Landan,
I don't know how to explicit every detail of my feelings in this one simple letter. How can you write down a thousand memories into a few words? How can I make this letter memorable for the rest of your life? These words will stick with you forever. As I am writing this, my throat feels tight but I know this is what I have to do, something for you to remember me by. You have filled the last memories of my life with simple moments of clarity. The day you said those three words 'I love you' I couldn't imagine a more breath taking moment until you said 'Will you marry me?' because then I knew our love was infinite, till death do us part... But, not in our case. I know you will never forget me as I will be alongside you through your life, helping you through every bumpy road, guiding you down the right path. I will be there by your side. You gave me an answer that I had been searching for, the answer my heart needed to find. It isn't to be scared to love but rather welcome it with open arms and I am yours forever and you are mine. Our love is different. I don't think that we're meant to understand it all the time. I think that sometimes we just have to have faith. I will never forget what you told me 'I may be irresponsible but I am a good irresponsible' and you are my irresponsible. You promised me that you wouldn't fall in love with me but I am happy you broke it. Like I said 'The problem isn't finding out where you are going to go, it's figuring out what you're going to do when you get there!' and I think God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends and you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel, Landan. I hope you will read and look back on this letter with joy and know that I did not die in pain but I went with a smile on my face knowing I have your heart and know that you have mine, forever. Our love is like the wind, we can't see it but we can feel it and you will feel me every step of the way. I love you.
Jamie.
THE END
I don't know how to explicit every detail of my feelings in this one simple letter. How can you write down a thousand memories into a few words? How can I make this letter memorable for the rest of your life? These words will stick with you forever. As I am writing this, my throat feels tight but I know this is what I have to do, something for you to remember me by. You have filled the last memories of my life with simple moments of clarity. The day you said those three words 'I love you' I couldn't imagine a more breath taking moment until you said 'Will you marry me?' because then I knew our love was infinite, till death do us part... But, not in our case. I know you will never forget me as I will be alongside you through your life, helping you through every bumpy road, guiding you down the right path. I will be there by your side. You gave me an answer that I had been searching for, the answer my heart needed to find. It isn't to be scared to love but rather welcome it with open arms and I am yours forever and you are mine. Our love is different. I don't think that we're meant to understand it all the time. I think that sometimes we just have to have faith. I will never forget what you told me 'I may be irresponsible but I am a good irresponsible' and you are my irresponsible. You promised me that you wouldn't fall in love with me but I am happy you broke it. Like I said 'The problem isn't finding out where you are going to go, it's figuring out what you're going to do when you get there!' and I think God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends and you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel, Landan. I hope you will read and look back on this letter with joy and know that I did not die in pain but I went with a smile on my face knowing I have your heart and know that you have mine, forever. Our love is like the wind, we can't see it but we can feel it and you will feel me every step of the way. I love you.
Jamie.
THE END