Is "A Shot At Love" real?

Well, I loooove Tila but I dont know if the "A Shot At Love" was real... Can u understand me? I dont know if Tila did a wrong choice because She didn't know that it was wrong or if or has a final programed for the program.
You, Tila, you should understand me , but should understand the curiosity, don't you?
Excuse the errors of English, I'm Brazilian...
I love u so much Tila...