Prolauge:
I am a man who has been eteranly damned to walk this earth. I have been sent to search for redemtion for my many crimes against society. They have deprived me of my right to live..or at least tried to. My name is Pixius..and this is my story. (Pixius means "Put to flight")
Day 1:
This happened so suddenly. They captured me by surprise. I did'nt even have time to breath. All I was doing is walking around, minding my own business...well,thinking of my next crime to comite. I was almost thinking about something peaceful..almost. Little did I know that the royal gurad was lurking in the shadows. They stalked me as if they wee hungrey predators who have been waiting for days for an unlucky speciem to come about. I walked into the alley..which surprisingly looked pitch black in broad daylight, so I guess you can say I was walking blindly. They grabed me and threw me on the ground, following with a contiuous storm of feet aiming at my feet. Left with a brusied face, something comes across my mind. These gurads where the very guards who I might've attacked in my years. They sought revenge. "The kind has words with thee" Says one of the guards. They picked me up and escorted me to the royal court...A place most commonly known to us outlaws..this place has been the last sightings of many criminals. I might be one of them.
As I was being escoted, I bestowed eyes upon the walls of the royal court. The walls made of solid gold...so bright, legend has it it can blind a man if you look at it for a good 10 seconds. "How can such beauty house such evil?" I thought. As I was walking, all the people, including the guards, we're all looking in a manner as if they were ready for the unexpected. Looks like my years of injustice has given these people a good sense of reaction. The reaction the people got out of me was a smile. They all were frighten..surly by th though of"By the gods, what is he going to do next?" I was bestowed the honor of laying eye upon the gates of nirvana..or as everyone calls it. The gates opened..and I was getting worried.
After a few mintues of gazeing upon the beauty, I finally came face to face with the kind himself.
"Well, you came.." he said
"Oh, I've been a good boy this year" I said.
"For all the crimes you have commited..."
"I'm going to die...right?"
"No...you are faced with sometthing much greater"
"Come again?"
"You are sentenced to walk this earth.."
"For the rest of time."
All of a sudden, my body was overcome with fear of the unknown. I did'nt know what was to come..but I guess that's what I feared the most.
"Throw him in the dungeon" he said/
"He'll ebgin his journey.....at dawn"
To be continued...
I am a man who has been eteranly damned to walk this earth. I have been sent to search for redemtion for my many crimes against society. They have deprived me of my right to live..or at least tried to. My name is Pixius..and this is my story. (Pixius means "Put to flight")
Day 1:
This happened so suddenly. They captured me by surprise. I did'nt even have time to breath. All I was doing is walking around, minding my own business...well,thinking of my next crime to comite. I was almost thinking about something peaceful..almost. Little did I know that the royal gurad was lurking in the shadows. They stalked me as if they wee hungrey predators who have been waiting for days for an unlucky speciem to come about. I walked into the alley..which surprisingly looked pitch black in broad daylight, so I guess you can say I was walking blindly. They grabed me and threw me on the ground, following with a contiuous storm of feet aiming at my feet. Left with a brusied face, something comes across my mind. These gurads where the very guards who I might've attacked in my years. They sought revenge. "The kind has words with thee" Says one of the guards. They picked me up and escorted me to the royal court...A place most commonly known to us outlaws..this place has been the last sightings of many criminals. I might be one of them.
As I was being escoted, I bestowed eyes upon the walls of the royal court. The walls made of solid gold...so bright, legend has it it can blind a man if you look at it for a good 10 seconds. "How can such beauty house such evil?" I thought. As I was walking, all the people, including the guards, we're all looking in a manner as if they were ready for the unexpected. Looks like my years of injustice has given these people a good sense of reaction. The reaction the people got out of me was a smile. They all were frighten..surly by th though of"By the gods, what is he going to do next?" I was bestowed the honor of laying eye upon the gates of nirvana..or as everyone calls it. The gates opened..and I was getting worried.
After a few mintues of gazeing upon the beauty, I finally came face to face with the kind himself.
"Well, you came.." he said
"Oh, I've been a good boy this year" I said.
"For all the crimes you have commited..."
"I'm going to die...right?"
"No...you are faced with sometthing much greater"
"Come again?"
"You are sentenced to walk this earth.."
"For the rest of time."
All of a sudden, my body was overcome with fear of the unknown. I did'nt know what was to come..but I guess that's what I feared the most.
"Throw him in the dungeon" he said/
"He'll ebgin his journey.....at dawn"
To be continued...
I smile, after being beaten senslessly by people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do you know what this means?
Do you know how it fells?
Who are you to to say these things?
For you don't know there story or life,
You know nothing.
You know no pain,
For you are pain.
You know no hurt.
For you are hurt.
And who are you to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do you know what this means?
Do you know how it fells?
Who are you to to say these things?
For you don't know there story or life,
You know nothing.
You know no pain,
For you are pain.
You know no hurt.
For you are hurt.
And who are you to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
Within the furthest reaches of the heart lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned lovers have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....
~IF YOU DARE~
~IF YOU DARE~