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The Blackness of Me (A Poem)

Opinion by sapherequeen posted 1 month ago
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Hi Kasey, hi Michelle, and hi anyone else who is reading this. I saw what happened with AnimeFan66 and Jedigal1990. I hope you're alright. I personally am not on anyone's side, and I just want to help both of you. So I thought sharing my first ever published poem will keep your minds off of tough things and maybe you'd enjoy it some how :)
I hope you like it!!!
If you don't, please be polite about it, because I get EXTREMELY defensive with my writing. Believe me, anyone who insulted it.....oh, never mind :)
Anyways...



*Sigh* Okay, this is the first piece of writing I will ever share with anyone. Rarely does the idea of a poem ever enter my dark mind. But tonight, just two minutes ago, this one came to me, and I had to...write...it...down...


I’m aching here
I’m bleeding there

Pain strikes within
My every move

And there’s
Nothing
I Can
Do
To Make It
Stop

The tears roll down my face
And freeze there quickly
And stay until the time comes
Where they are no longer frozen
And begin to stream down again

My hurt was bottled up
But someone broke the bottle
And now it’s
Everywhere
And there’s nothing
I Can
Do
To Heal Myself

I’m stuck in a world
A world too unbearable
To live
To breathe
To smile

A world where everyone
Is like a manikin
They’re perfectly still
They smile all the time
They sit there all the time
They just look at you endlessly
And of course
They never feel

I don’t belong in that world
I have to leave that world
I have to breathe
I want to breathe
All
I Want
Is To Be Free
From the Hurting Zone
From the Dark Zone
The Twilight Zone where I
Am Trapped
Trapped
And Broken

God, please help me
Listen to me

Am I
The Only One
Who Can Feel
Who Can See
Who Will Only Know the Pain Inside of Me

Please God,
What Is My Purpose?



Immediately want to say this is not about me in general. :)

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That is a really wonderful poem Ciera.
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wow that is one awsome poem you are an amazing poet and i hope you share more of your poems and other writtings here the emotion in that was outstanding you did a wonderful job keep it up
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Wow that was really beautiful. =)
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love it very great poem
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sunny
Thank you, everyone :D
posted 1 month ago.
 
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Mela1994 said:
Wow that's the greatest poem i've read on long time! It's beautiful!!!!!!
posted 1 month ago.
 
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