over a year ago:
The nearest answer i would have is for him to be my friend. It never crossed my mind that i would like him to be my boyfriend. No,never. Because what i always think of is Severus Snape with me,forever and always not the boyfriend thing,i always think of us in the company of each other,what i really want is just to be with him,to tell him that im there for him,to wipe his fears and to take away his pain and sufferings. What i want is his companionship. And by being his friend,that can happen.Yes,i love him and im not going to hide that i also wanted him to be my husband but the idea hurts me so badly because its impossible. And of course,he loves Lily,not me,and i want him to be happy in his choice.We may not be a lover,but we can be friends,and as a friend of his,i can be with his company always,until the time comes when we both have white hairs,until he reached a hundred and i reached eighty,until we both die,were still friends..And i think,that that is more than enough.