MY GIFT MY CURSE
this song that i wrote isn’t your typical song. i wanted to capture what i’m going through in my life. just like any super hero with great powers comes great responsibilities. and being a front man to a very controversial music group really came with a lot of responsibilities. the power we have over people is incredible but should never be used for evil. this year has been yet another trial of backlash through rumors and gossip in attempts to destroy this amazing movement. it made me grow sad to know people would try to destroy something that helps others save lives and create a positive message. yeah some of our songs are obscene but life can be obscene. i’m just the kind of person that has the balls to say whatever i want to say. it is my gift and my curse. but no matter what i never gave in to the false accusations made against us. i kept my faith strong and knew the truth can out weigh any evil against us.

people are afraid of what they can’t kill.. remember that! because it’s the fucking truth. i made a lot of changes to my life to protect my honor and embrace my dreams. i will never let fake bull shit against me and my movement ever stop me. and what’s funny is how people use rumors against us. they think it’s our kryptonite. but in reality you can’t destroy the hero. in the end our justice will prevail and we stand un affected. we are the fans band. devoted to the people who made us what we are and defenders of the absolute truth. you can talk your motherfucking shit bitches but remember haha your only making me famous. when you say my name i hope it gives you hell. thank you all american rejects for that song. in the end we stand undeafeted. and if someone tries to stop us they better be in for a fucking war. because when i bite i bite like a wolf an never let go. it will be the biggest battle you ever took on buddy! i promise you that ;”p

this song describes my life through the music industry and as a true hero to the people who are different….. look! it’s okay to be a little messed up and weird. we all are. and if someone says no to that well there lying to themselves. i don’t give a fuck anymore. i’m going to live my dreams and no one’s gonna stop me.

i’m not perfect and i can’t change the way i am but if i offended you good because i still don’t give a fuck -eminem

the music industry is a cut throat fucked up soulless world where people see the dollar signs and will throw you in front of a bus to gain fame. it’s not anything what you think it is but if you do it for the music and you do it for love than your doing the absolute right thing. just know you will be hated for it. people will do anything to take a piece from you.. if being in this world truly is what you want than remember it’s your gift and your curse. they would kill to see you faill.. keep your head up! and never ever give in or sell your soul.

cuz no soul has a price!

and be ready for knifes through your back..
friends an fans turning on you…
rumors to try and ruin your career..
and managers stealing your money..
groupies taking advantage of you
and police and church groups trying to pin you for anything just to get you off the streets quickly and make you look like a lose cannon or a menace to society.
best said by oliver sykes from bring me the horizon.
it never ends!

look. i know i’m not perfect. i don’t have the best grammar in the world or i’m not the most beautifulist person here too. but i do have a heart and i use my gift for the better of mankind. maybe these words will make sense to you when i’m gone. but i leave you this knowledge to help you understand and get through. cuz it’s safe to say. we all have a heart and we all feel too.
one heart one love… botdf


just be ready to tackle all of the above cuz you better believe that this is what will happen once you become a hero.
this is my gift and my curse.
if there hating than your doing it right.

fatally yours,

-vanity 09/09/10 3:58pm