something that is perceived as a threat enters the situation. Then its cold, questioning, sometime crude and harsh, and overall distant and distrustful until said perceived threat is either gone or satiated.

Then its also a matter of if my logical side says "Yes, it is a threat" "Not sure if it is or isnt" or "Stfu you are stupid. Its not a threat" Posted 9 hours ago
Riku114 commented…
Those three determine how much of a filter is on the cold swap and how hard I stick to / try to get out of my defensive mode XD 9 hours ago
Riku114 commented…
.... is my brain literally considering going on an anxiety attack over this??? Stfu brain XD 8 hours ago
Riku114 commented…
It wants to hide behind "comfortable roommate" XD 8 hours ago