I try to keep it together
Don’t want anyone to know
I manage not to cry
But I’m in full bitch mode
I’m surrounded by people
But I feel all alone
I wish I could forget you
But you’re carved in my soul
And they don’t understand
No, they will never understand
I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey
I try to move along
But I carry the pain around
I wish you would’ve just left
That you were somewhere safe and sound
But Death had to knock on your door
Now your eight feet underground
And I’m doomed without you
Forever lost, not to be found
And they don’t understand
No, they will never understand
I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey
I’m probably being a drama queen
And I’m probably saying things I don’t even mean
But even so, this is how I feel
Can’t you just pretend to care
You’re probably turning in your grave
Shaking your head at the mess I’ve made
But you’re not here, and I’m forced to stay
So, color all my nights grey
And you don’t understand
No, you will never understand
I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey
I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey
Don’t want anyone to know
I manage not to cry
But I’m in full bitch mode
I’m surrounded by people
But I feel all alone
I wish I could forget you
But you’re carved in my soul
And they don’t understand
No, they will never understand
I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey
I try to move along
But I carry the pain around
I wish you would’ve just left
That you were somewhere safe and sound
But Death had to knock on your door
Now your eight feet underground
And I’m doomed without you
Forever lost, not to be found
And they don’t understand
No, they will never understand
I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey
I’m probably being a drama queen
And I’m probably saying things I don’t even mean
But even so, this is how I feel
Can’t you just pretend to care
You’re probably turning in your grave
Shaking your head at the mess I’ve made
But you’re not here, and I’m forced to stay
So, color all my nights grey
And you don’t understand
No, you will never understand
I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey
I can hear Death calling my name
And I keep on waiting for you in vein
But if you’ll never come back
Color all my days black
And I’ll welcome Death when he comes my way
Color all my nights grey
The blood was shed
It will never be the same
Feel the intruding lead
That hangs my head in pain
The drainage not on my hands
But flows down my back
It was only in the sands
Where you planned your attack
Executed without flaws
With no issue at hand
You dug deep with your claws
Into a faceless land
Your face full of lies
When you greet me at that place
I see through your disguise
And reject your embrace
The wound you try to heal
Is now a gaping maw
Your words can never conceal
The true colors I saw.
It will never be the same
Feel the intruding lead
That hangs my head in pain
The drainage not on my hands
But flows down my back
It was only in the sands
Where you planned your attack
Executed without flaws
With no issue at hand
You dug deep with your claws
Into a faceless land
Your face full of lies
When you greet me at that place
I see through your disguise
And reject your embrace
The wound you try to heal
Is now a gaping maw
Your words can never conceal
The true colors I saw.
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye
But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,
I Want To Tell You These Things,
I Wish To Sing To You About These Things!
These Things I Feel When You Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...
That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.
poetry Is very well
when you
feel it as hell
dream with everyword you write
to make the poetry pride
and shine through your mind
To see the light through your pen
poetry is a trip
you walk in with your feel
and It's easy To heal
your heart
from the hurt
your mind
from nightmare
your hand
from the cold
and your soul
from the fear
It is Magic you can't see
but It's your heart feel
So let your hand write
what's Inside your heart and mind
don't mind it
you need it
go on your way
and stay
to write everyday
we need your finger
to be free
and never be anger
we need your words to
shine our heart with love
you can see the moon with the stars
light your way together
through your darkness forever
when you
feel it as hell
dream with everyword you write
to make the poetry pride
and shine through your mind
To see the light through your pen
poetry is a trip
you walk in with your feel
and It's easy To heal
your heart
from the hurt
your mind
from nightmare
your hand
from the cold
and your soul
from the fear
It is Magic you can't see
but It's your heart feel
So let your hand write
what's Inside your heart and mind
don't mind it
you need it
go on your way
and stay
to write everyday
we need your finger
to be free
and never be anger
we need your words to
shine our heart with love
you can see the moon with the stars
light your way together
through your darkness forever
Lost,with nowhere to go.
Running in circles.
But here there are no rabbit holes.
This is not a fairy tale.
For us,this is reality.
Reality has me chained.
If i don't obey my master,I'm chained.
Locked out from the outside world.
The life that surrounds me is my puppet master.
If I stray away I'm ignored,forgotten forever.
But who really cares,I'm worthless.
Do you remember the last time I shed a tear?
No.
Because with everyone watching me now I can't show emotion.
I wait.
When I'm curled up in a ball,my body.
Here I am myself.
Alone.
No.
I have my company,the space around me.
The only one that truly hears my cries.
But never criticizes when I do.
Am I caged or am I simply in peace?
You decide.
Caged...
Running in circles.
But here there are no rabbit holes.
This is not a fairy tale.
For us,this is reality.
Reality has me chained.
If i don't obey my master,I'm chained.
Locked out from the outside world.
The life that surrounds me is my puppet master.
If I stray away I'm ignored,forgotten forever.
But who really cares,I'm worthless.
Do you remember the last time I shed a tear?
No.
Because with everyone watching me now I can't show emotion.
I wait.
When I'm curled up in a ball,my body.
Here I am myself.
Alone.
No.
I have my company,the space around me.
The only one that truly hears my cries.
But never criticizes when I do.
Am I caged or am I simply in peace?
You decide.
Caged...