We both know
That we are
Not made for
Each other
It is very sad
That has to end
This way
We had hurt
Each other badly
Fighting all the time
I will not worry
About you anymore
Because
You will find
Somebody that will
love you
Better than I did
You
We don't have
Any more feelings for each other
Also, we don't love
Each other anymore
Now you are free
To choose somebody new
That you will love
Better than you did me
Please don't worry
About me anymore
Because I believe
That out there
I will find
The woman of my dreams
Also, I am a religious men
You don't believe in God
That is ok
I believe in God
Because it was God
That made me
Many years ago
And also God is my father
Also, I am his son
Yes I hope you have
Good friends out there
Who you can trust
Also, I am God's poet
You are a singer
You had composed beautiful songs
In your guitar
Every single day
And also you sing very well
I know that you are gifted
Also, I am a disabled men
That god made
Many years ago
Yes I have plenty of clothes to wear
That my God gave me to wear
A few months ago
And I also wear the clothes that he gave me
Every single day
Now it is nighttime
Also, I can't stop to think
About you
I also know that
I have hurt you
So badly
And I believe that I was a fool
I am going to sleep now
Because it is my bedtime
Yes I started to look
For somebody knew to love
Slowly we are getting to know
Each other
I must tell you
That I will work hard
For this new relationship
To last
We are both
Middle-class people
Also, we are both very religious
I feel that I have been blessed
To have somebody
Knew in my life
That will love me forever
Yes I never think about
In the past because I was a loser
I also have a bad temper
You know that
Now I am living in the future
And I am so happy to live
In the future
I am somebody known now
And I have changed my behaviors
Over and over again
Also, I have lots of problems to solve
And I am going to solve it on my own
Yes it is hard to do it
But I am doing it
Yes life is very precious
And I don't gamble with my life
Because I just don't have the right
To do it
Only God has the right to
End my life
Yes I am ready to die
Any day now
I have lived
All that I want to live
On earth
Also, I don't have good health anymore
I have very bad depression
I have been living with depression for 15 years now
I kept myself out of the hospital for 4 years
I haven't had a crisis for 4 years now
It was my psychiatrist that had diagnosed me
With depression many years ago
And he prescribes my medications for depression
I take my medication every day
Night and day
Please God can you make a miracle in my life?
Because I am waiting for you to do that
Is that too much to ask for my God
Please answer me now
I am waiting for you to answer me, God
Yes when I was young I had good health
Yes God I have some broken sleep
Because I have sleep apnea
And I refuse to wear a CPAP machine
Every single night
Thank God that I been alive
Every single day
And I am happy to be alive
Also, I am happy that I have
I roof over my head
And I don't live on the street
Also, I have very little money to live
And also my friends look after my money
Because I just don't know how to
Handle money
If you put money on my hand
I spend it like it is water
The next day I am broke
I am telling the truth, God
I am also afraid to end up
On the street
Like the homeless
Also, I have good friends that support
Every single day of my life
And I have known them for a lifetime
Also, I need people in my life
And I also know that I can't live without people
I never sleep in during the mornings
Because I know that I would be wasting
A nice day
Also, I have a routine that I follow
Every single morning
The first thing I do when I wake up
Is pray for my God
And ask him in my prayer to give me
Peace and health in my life
Because I have no peace and health
In my life
I am telling you the truth, God
Today was the first day of Fall
And I had to put my
Summer clothes away
And start to wear my Winter clothes
We already changed the clocks back one hour
Also, the days are short now
It gets dark by 5:00 pm
I must say that I just hate that
I also find it very depressing
Also, I don't get any sun during the fall
Only grey sky
That puts me to sleep
And also it makes me tired
I keep yawning non-stop
I wish that I could go back to bed
But if I do that I won't sleep
At night
So I must stay wake
Now finally the trees are changing their color
From green to Gold
Also, there are dead leaves on the ground
People are raking the leaves of the trees
That is on the ground
And putting inside the garden bags
Yes the trees are now bare
And ready for the winter
Also now is morning again
It arrived very early
I have dressed warmly
And I am going for walk around
The block
So I can get some fresh air
Into my lungs
Then when I come back
I will go to my living room
I will turn my computer on
And I will do some work for my God
I will write some poems
For my God
And when it is finished
He will reward me
For a well done job
That we are
Not made for
Each other
It is very sad
That has to end
This way
We had hurt
Each other badly
Fighting all the time
I will not worry
About you anymore
Because
You will find
Somebody that will
love you
Better than I did
You
We don't have
Any more feelings for each other
Also, we don't love
Each other anymore
Now you are free
To choose somebody new
That you will love
Better than you did me
Please don't worry
About me anymore
Because I believe
That out there
I will find
The woman of my dreams
Also, I am a religious men
You don't believe in God
That is ok
I believe in God
Because it was God
That made me
Many years ago
And also God is my father
Also, I am his son
Yes I hope you have
Good friends out there
Who you can trust
Also, I am God's poet
You are a singer
You had composed beautiful songs
In your guitar
Every single day
And also you sing very well
I know that you are gifted
Also, I am a disabled men
That god made
Many years ago
Yes I have plenty of clothes to wear
That my God gave me to wear
A few months ago
And I also wear the clothes that he gave me
Every single day
Now it is nighttime
Also, I can't stop to think
About you
I also know that
I have hurt you
So badly
And I believe that I was a fool
I am going to sleep now
Because it is my bedtime
Yes I started to look
For somebody knew to love
Slowly we are getting to know
Each other
I must tell you
That I will work hard
For this new relationship
To last
We are both
Middle-class people
Also, we are both very religious
I feel that I have been blessed
To have somebody
Knew in my life
That will love me forever
Yes I never think about
In the past because I was a loser
I also have a bad temper
You know that
Now I am living in the future
And I am so happy to live
In the future
I am somebody known now
And I have changed my behaviors
Over and over again
Also, I have lots of problems to solve
And I am going to solve it on my own
Yes it is hard to do it
But I am doing it
Yes life is very precious
And I don't gamble with my life
Because I just don't have the right
To do it
Only God has the right to
End my life
Yes I am ready to die
Any day now
I have lived
All that I want to live
On earth
Also, I don't have good health anymore
I have very bad depression
I have been living with depression for 15 years now
I kept myself out of the hospital for 4 years
I haven't had a crisis for 4 years now
It was my psychiatrist that had diagnosed me
With depression many years ago
And he prescribes my medications for depression
I take my medication every day
Night and day
Please God can you make a miracle in my life?
Because I am waiting for you to do that
Is that too much to ask for my God
Please answer me now
I am waiting for you to answer me, God
Yes when I was young I had good health
Yes God I have some broken sleep
Because I have sleep apnea
And I refuse to wear a CPAP machine
Every single night
Thank God that I been alive
Every single day
And I am happy to be alive
Also, I am happy that I have
I roof over my head
And I don't live on the street
Also, I have very little money to live
And also my friends look after my money
Because I just don't know how to
Handle money
If you put money on my hand
I spend it like it is water
The next day I am broke
I am telling the truth, God
I am also afraid to end up
On the street
Like the homeless
Also, I have good friends that support
Every single day of my life
And I have known them for a lifetime
Also, I need people in my life
And I also know that I can't live without people
I never sleep in during the mornings
Because I know that I would be wasting
A nice day
Also, I have a routine that I follow
Every single morning
The first thing I do when I wake up
Is pray for my God
And ask him in my prayer to give me
Peace and health in my life
Because I have no peace and health
In my life
I am telling you the truth, God
Today was the first day of Fall
And I had to put my
Summer clothes away
And start to wear my Winter clothes
We already changed the clocks back one hour
Also, the days are short now
It gets dark by 5:00 pm
I must say that I just hate that
I also find it very depressing
Also, I don't get any sun during the fall
Only grey sky
That puts me to sleep
And also it makes me tired
I keep yawning non-stop
I wish that I could go back to bed
But if I do that I won't sleep
At night
So I must stay wake
Now finally the trees are changing their color
From green to Gold
Also, there are dead leaves on the ground
People are raking the leaves of the trees
That is on the ground
And putting inside the garden bags
Yes the trees are now bare
And ready for the winter
Also now is morning again
It arrived very early
I have dressed warmly
And I am going for walk around
The block
So I can get some fresh air
Into my lungs
Then when I come back
I will go to my living room
I will turn my computer on
And I will do some work for my God
I will write some poems
For my God
And when it is finished
He will reward me
For a well done job
What don't you like about me?
Is that because I believe in God?
Why shouldn't I believe in God?
Is there anything wrong with being a
Christian?
Because I was born a
Christian
What don't you like about me?
Is that because I am on a diet?
I am very obese
And some of my clothes don't fit me
Anymore
The clothes that don't fit
Anymore I give to the homeless
That lives in the homeless shelter
And they are happy to receive
My clothes
Now I have to purchase
Some new clothes for me
From the second hand store
I also love to wear second hand clothes
The second hand clothes
Is very cheap
And I also can afford that
The second hand clothes are
My style
Is that because I believe in God?
Why shouldn't I believe in God?
Is there anything wrong with being a
Christian?
Because I was born a
Christian
What don't you like about me?
Is that because I am on a diet?
I am very obese
And some of my clothes don't fit me
Anymore
The clothes that don't fit
Anymore I give to the homeless
That lives in the homeless shelter
And they are happy to receive
My clothes
Now I have to purchase
Some new clothes for me
From the second hand store
I also love to wear second hand clothes
The second hand clothes
Is very cheap
And I also can afford that
The second hand clothes are
My style
Another day in paradise
Our dear loved ones
Are having
Another day in paradise
And we are happy
That God are taking care
Of then
We don't have to worry
Anymore because
They are in good hands
At night our loved ones
Sleep in a brass bed
Also they never wake up
Once during the night
They sleep like a log
Our loved ones have no
Problem sleeping
We are very happy
About that
We don't need to
Worry about that anymore
Yes one day when we are dead
We are going to heaven
And we will meet our loved ones
Again
We can't wait to die
Our dear loved ones
Are having
Another day in paradise
And we are happy
That God are taking care
Of then
We don't have to worry
Anymore because
They are in good hands
At night our loved ones
Sleep in a brass bed
Also they never wake up
Once during the night
They sleep like a log
Our loved ones have no
Problem sleeping
We are very happy
About that
We don't need to
Worry about that anymore
Yes one day when we are dead
We are going to heaven
And we will meet our loved ones
Again
We can't wait to die
Paul
Come to me now
It is time for us
To climb the stairway to heaven
It will take us all the way to heaven
When we get there
Our father will open the door
And he will let us
In heaven
I will cure you for ounce for wall
Because I will put an end
To your sickness
Paul
All you have to do now
Is change into your cotton gown
Then you can go and rest in your
Brass bed
All night
Don't worry about tomorrow
Paul
Because I will wake you up
Early in the morning
Paul
AIso tomorrow we will work together
In my vegetable garden
We will clean up the vegetable garden
We will remove the weeds
That takes a long time todo
We have all day to do that
Then we will plant the vegetable seeds
That will grow into vegetables
Then when it is ready for pick up
We will give it
To our servants
To cook for us
And we will eat the vegetables for dinner
Come to me now
It is time for us
To climb the stairway to heaven
It will take us all the way to heaven
When we get there
Our father will open the door
And he will let us
In heaven
I will cure you for ounce for wall
Because I will put an end
To your sickness
Paul
All you have to do now
Is change into your cotton gown
Then you can go and rest in your
Brass bed
All night
Don't worry about tomorrow
Paul
Because I will wake you up
Early in the morning
Paul
AIso tomorrow we will work together
In my vegetable garden
We will clean up the vegetable garden
We will remove the weeds
That takes a long time todo
We have all day to do that
Then we will plant the vegetable seeds
That will grow into vegetables
Then when it is ready for pick up
We will give it
To our servants
To cook for us
And we will eat the vegetables for dinner
It is so hard to live without you
My father
I just can't live without you my father
I need you to be a part
Of my everyday life
I could never
live without father
I know that you
Also love me
Without limits
And I am your son
And I will always be your son
You have created me
59 years ago with your
Holy hands
And you have placed me
Here on earth to live
I just love the life you
Gave to me father
I never complained to you
About my life
Thanks to you father
I live a very good life
Also you finally
Ended another day
And it is time
For me to go to bed
But before I go to bed
I won't forget to pray to you
Yes it only takes me a few minutes
Tomorrow will be another day
Also father I want to thank you
For keeping me alive
Every single day
Here on earth
My father
I just can't live without you my father
I need you to be a part
Of my everyday life
I could never
live without father
I know that you
Also love me
Without limits
And I am your son
And I will always be your son
You have created me
59 years ago with your
Holy hands
And you have placed me
Here on earth to live
I just love the life you
Gave to me father
I never complained to you
About my life
Thanks to you father
I live a very good life
Also you finally
Ended another day
And it is time
For me to go to bed
But before I go to bed
I won't forget to pray to you
Yes it only takes me a few minutes
Tomorrow will be another day
Also father I want to thank you
For keeping me alive
Every single day
Here on earth
I want to know
Have you seen the snow
Falling from the sky
Because we are having
A snow storm
I can hard believe
That the snow is coming
Down hard
And it is going to stay in the ground
I must tell you people
I am not the one that
Is crazy about the snow
I will not go out
In the snow storm
I will catch up on my sleep
Because I am tired today
And I will wake up
At midday today
Now I am going out
To clean up my drive away
Shoveling the snow
Also the snow is heavy
I hate every minute of it
Have you seen the snow
Falling from the sky
Because we are having
A snow storm
I can hard believe
That the snow is coming
Down hard
And it is going to stay in the ground
I must tell you people
I am not the one that
Is crazy about the snow
I will not go out
In the snow storm
I will catch up on my sleep
Because I am tired today
And I will wake up
At midday today
Now I am going out
To clean up my drive away
Shoveling the snow
Also the snow is heavy
I hate every minute of it
Look at those eyes
That have bags
Under it
That is because you
Don't sleep enough
My friend
You only sleep every day
For 3 hours
That is not good friend
For anybody
Yes friend sleep is very important
You can't even function properly
You are yawning away
I must say that is terrible
Also you are not taking care of your health
You are a second hand smoker
Yes smoke is bad for you
Every time you smoke a cigarette
You are reducing you live
By ten years
Also you are destroying you lungs
That have bags
Under it
That is because you
Don't sleep enough
My friend
You only sleep every day
For 3 hours
That is not good friend
For anybody
Yes friend sleep is very important
You can't even function properly
You are yawning away
I must say that is terrible
Also you are not taking care of your health
You are a second hand smoker
Yes smoke is bad for you
Every time you smoke a cigarette
You are reducing you live
By ten years
Also you are destroying you lungs
I love loving you Father
For have made me
The men I am
I will always stand for my rights
And I will not give up the fight
Because I believe somebody
Is mistreating me
I will confront that person
I don't care if he hates it
I deserve to be treated equally
I love loving you Father
For have made me
The men I am
I will always stand for my rights
And I will not give up the fight
Because I believe somebody
Is mistreating me
I will confront that person
I don't care if he hates it
I deserve to be treated equally
That is what I expect from
My friends
I treat all my friends the same
If they don't like it
Too bad
So please get lost
And don't beg me anymore
For have made me
The men I am
I will always stand for my rights
And I will not give up the fight
Because I believe somebody
Is mistreating me
I will confront that person
I don't care if he hates it
I deserve to be treated equally
I love loving you Father
For have made me
The men I am
I will always stand for my rights
And I will not give up the fight
Because I believe somebody
Is mistreating me
I will confront that person
I don't care if he hates it
I deserve to be treated equally
That is what I expect from
My friends
I treat all my friends the same
If they don't like it
Too bad
So please get lost
And don't beg me anymore
Sorry doesn't cut
Lunatic
You mistreated me
Every time I was with you
You always yelled at me
You are very
Mentally sick
And you don't seem to care
I am sorry to say that you live like a
pig
You don't take care of you
Hygiene
You clothes that you wear
Are always dirty
I don't deserve to be you friend
The children's aid
Took you child away from
You
I hope you die in hell
With no money
Sleeping in the streets of Toronto
During the Winter
That is my wish for you
Lunatic
I also wonder who will
Find you dead in the street
And burry you
Lunatic
You mistreated me
Every time I was with you
You always yelled at me
You are very
Mentally sick
And you don't seem to care
I am sorry to say that you live like a
pig
You don't take care of you
Hygiene
You clothes that you wear
Are always dirty
I don't deserve to be you friend
The children's aid
Took you child away from
You
I hope you die in hell
With no money
Sleeping in the streets of Toronto
During the Winter
That is my wish for you
Lunatic
I also wonder who will
Find you dead in the street
And burry you
I miss you
more and more
Each day
I also need you in my life
Every single day
Also father
I want to belong
To your life
Because you are the one
Who made me
In your image
A long time ago
Also you are the one
Who gave me life
And I am living my life
Every single day
Here on earth
After you placed me here
On earth to live
After you made me
Also you gave me feelings
Also I am not a
Vegetable
I finally got used to live
On earth
Every single day
A long time ago
Also many years ago
I became your poet
And I never take a break from
Work
I work my 8 hours a day
That is the normal shift
My Father gave to me
more and more
Each day
I also need you in my life
Every single day
Also father
I want to belong
To your life
Because you are the one
Who made me
In your image
A long time ago
Also you are the one
Who gave me life
And I am living my life
Every single day
Here on earth
After you placed me here
On earth to live
After you made me
Also you gave me feelings
Also I am not a
Vegetable
I finally got used to live
On earth
Every single day
A long time ago
Also many years ago
I became your poet
And I never take a break from
Work
I work my 8 hours a day
That is the normal shift
My Father gave to me
Don't let you life pas you by
Please live your life
To the fullest every day
Keep the good friends that you have
Before you go to bed every night
Say a prayer to God
And ask in you prayer
For God to give you
A good night sleep
Also you need you sleep
Please go to bed early
Every night
So you can get a proper sleep
Don't stay up late
Because you won't get much sleep
And you can't function with little sleep
Also next day when you wake up
You are going to feel tired
Also you will be yawning non stop
Remember that you can't sleep in
During the mornings
Or you won't sleep at night
Please live your life
To the fullest every day
Keep the good friends that you have
Before you go to bed every night
Say a prayer to God
And ask in you prayer
For God to give you
A good night sleep
Also you need you sleep
Please go to bed early
Every night
So you can get a proper sleep
Don't stay up late
Because you won't get much sleep
And you can't function with little sleep
Also next day when you wake up
You are going to feel tired
Also you will be yawning non stop
Remember that you can't sleep in
During the mornings
Or you won't sleep at night
Dream dream dream
Every night when you are
Sleeping
With your loved ones
That is dead
AIso don't forget that
They are resting in peace
In heaven
Also they are not suffering anymore
The way they suffered
When they lived on earth
Yes I know that you are still grieving
The lose of your loved one
It was a shock to you
When they died very fast
In their sleep
AIso you are missing them
Badly
Yes you wished that they
Could see how much you grown
And now you are finally
Very matured
Also you have grown
Very religious
Every night when you are
Sleeping
With your loved ones
That is dead
AIso don't forget that
They are resting in peace
In heaven
Also they are not suffering anymore
The way they suffered
When they lived on earth
Yes I know that you are still grieving
The lose of your loved one
It was a shock to you
When they died very fast
In their sleep
AIso you are missing them
Badly
Yes you wished that they
Could see how much you grown
And now you are finally
Very matured
Also you have grown
Very religious
Someone you love
Is my Father
Who had created
You in his image
A long time ago
Also you are a child of
My Father
My Father have lots of children
Besides you
You are the oldest child
Of my Father
Also my Father doesn't tell you
How you should live your life
You should have faith in my Father
Also it is important to pray
For my Father every night
It only takes a few minutes
To do it
And in you prayer you ask
My father
To give you some health
And a good night sleep
Also my father
Grant you what you
Asked you in your prayer
Is my Father
Who had created
You in his image
A long time ago
Also you are a child of
My Father
My Father have lots of children
Besides you
You are the oldest child
Of my Father
Also my Father doesn't tell you
How you should live your life
You should have faith in my Father
Also it is important to pray
For my Father every night
It only takes a few minutes
To do it
And in you prayer you ask
My father
To give you some health
And a good night sleep
Also my father
Grant you what you
Asked you in your prayer
I got to sleep
All through the night
Without getting up
In the middle of the night
I hate getting up in the middle of the night
Going to the bathroom
I am having lots of accidents
Where I pee my bed
And I need to wash
My bed
It happens all the time
With me
I am getting feed up
With it
Yes I wear a diaper
Every night when I go to sleep
Also I have an urinary tract infection
I need to drink Cranberry juice
It helps kill the urinary tract infection
I drink 1 small glass of cranberry juice
Every single day
Also the cold weather makes me pee
I just have no luck
After I drink coffee I need to pee
Yes coffee is the only drink
That will wake me up
In the morning
All through the night
Without getting up
In the middle of the night
I hate getting up in the middle of the night
Going to the bathroom
I am having lots of accidents
Where I pee my bed
And I need to wash
My bed
It happens all the time
With me
I am getting feed up
With it
Yes I wear a diaper
Every night when I go to sleep
Also I have an urinary tract infection
I need to drink Cranberry juice
It helps kill the urinary tract infection
I drink 1 small glass of cranberry juice
Every single day
Also the cold weather makes me pee
I just have no luck
After I drink coffee I need to pee
Yes coffee is the only drink
That will wake me up
In the morning
You take my breath away
Every time you sing out to me birds
Every time I walk in the park
I also love to hear you sing birds
Now the afternoon is here
It started to rain hard
I got caught in the rain
I am all soaked
Now I finally arrived home
I am getting changed into
Some dry clothes
I put the wet clothes to wash
In the wash machine
With 2 pods
It will take 1 hour to wash my clothes
Then I will through it in the dryer to try
Now I am putting my clothes out
That I am going to wear tomorrow
Now I am going to have a quick bite
Then I will have a nap
Because I am tired from my
Walk
I will wake up at 2:00 pm
Every time you sing out to me birds
Every time I walk in the park
I also love to hear you sing birds
Now the afternoon is here
It started to rain hard
I got caught in the rain
I am all soaked
Now I finally arrived home
I am getting changed into
Some dry clothes
I put the wet clothes to wash
In the wash machine
With 2 pods
It will take 1 hour to wash my clothes
Then I will through it in the dryer to try
Now I am putting my clothes out
That I am going to wear tomorrow
Now I am going to have a quick bite
Then I will have a nap
Because I am tired from my
Walk
I will wake up at 2:00 pm