I sat down on the dresser as I watched her sleep. Listening to her dreams. She was dreaming about me, I mused. I remember that Bella used to dream about me, she talked in her sleep. It was interesting, the things she said, but she said my name too often. Now I was glad she didn't choose me. If she had, I would have never met Liz.
She was dreaming that I was a vampire. That would certainly make it easier, the sooner she figured it out the better, she already had the slightest inkling that I was one. And I would follow through with my promise. I would show her, and she would still love me, hopefully. Maybe she would feel the same way.
I gasped. She just dreamed that I would turn her. I reminisced about how I never wanted Bella to become immortal, and how I wanted her to marry me, but I wanted her to leave me at the same time, it was better for her, is better for her. She deserves a happy life, and that dog can give it to her.
But with Liz, it was different. I wanted her to join me in immortality. I wanted her forever. After she moved to Forks with me, so I could introduce her to my family, then we could get married and she could do invetro-fertalization, and have a son or daughter and we could turn the child and be a family. Of course because of the immortal child rule, we would have to wait, but I would be able to do that.
It is decided then. After she found out, she will have a child and when the child is about 15 or 16 we would let the choice up to him or her to become immortal like us. As long as I had the woman of my dreams, if I was human, that is.
She turned her face towards me. I watched as her eyes fluttered, then opened. I hid under her bed, counting her breathes until they were perfectly even and then listened to her dreams again.
I wouldn't turn her, unless she asked me to, even though I want that almost as bad as I want her. I won't let her life be ruined, she didn't have to choose me of course, but she probably would. I feel like she is the true cause of my existence, the only reason, I'm in one piece right now.
She was dreaming about both of us in a field, and me proposing. I won't propose, until after I know she loves me as much as I love her.
She is my world now.
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