I'm so past what I can take,
just been driven to the brick,
god this is just making me sick,
so cold yet I can't hold,
what the hell the world on my shoulders,
It's crushing me over and over,
Making me just want to rollover and let my self die,
then things be alright,
hell without my love by my side.
I'm nothing just a lonely somethin,
Don't know why but I just feel this is right,
wanting just every one to leave my sight,
let me be before I completely loss mh fuckin mindH,
Nog like any one is listening to this stupid ass rhyme,
Just go, let it all go,
go with the mother fucken flow,
Kick back and let this all roll out,
hell as long it an't really in my house,
All just drama and shit doesn't mean I'm really effected by it,
Only my mind playing tricks,
really I don't want to play this game no more,
all out war just pissin me off,
attakin me like I was a stupid loud ass dog.
just been driven to the brick,
god this is just making me sick,
so cold yet I can't hold,
what the hell the world on my shoulders,
It's crushing me over and over,
Making me just want to rollover and let my self die,
then things be alright,
hell without my love by my side.
I'm nothing just a lonely somethin,
Don't know why but I just feel this is right,
wanting just every one to leave my sight,
let me be before I completely loss mh fuckin mindH,
Nog like any one is listening to this stupid ass rhyme,
Just go, let it all go,
go with the mother fucken flow,
Kick back and let this all roll out,
hell as long it an't really in my house,
All just drama and shit doesn't mean I'm really effected by it,
Only my mind playing tricks,
really I don't want to play this game no more,
all out war just pissin me off,
attakin me like I was a stupid loud ass dog.
"Feeling sick for no reason at all,
What's with me?,
I ask myself,
I'm so confused,
Feeling more horrible and yet I did nothing wrong,
I just feel guilty in a way,
But for what I just can't explain,
Its hard to understand,
It's like I'm fighting with myself,
But only in the inside,
What's going on?,
I keep wondering on and on,
This wasn't the first time I realized something was not right,
Like something was eating through me from the insides,
Causing misery from the pain, Heart slowly being crushed in the chest,
Making it so hard to breath,
I believe this was my fate,
To be coursed with such depression and hate."
What's with me?,
I ask myself,
I'm so confused,
Feeling more horrible and yet I did nothing wrong,
I just feel guilty in a way,
But for what I just can't explain,
Its hard to understand,
It's like I'm fighting with myself,
But only in the inside,
What's going on?,
I keep wondering on and on,
This wasn't the first time I realized something was not right,
Like something was eating through me from the insides,
Causing misery from the pain, Heart slowly being crushed in the chest,
Making it so hard to breath,
I believe this was my fate,
To be coursed with such depression and hate."
"Cold dark day it seems,
Yet so bright,
Don't feel well,
Yet I feel quite fine,
Stressed,
Yet I feel relieved,
Tired,
But don't feel like I want to sleep,
Hungry,
Yet unable to eat,
Depressed,
Yet smiling so happily,
Want to leave,
Yet feel like I must stay,
What a funny way this all turned out,
To have such a bad day,
Be so happy in this way,
Guess it's just how the world stops to say,
Wow, you finally get your peace today,
Even though it was mostly token in the wrong way,
But don't you complain,
Or else you'll get it worse,
The next day..."
Yet so bright,
Don't feel well,
Yet I feel quite fine,
Stressed,
Yet I feel relieved,
Tired,
But don't feel like I want to sleep,
Hungry,
Yet unable to eat,
Depressed,
Yet smiling so happily,
Want to leave,
Yet feel like I must stay,
What a funny way this all turned out,
To have such a bad day,
Be so happy in this way,
Guess it's just how the world stops to say,
Wow, you finally get your peace today,
Even though it was mostly token in the wrong way,
But don't you complain,
Or else you'll get it worse,
The next day..."
"Lier, lier,
Lied so much,
Now you're doomed to die,
Sad and alone,
You try to correct the things that you just can't hide,
Lying more and more,
It soon consumes your life,
Growing deeper in the rut,
Losing everything you ever loved,
Oh, what a hopeless shameful moment this has ever become,
Can't escape the pain you caused,
Which made the situation complicated and filled with such confusion,
Tireless and stressed from all the thoughts running through your head,
Making you wish you were just plain dead,
Start a new,
With a better life you never had,
One were you didn't lie, and lie so much,
Specially in your own head,
Lier's really do go to hell,
But still living,
Just being burnt with there own words,
That is what really makes it the real curse,
So try not to lie so much,
Unless you wish this to be your fait,
Then I must say,
Good luck to you,
For you're making a big mistake,
I've been there before my friend,
And truthfully,
It's NOT really that fun,
Being hated by everyone..."
Lied so much,
Now you're doomed to die,
Sad and alone,
You try to correct the things that you just can't hide,
Lying more and more,
It soon consumes your life,
Growing deeper in the rut,
Losing everything you ever loved,
Oh, what a hopeless shameful moment this has ever become,
Can't escape the pain you caused,
Which made the situation complicated and filled with such confusion,
Tireless and stressed from all the thoughts running through your head,
Making you wish you were just plain dead,
Start a new,
With a better life you never had,
One were you didn't lie, and lie so much,
Specially in your own head,
Lier's really do go to hell,
But still living,
Just being burnt with there own words,
That is what really makes it the real curse,
So try not to lie so much,
Unless you wish this to be your fait,
Then I must say,
Good luck to you,
For you're making a big mistake,
I've been there before my friend,
And truthfully,
It's NOT really that fun,
Being hated by everyone..."