im weak theres nothing to me im alone with no one to care for me hated by those that dont understand me my dad thinks im a failur and my moms died all my exs cheated on me because " im to nice" when cuting no loger eased the pain i burned im alone and theres no one to hold me from falling i never smile only cry inside and out holding myself cry me to sleep at night i feel hollow but its the worst feeling in the world will no one love me girls say im cute then say im pathetic becuase i cut and cry but im only pathetic because i cant give myself the one thing i want .... death...
Adam was at a dance with Addie.All Adam's friends were there.Adam and Addie were danceing.When the dance was over Addie told Adam to take her home.Adam started to walk Addie home.Then Adam cell phone rang.Adam did not anwser his phone.Adam said Addie do people that you don't know keep on text you.Addie said yeah.Adam said Addie i got a werid text saying they were going to kill me.Addie said why would they send you that.Adam said i like to know why they sent me that.They were at Addie's house.Adam gave Addie a rose.Adam was walking.Then a punch of boys said WE WARNED YOU ADAM.Then Adam got the crap beat out of him.Then Jim the leader of the boys said WE WARNED YOU ADAM NOW WE ARE GOING TO KILL YOU.Adam said what did i do.Jim said you took Addie away from us.Then Addie heared all the noise and ran outside.Addie saw Adam was about to be killed and started cry and said JIM YOUR A JERK I'M NOT TALKING TO YOU.Jim said Addie you ready to see your boyfriend die.Addie said I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE ADAM I LOVE YOU TO MUCH.Jim said Jesse hand me my knife.Jesse said ok hear is your knife.Jim said Adam are you ready to die.Adam said yes i am but can i say something to Addie.Jim said make it...
im so hurt
all i feel is pain
im so stressed
pain is my middle name
my life is like a game im waiting for my next move
trying to take step by step im dying way to soon!!
my life is crumbling slowly right before my eyes
my heart is beating slowly i think im fin tah die
im tired of being used
it hurts so much, but i just cant refuse
i cry myself to sleep from what he did to me
i shouldn't have let him get it! He's so phony!!
but why am i so depressed!!
am i the cause for all this stress?
im such a mess! God just end my fight!
im trapped in darkness and can't find tha light
i try to find people to hide my pain
but it dosen't work all there about is games!!
im tired of the lames, games, and pain!
Grandma help me please im so ashamed!!
i sold myself short
and im to blame
i hate myself so much
my feelings for him still remain!!
Death is the only thing and it's clearer than shame!!