28 days ago:
well, honestly, i don't really know. why? coz i have so much in my life that makes me happy. i have amazing friends, a family that loves me, eventhough they arent my birth family, theyre all i've got. i love art, i love music its my life. i love BVB, Ax7 and so many more bands. i love life itself, and eventhough yes it can be terrible painful at times, but then doesnt it get better in the end? yes it does, it may take a long time to do so, but it does. one thing my aunt always tells me: 'things like this doesnt last forever, you will get over it and in the end, you will be thankful coz you will be so much wiser and stronger than before'
so for all those out there that are hurting and have painful difficult lives: Choose life and carry on, as Haley Williams sings in Paramore's new self titled album, in the song ~ Hate to see your heart break:
'i hate to see your eyes get darker as they close, but i've been there before. and oh for all the air thats in your lungs and oh for all the joy that is to come, for all the things you're alive to feel, let the pain remind you hearts can heal...'