Yes I know that
I behaved like an animal
In front of people
And now I am feeling
Also guilty
Also I am feeling pity for myself
When I get frustrated
I lash out
I don't sit
And solve the problem
Before it gets worst
Yes there is a lot of people
Who cares for me
Yes I need help in solving
My problems
Because I an not capable of solving
My own problems
That is the truth
It is not a lye
Now I am
Going to sleep
Because I need sleep badly
It is getting late
Already
Tomorrow will be another day

A poem
I write to you
I feel that I am losing you
Slowly
And I am afraid that is happening
Now
Father I can't imagine
Me living without you
Father I don't want to live
Alone anymore
Father I must win your trust again
Also without you can't live
Are you paying attention
To what I am saying
I am not lying to you father
Also father I am not fabricating
Any lies
Father don't abandon me
Because I just don't know how
To live without you
Please stay here with me
Also watch me when I sleep

I don't know
How I will win your trust again
Tell me how
I going to win your
Respect for me
Tell me
Why I hate your guts
Especially when you neg me to death
I hate every minute of it
You say you will never forgive me
For hitting you
I guess you will never give me
Another chance
To make it right again
Please go
And leave me alone
You say I can't live without you
Yes I can live without you
That is true
I feel that we have a no win
Situation
We are constantly fighting
We have a toxic relationship
I am telling you the truth

Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest
We have the desire to want to
Worship you
You are worth to be
Worshiped
You are the one
That create in your image
A long time ago
And we want to live
For you
You are the one
That placed us here
Here on earth to live
And we love to live on earth
Every single day
Also we know that we will only live once
Because you made life that way
Also we are not going to live forever
We will die some day
When our father will call us to die
We will be ready to die
Don't worry Father

I am the reason
You wake up every day
You want to make love with me
And I know that
Every single night
You are dying to make love
With me
For one hour
It it feels so good
To make love with me
You make me naked
You remove my shirt
And Now
I have a bare hairy chest
Now you remove my pants from
My body
Now you remove the underwear from
My cock
Now you put the Trojan
Large men's condom in my cock
Now Is time for me
To get you naked
I remove you blouse
There is now time to remove
You bra
From you
Turbo breasts
Now I remove your pants
Now Is time for me
To remove the panties
From your pussy
Now I insert the condom
In your pussy
Now you lick my chest
Then I lick your
Turbo breasts
Then Its time for me to
Masturbate your pussy
Now you also masturbate
My cock
Then we remove the condom
From you pussy
And you remove the condom
From my cock
Now you change into your
Nightgown
And i get dress into
My pajama
Now we are going to sleep

What don't you like about me?
Is that because I believe in God?
Why shouldn't I believe in God?
Is there anything wrong with being a
Christian?
Because I was born a
Christian
What don't you like about me?
Is that because I am on a diet?
I am very obese
And some of my clothes don't fit me
Anymore
The clothes that don't fit
Anymore I give to the homeless
That lives in the homeless shelter
And they are happy to receive
My clothes
Now I have to purchase
Some new clothes for me
From the second hand store
I also love to wear second hand clothes
The second hand clothes
Is very cheap
And I also can afford that
The second hand clothes are
My style

Another day in paradise
Our dear loved ones
Are having
Another day in paradise
And we are happy
That God are taking care
Of then
We don't have to worry
Anymore because
They are in good hands
At night our loved ones
Sleep in a brass bed
Also they never wake up
Once during the night
They sleep like a log
Our loved ones have no
Problem sleeping
We are very happy
About that
We don't need to
Worry about that anymore
Yes one day when we are dead
We are going to heaven
And we will meet our loved ones
Again
We can't wait to die

Paul
Come to me now
It is time for us
To climb the stairway to heaven
It will take us all the way to heaven
When we get there
Our father will open the door
And he will let us
In heaven
I will cure you for ounce for wall
Because I will put an end
To your sickness
Paul
All you have to do now
Is change into your cotton gown
Then you can go and rest in your
Brass bed
All night
Don't worry about tomorrow
Paul
Because I will wake you up
Early in the morning
Paul
AIso tomorrow we will work together
In my vegetable garden
We will clean up the vegetable garden
We will remove the weeds
That takes a long time todo
We have all day to do that
Then we will plant the vegetable seeds
That will grow into vegetables
Then when it is ready for pick up
We will give it
To our servants
To cook for us
And we will eat the vegetables for dinner

It is so hard to live without you
My father
I just can't live without you my father
I need you to be a part
Of my everyday life
I could never
live without father
I know that you
Also love me
Without limits
And I am your son
And I will always be your son
You have created me
59 years ago with your
Holy hands
And you have placed me
Here on earth to live
I just love the life you
Gave to me father
I never complained to you
About my life
Thanks to you father
I live a very good life
Also you finally
Ended another day
And it is time
For me to go to bed
But before I go to bed
I won't forget to pray to you
Yes it only takes me a few minutes
Tomorrow will be another day
Also father I want to thank you
For keeping me alive
Every single day
Here on earth

I want to know
Have you seen the snow
Falling from the sky
Because we are having
A snow storm
I can hard believe
That the snow is coming
Down hard
And it is going to stay in the ground
I must tell you people
I am not the one that
Is crazy about the snow
I will not go out
In the snow storm
I will catch up on my sleep
Because I am tired today
And I will wake up
At midday today
Now I am going out
To clean up my drive away
Shoveling the snow
Also the snow is heavy
I hate every minute of it

Look at those eyes
That have bags
Under it
That is because you
Don't sleep enough
My friend
You only sleep every day
For 3 hours
That is not good friend
For anybody
Yes friend sleep is very important
You can't even function properly
You are yawning away
I must say that is terrible
Also you are not taking care of your health
You are a second hand smoker
Yes smoke is bad for you
Every time you smoke a cigarette
You are reducing you live
By ten years
Also you are destroying you lungs

I love loving you Father
For have made me
The men I am
I will always stand for my rights
And I will not give up the fight
Because I believe somebody
Is mistreating me
I will confront that person
I don't care if he hates it
I deserve to be treated equally
I love loving you Father
For have made me
The men I am
I will always stand for my rights
And I will not give up the fight
Because I believe somebody
Is mistreating me
I will confront that person
I don't care if he hates it
I deserve to be treated equally
That is what I expect from
My friends
I treat all my friends the same
If they don't like it
Too bad
So please get lost
And don't beg me anymore

Sorry doesn't cut
Lunatic
You mistreated me
Every time I was with you
You always yelled at me
You are very
Mentally sick
And you don't seem to care
I am sorry to say that you live like a
pig
You don't take care of you
Hygiene
You clothes that you wear
Are always dirty
I don't deserve to be you friend
The children's aid
Took you child away from
You
I hope you die in hell
With no money
Sleeping in the streets of Toronto
During the Winter
That is my wish for you
Lunatic
I also wonder who will
Find you dead in the street
And burry you

I miss you
more and more
Each day
I also need you in my life
Every single day
Also father
I want to belong
To your life
Because you are the one
Who made me
In your image
A long time ago
Also you are the one
Who gave me life
And I am living my life
Every single day
Here on earth
After you placed me here
On earth to live
After you made me
Also you gave me feelings
Also I am not a
Vegetable
I finally got used to live
On earth
Every single day
A long time ago
Also many years ago
I became your poet
And I never take a break from
Work
I work my 8 hours a day
That is the normal shift
My Father gave to me

Don't let you life pas you by
Please live your life
To the fullest every day
Keep the good friends that you have
Before you go to bed every night
Say a prayer to God
And ask in you prayer
For God to give you
A good night sleep
Also you need you sleep
Please go to bed early
Every night
So you can get a proper sleep
Don't stay up late
Because you won't get much sleep
And you can't function with little sleep
Also next day when you wake up
You are going to feel tired
Also you will be yawning non stop
Remember that you can't sleep in
During the mornings
Or you won't sleep at night

Dream dream dream
Every night when you are
Sleeping
With your loved ones
That is dead
AIso don't forget that
They are resting in peace
In heaven
Also they are not suffering anymore
The way they suffered
When they lived on earth
Yes I know that you are still grieving
The lose of your loved one
It was a shock to you
When they died very fast
In their sleep
AIso you are missing them
Badly
Yes you wished that they
Could see how much you grown
And now you are finally
Very matured
Also you have grown
Very religious