to queer as folk cast. i went to 6 private christian schools and 8 colleges since 1994. i knew i was gay when i was younger than 5 years. it started showing as i grew older slowly and started knowing it was true i was born gay its all medical about this lifestyle. one of the schools i went to in junior high got bad drugs sex at 12 years old and a class mate in one of the grades was being cheered to kill himself and he died i dont know how but his whole class was cheering him on to kill himself. my family was abusive and so was the world and the church camps i went to were mean. i was abused in all shapes and form by the world and family. my grandpa believed in God but committed suicide and religion can be barbaric unhumane unethical if its not used right. the bible is not a weapon like friends who this one boy who i knew his parents were running with ball bats and a bible. children and older end up commiting suicide because of religion. my mom dad at home my sister walks in door my sister gets mad and my mom hits me on the head with head and cracked which i heard it crack and blood on my hand when i touched my head. they could not take me to the doctor (hospital) because the doctor would get my family in trouble with the law. i feel i have no one to trust or a religion to believe i feel lost. my parents and family keep on fighting about me gay as i am who was called a full blown faggot i am proud of that that was a gay guy in a gay nightclub who said that to me. i dont feel ashamed of it. i even have a two rainbow blankets i sleep with at night which were 30 bucks each at a gay store. my number 1-614-564-9268 thomas lowell smith II 1450 king ave apt 18 columbus ohio 43212 tommy3191@yahoo.com
i was CRAZY when I piked the first time, NO ONE comes even CLOSE to brian (L)
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