15: I met you and everything seems perfect now. i feel save and loved when I'm in your arms, and your the first man that i've been able to trust in a long time. 15: Loss my V card on the day my favorite band broke, while eating candy and watching my favorite movie to someone i love. 15: Im healthy and happy and I'm proud of myself.
14: I weigh 109, yet i think I'm huge and gross? I think somethings wrong with me? 14: My Self-esteem is so long its in the negatives 14: I took to many pills one night because life became an endless down hill. 14: My parents found out i was insane, they sent me away to get help. 14: My Counselor once asked me why i tried to kill myself and i said "Because people told me to be happy." Kind of sick isn't it? 14: I got out of the place and my family is scared of me, and my older brother is the only one who cares 14: I start high school scared but excited
13: I keep telling myself I was…different 13: I kept telling myself i was fat 13: I thought no one like me but i guess you did.
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11: I love all my friends we all get alone so well. 11: My mom said I should stop eating so much and gets mad at me when i do something wrong. She yells at me like she used to yell at my dad, i guess she needed someone new to yell at.
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9: I love summer and swimming. I think i want to be..a fashion designer when I'm older? Or be like mommy! Because ever little girl wants to be like there mommy.
8: Daddy keeps crying and saying sorry to me over the phone and that he didn't mean to. 8: Daddy sends a card for christmas for the last time. 8: I never heard from Daddy again.
7: My other mommy had to go vist her daddy because he got really sick. Daddy came into my room late last night, he had a horrible smell on his lips when he tried to kiss me. It was dark in the room so i couldn't see what he was doing, but he touched a lot in weird places. He also made me touch him and he said if i told anyone he'd hurt me like he did mommy.
6:Daddy lives in a different state now and is married to someone else. Daddy still likes to drink a lot and likes to watch me a lot, but he seems happy with my other mommy.
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3: Mommy and daddy are still fighting over me. Daddy hit mommy hard and made her cry, she kicked daddy out that night.
2: Daddy and mommy are fighting a lot, i don't know why. they get so loud sometimes they wake me up when I'm sleeping in my room. My older brother says this is what happened before when his daddy and are mommy were together, and his daddy ended up hitting mommy.
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14: I weigh 109, yet i think I'm huge and gross? I think somethings wrong with me? 14: My Self-esteem is so long its in the negatives 14: I took to many pills one night because life became an endless down hill. 14: My parents found out i was insane, they sent me away to get help. 14: My Counselor once asked me why i tried to kill myself and i said "Because people told me to be happy." Kind of sick isn't it? 14: I got out of the place and my family is scared of me, and my older brother is the only one who cares 14: I start high school scared but excited
13: I keep telling myself I was…different 13: I kept telling myself i was fat 13: I thought no one like me but i guess you did.
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11: I love all my friends we all get alone so well. 11: My mom said I should stop eating so much and gets mad at me when i do something wrong. She yells at me like she used to yell at my dad, i guess she needed someone new to yell at.
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9: I love summer and swimming. I think i want to be..a fashion designer when I'm older? Or be like mommy! Because ever little girl wants to be like there mommy.
8: Daddy keeps crying and saying sorry to me over the phone and that he didn't mean to. 8: Daddy sends a card for christmas for the last time. 8: I never heard from Daddy again.
7: My other mommy had to go vist her daddy because he got really sick. Daddy came into my room late last night, he had a horrible smell on his lips when he tried to kiss me. It was dark in the room so i couldn't see what he was doing, but he touched a lot in weird places. He also made me touch him and he said if i told anyone he'd hurt me like he did mommy.
6:Daddy lives in a different state now and is married to someone else. Daddy still likes to drink a lot and likes to watch me a lot, but he seems happy with my other mommy.
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3: Mommy and daddy are still fighting over me. Daddy hit mommy hard and made her cry, she kicked daddy out that night.
2: Daddy and mommy are fighting a lot, i don't know why. they get so loud sometimes they wake me up when I'm sleeping in my room. My older brother says this is what happened before when his daddy and are mommy were together, and his daddy ended up hitting mommy.
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A nameless poem I haven't thought of the name ~ Wolfcat343
Heart dipped in black ink
pain causing the soul to sink
it makes you wonder what type of sick minds abuse people... they can't think
the scars prove you have been hurt
you think its the only escape
don't throw yourself in the dirt
Someone loves you
even if you don't think so
you might not know
We try forgetting our pasts but is so damn hard
you're falling apart
I'll try my best to help to piece you back together
but unlike that fairy tale its alot harder
it feels like the pain will last forever
oh oh
don't give up yet, don't give up yet, yeah don't give up yet
You can make it through
yeah me and you
I'll be at your side
helping you fight
tonight is the last night you spend alone
living in the eyes of the unknown
You can do it
you can sit at that throne
knowing your not alone
Heart dipped in black ink
pain causing the soul to sink
it makes you wonder what type of sick minds abuse people... they can't think
the scars prove you have been hurt
you think its the only escape
don't throw yourself in the dirt
Someone loves you
even if you don't think so
you might not know
We try forgetting our pasts but is so damn hard
you're falling apart
I'll try my best to help to piece you back together
but unlike that fairy tale its alot harder
it feels like the pain will last forever
oh oh
don't give up yet, don't give up yet, yeah don't give up yet
You can make it through
yeah me and you
I'll be at your side
helping you fight
tonight is the last night you spend alone
living in the eyes of the unknown
You can do it
you can sit at that throne
knowing your not alone
Check your soul – wolfcat343
See those scars?
He’s the reason
he should be behind bars
the girl’s pain is only increasing
never seizing
to that guy its pleasing
nobody realizes
Through their eyes
They only see lies
Some would see
others spread stories
she says she’s okay
She’s hiding away
During those times
No one recognizing the obvious crimes
Outside hurt
Inside beautiful
She stood up for herself oneday
the guy was taken away
finally she was free
All what people need to do now is look past her scars, bruises and pain
find the girl inside who’s beautiful, ignore the outside stain
Are you going to be the person who helps
Or the person who hurts?
it doesn’t matter on outside appearance
The person inside is who counts
After all we’re only souls carrying human bodies
Ask yourself, not “how pretty am I today?” but “how does my soul look?”
See those scars?
He’s the reason
he should be behind bars
the girl’s pain is only increasing
never seizing
to that guy its pleasing
nobody realizes
Through their eyes
They only see lies
Some would see
others spread stories
she says she’s okay
She’s hiding away
During those times
No one recognizing the obvious crimes
Outside hurt
Inside beautiful
She stood up for herself oneday
the guy was taken away
finally she was free
All what people need to do now is look past her scars, bruises and pain
find the girl inside who’s beautiful, ignore the outside stain
Are you going to be the person who helps
Or the person who hurts?
it doesn’t matter on outside appearance
The person inside is who counts
After all we’re only souls carrying human bodies
Ask yourself, not “how pretty am I today?” but “how does my soul look?”
