hiya
is there anyone else u get on with cause if their is then making other friends is great (believe me)
maybe if u tell a parent or teacher how u feel and get it out ur system
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I feel your pain, truy i do, i have been in a similar situation.
Do not try to change your personality, it never works, i tried to change mine and i ended up feeling horrible. I was trying to fit in with the 'cool' group, but i figured out, why should i have to be with people who hate me. Eventually i moved groups but there was a girl who hated me there and turned alot of people against me.

But what i'm trying to say is, accept yourself for who you are. Why should you waste your time worrying over (excuse my language) 2 stupid bitches who sound posh and up themselves.
If you are worried about being noisy, then maybe just try an speak softer to people. And if yur friend cindy is rude to you she may not be a proper friend. I would advise to move away from her. You do not have to be with the popular people, heck i am friends with a bunch of nerds (Please don't kill me friends) and we are not the most popular kids in school but hell every day, i feel happy and good.

Don't worry about your appearance. every girl has inner beauty and guys like you more if you are natural and not hidden behind some bunchload of crap. BUt if you want you couild try straighten your hair.

I understand where you are coming from with your mother. Many people don't like to be controlled, but maybe she is trying to help you. Many kids think that parents do a bunch pf horrible stuff but i know its to teach a valuable lesson, thats what my mum does with me. You can always wish for another mother but thats not going to happen sp you just have to make the best of what you have.

I think you are being harsh on yourself, everybody has problems but from the sound of it you have been dorved into your problems by two people. If you are awkward then maybe try and gain communication skills.
I hope this helped cause you sound like a really nice person. Do not let the thoughts of others bother you. You are your own person. Each thing has its own song to sing, as i like to say