Crazy Girl
"I don't know what I did to deserve this."
"I just want to curl up and just die in the core of the earth."
"I've never felt so alone. I don't know why they called me all those mean names. I just want to fit in."
Soon there will be laughter instead of the voices.
The new ditches are dug with Satin softly speaking towards us to drag the blade.
Names marked on us like banners, but they don't understand decide to cut you and deny their skill while they tear you apart.
oh, either way would have been the way to awaken from the depths.
So the angel of me dies with the screams of my blood.
Still they call me those names that define who I truly not stand.
The beautiful run of the names they call to you, friends leave, parents divorce, and you take a sacrifice.
oh, pumping up the music so my sorrow will drain but I never planned for my deadly prescription.
Oh, I have the same dreams like you in a way that my halo wants to fall from the weight of sorrow.
Walking down some newly deadly streets.
With people destroyed and all alone.
Thinking that their life has ended, and that makes me wonder (wonder...)
Failure coated and plastered on what they called the Crazy Girl (me)
I wanna make my parents proud but how can I when I'm a Crazy Girl who's the lie her father tells.
I'm wondering what I've done, but I'm thrown into a brand new world.
With my heart pumping, eyes searching, and a reason to fight for another day.
Oh, slamming doors and a fixed out cell for my shivering.
Oh, what would a bunch of teens call you?
oh, they called me that Crazy Girl and drugged another one.
Oh, this is our cruel world.
Similar scars is recorded for someone to understand.
Sirens and four walls closing in for a death to claim.
Salt in my wounds has me running from myself.
But they wanna lock me up for the Crazy Girl they speak of.
For the royal command, I'll get myself to catch me as I tumble and fall.
[[CHORUS]]
Oh, your battle cry lays dry on the battlefield just as your tears roll down your cheek.
Oh, but the other side screams to cut you free from life but your body still is alive!
So at night let's dry our eyes for you'll show them what you can do because I don't wanna see a friend get cut again.
Oh, everyday you might get insecure but your heart might be satisfied as your true friends finally come out.
Oh, please don't cut; Please don't cut.
Oh, please don't cut; Please don't cut.
Save the ways in how to replace it with times that you dreamed of smiling.
Spend a day with me-the Crazy Girl- I'll make you see through the imperfection to see how amazing you are.
Oh, so please don't cut because you are loved by me.
Oh, listen to me for I can make you laugh and dry your tears but I don't want you to cut nor me.
Digging from emotions are a ripple but live through and vote to stop your growing pain.
" I discovered through all my pain that I am perfect at being imperfect. All this pain inside me can be closed. I want a cure to help me but I'm afraid. I'm the Crazy Girl and I guess that's me."
Breaking flesh no longer needed as two friends rejoined.
Shoulder to shoulder for someone to cry on as your depths of despair.
Your pain is set free while you got someone to lean on.
Ice meets fire to cause a wash of happiness as the ground.
I can recall going to try to never let it go but it keeps you satisfied with that smile.
Oh, just so we're clear: I hope you're smiling and better not be tearing up your beautiful skin.
rejoice the truth of the heavenly angels because your magic can never be tamed.
Those names do not speak of you because its not true.
Oh, you're so beautiful.
Oh, you may not believe me but I'm right here trying to let you know how much I care for you.
Oh, this might be crazy but I've been angry at my self for being so crazy.
((End with Chorus))
I hope you enjoyed Crazy Girl. It's for the Dream Diary Team project. This is not an edited copy but I'm letting you guys fix it up. Please comment to let me know what changes need to be made.
Love,
SG
"I don't know what I did to deserve this."
"I just want to curl up and just die in the core of the earth."
"I've never felt so alone. I don't know why they called me all those mean names. I just want to fit in."
Soon there will be laughter instead of the voices.
The new ditches are dug with Satin softly speaking towards us to drag the blade.
Names marked on us like banners, but they don't understand decide to cut you and deny their skill while they tear you apart.
oh, either way would have been the way to awaken from the depths.
So the angel of me dies with the screams of my blood.
Still they call me those names that define who I truly not stand.
The beautiful run of the names they call to you, friends leave, parents divorce, and you take a sacrifice.
oh, pumping up the music so my sorrow will drain but I never planned for my deadly prescription.
Oh, I have the same dreams like you in a way that my halo wants to fall from the weight of sorrow.
Walking down some newly deadly streets.
With people destroyed and all alone.
Thinking that their life has ended, and that makes me wonder (wonder...)
Failure coated and plastered on what they called the Crazy Girl (me)
I wanna make my parents proud but how can I when I'm a Crazy Girl who's the lie her father tells.
I'm wondering what I've done, but I'm thrown into a brand new world.
With my heart pumping, eyes searching, and a reason to fight for another day.
Oh, slamming doors and a fixed out cell for my shivering.
Oh, what would a bunch of teens call you?
oh, they called me that Crazy Girl and drugged another one.
Oh, this is our cruel world.
Similar scars is recorded for someone to understand.
Sirens and four walls closing in for a death to claim.
Salt in my wounds has me running from myself.
But they wanna lock me up for the Crazy Girl they speak of.
For the royal command, I'll get myself to catch me as I tumble and fall.
[[CHORUS]]
Oh, your battle cry lays dry on the battlefield just as your tears roll down your cheek.
Oh, but the other side screams to cut you free from life but your body still is alive!
So at night let's dry our eyes for you'll show them what you can do because I don't wanna see a friend get cut again.
Oh, everyday you might get insecure but your heart might be satisfied as your true friends finally come out.
Oh, please don't cut; Please don't cut.
Oh, please don't cut; Please don't cut.
Save the ways in how to replace it with times that you dreamed of smiling.
Spend a day with me-the Crazy Girl- I'll make you see through the imperfection to see how amazing you are.
Oh, so please don't cut because you are loved by me.
Oh, listen to me for I can make you laugh and dry your tears but I don't want you to cut nor me.
Digging from emotions are a ripple but live through and vote to stop your growing pain.
" I discovered through all my pain that I am perfect at being imperfect. All this pain inside me can be closed. I want a cure to help me but I'm afraid. I'm the Crazy Girl and I guess that's me."
Breaking flesh no longer needed as two friends rejoined.
Shoulder to shoulder for someone to cry on as your depths of despair.
Your pain is set free while you got someone to lean on.
Ice meets fire to cause a wash of happiness as the ground.
I can recall going to try to never let it go but it keeps you satisfied with that smile.
Oh, just so we're clear: I hope you're smiling and better not be tearing up your beautiful skin.
rejoice the truth of the heavenly angels because your magic can never be tamed.
Those names do not speak of you because its not true.
Oh, you're so beautiful.
Oh, you may not believe me but I'm right here trying to let you know how much I care for you.
Oh, this might be crazy but I've been angry at my self for being so crazy.
((End with Chorus))
I hope you enjoyed Crazy Girl. It's for the Dream Diary Team project. This is not an edited copy but I'm letting you guys fix it up. Please comment to let me know what changes need to be made.
Love,
SG
~~~ FOR ALL THE PEOPLE IN UNCOMPREHENDABLE PAIN~~~
Black Heart Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark Heart Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy Heart Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold Heart Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black Heart and Black Soul
Maybe you will come by
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o seconds a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths or easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings you down really does hurt. Most of the time you don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am or even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
Black Heart Black Soul
Filthy like Coal
Dark Heart Dark Soul
Not even a Role
Gloomy Heart Gloomy Soul
Left there Broken
On an Abandoned Knoll
Cold Heart Cold Soul
Never a Whole
Bloody, Hurt, Plenty of Wounds
Nobody Heard that Piercing Cry
Leaving Scars
I might as well Die
With my Black Heart and Black Soul
Maybe you will come by
And Watch me Weep
As I zoom in to a forever Sleep
~~~ Anonymous
"A Note from the Author"
Every 4o seconds a person dies from suicde. Decreasing the population. Bloody brutal deaths or easy painless ones. But People will never know how much it hurts. The Depression, Bullying, anything that Brings you down really does hurt. Most of the time you don't even know what the person is doing, and how much pain they are in. I wrote this for everyone in as much pain as i am or even more. May someone wipe away their tears,
If tears left scars then the world would know who you truly are.
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that you always have tried to keep in
But one day you just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because you long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one you want most is breaking you but you still love him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
Or maybe your just hurt and afraid that you can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in more ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that day comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
For your tears leave scars and it would show them how much you've cried and been crying.
It would show them your pain and sadness that you always have tried to keep in
But one day you just let it out for know reason...
Maybe it's because your friend turned on you?
Maybe it's because you long for someone?
Maybe it's because the one you want most is breaking you but you still love him in the end?
Maybe it's all of those things...
Or maybe your just hurt and afraid that you can never fix your self again...
If tears left scars the world would know how much pain your truly in.
They would see that your hurt in more ways then one...
They would see the real you...
But until that day comes
I guess people will just have to hide it away...
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald
There's a crack in my heart from,
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My heart has your name written all over it
My heart beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did you leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let you go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted you
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave you and never look back
But I can't because my heart can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but you don't hear
you just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can you be so curl when I gave you everything I had
Your a heart breaker
You don't get it do you
You broke me
and you hurt me
and you felt nothing...
The Pain,
The Hurt,
From You.
My heart has your name written all over it
My heart beats faster when I see your face
Just your name makes me smile.
Why.
Why did you leave me with such as cruse
A cruse of loving you
and now I can't let you go
Your the only one that can fix my heart
But at the same time your the one who put the crack in my heart...
I can't trusted you
But I want to
I can't believe you
But I still lesson
I want to leave you and never look back
But I can't because my heart can't last much longer
Your the glue to fix my beaten heart
It's crying for you
but you don't hear
you just walked away from me
and left me there crying in the rain
How can you be so curl when I gave you everything I had
Your a heart breaker
You don't get it do you
You broke me
and you hurt me
and you felt nothing...
~Magically Gone~
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. Home that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your angel wings won't work and you atleast knock down your mother's diary. The love twisting story will bring you alive to the real world. Your angel or butterfly wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL you fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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Review
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Book 1: Blown Away
Info: Born when her mother died in livebirth,little Rocky stays with her father near a forests. Five forest that never would bother Rocky. Infact,it was home. Home that was blown away when something happened. Something that grew wings and flapped it all away. Rocky's life is never the same. Just imagine,you were born and living with only your living parent. Your angel wings won't work and you atleast knock down your mother's diary. The love twisting story will bring you alive to the real world. Your angel or butterfly wings are going to dry...yes,yes they will!
This is for ALL you fly fellows! *giggles*
♥ SnOoKiE♥
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