Desperate to find answers and hope. I don't know what to think or believe any more even if I hear many saying that every thing will work out eventauly. What if it doesn't? What will I do then? I'm reaching my end, and I lost all that I thought I known or had. I don't want to be this way, not any more. I don't know why, I could never answer why I can't. Its all way to complicated, to much complicated for some one like me. I can't do any thing, control any thing I do. I'm not trying to do wrong, but it seems completely impossible to do right. Its hurting so badly like my chest is crushing against...
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