obsessive cullen disorder

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It was one hour till noon. I had sixty minutes till the sun was over town square. I would go hunting now since I had no other way to spend the last sixty minutes of my life. I had to go hunting outside of Volterra. The volturi didnt allow hunting inside the gates of their town.

There were five minutes left intil noon the sun would be over town square in five minutes. I was standing with in the shadows of the town with a bare chest. No one could stop me now. Today was the buisiest day in Volterra. Everyone was outside enjoying the parade.

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I was in volttera now. I was going to ask them to diminish me from this world, this life, forever. The volturi is the most powerful group of vampires on the planet earth. I couldn't live in a universe without her. My chest ached where my heart is supposed to be beating. I had called Charlie's house the boy had said he was at the feuneral, I also had alice's vision, what other proof did I need to know bella was dead. If there was anything in the world anything at all, I would trade it all to bring her back. Even if she came back as a vampire.

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I couldn't wait any longer. I had to see her. But I had left her for her own good and i couldn't put her into any more danger. Every day seemed like an eternity and every hour seemed like a day. I want her to be happy. I knew humans always moved on and bella would eventually. I would be happy for whoever she found.
I was still tracking victoria I'd followed her to Alaska but lost her scent. I also couldn't go to my family and let them see me writh in my mental pain and make them suffer. I had to choose a way fast or else everyone in my family would suffer.