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posted by malmcd
I smile, after being beaten senslessly by people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.

Do you know what this means?
Do you know how it fells?
Who are you to to say these things?
For you don't know there story or life,
You know nothing.
You know no pain,
For you are pain.
You know no hurt.
For you are hurt.
And who are you to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...


Fierce & Love
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posted by malmcd
Ana (Anorexia)

I hate you because you're taking over me,
but I love you 'cause you're making me the girl I want to be.
Why do I love you when all you do is put me down?
Making me starve 'till I fit into the smallest gown.
With the loss of each pound I'm closer to my goal,
with your help I will make this broken girl whole.
Filled with fear at every bite I take,
my plan will be ruined with just a bite of that cake.
Counting calories and fearing how much I weigh,
I am beginning to learn that you are here to stay.
My reflection has become something I fear,
I dread the time when I will look into that mirror....
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A/N: This is a whole different story and so far, this is my fourth story but I haven't been able to finish my other ones. I may need help with them... :) Anyway, enjoy this chapter and please comment on it!
I'd like to hear your voices in what you think of the chapter! :)
Take Care & God Bless,
Anniewannie/Florannie

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posted by BooBooBear981
Within the furthest reaches of the heart lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned lovers have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....

~IF YOU DARE~
Chapter 15- The Cold Heart

    Each girl took a deep breath, trying to muster up the strength to go.
    “Zoomix!” Yelled Bloom as her the girls were transported into Lownieate.
    “Sun Shield!” Yelled Stella as a massive amount of pressure was pushed on to her making her weak.
    “Ok girls you are half way there keep going!” Yelled Tecna from the translator.
    “Zoomix!” Yelled Bloom once again transported them into the center of Lownieate.
    “Sun Shi!”...
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posted by anniewannie
_______________HEAVEN AND HELL_______________

I feel like there’s a monster inside my mind, clawing its sharp, black fingers at me and making me think that nothing will ever be the same again.
The voices are calling out to me – their voices screaming, like wolves howling when’s it’s a full moon, at me: “Give it a shot Annie!” “Your so-called friends at school don’t care about you anymore!” “Don’t you want to feel that blood trickle down from your cuts?!” “What are you waiting for?” I try not to listen by covering my ears or hiding under my blanket to keep those voices...
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posted by malmcd
159 Brixton, England


    The third bang and cry made Viva's heart stop and she waited and look back at the reflection in the mirror stairing back. Her body had taken so much abuse over the years, she always had bruise on her every where and cuts and scars apond her wrist. She was very skinny for her age of 13 and her hair was thin and up to her shoulders and different lengths. She turned to her side and looked into the mirror and started thinking, "Am I skinny enough? Am I fat? Am I good enough...or just useless like he says to me over and over again?" Then there was another...
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posted by malmcd
Dark writing....

Dark shadows sneak under the door
As I keep writing these dark lyrics more
Of a nature that's not evil or unkind
Rather of disturbing thoughts in my mind.

They say for everything bad it's found
Something good it has to come around
The weather wouldn't be pleasant if wasn't for the rain
These feelings wouldn't exist if it wasn't for the pain.

I'm doing a storm in a cup of water to prepare
Meanwhile around people don't even care
I pray for my life to not end before these stanzas
But mindlessly I write and write looking for the answers.

My cold dark poems are everywhere
Floating around in the...
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The Lost Roleplay ^^

*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing you might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have you ever been told how long you have to live? It hurts. And it makes you think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until...
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Previously:
Such maddness was inthe cell I was thrown into. It was s much, it made me tremble in fear. My head throbed on how much I was thinking. So much in fact, I passed out..but the sounds were still in my head. Everything was still going on even when I woke up.
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The voices were still aching within my head..but for some reason...even loudler. It was a good thing that the guards came to get me just before I went mad...I was begining to lose myself. The minute the light shined upon my face, the voices ceased...and I felt a heavy...
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posted by allicyn123
Okay so you all know my new characters Donni, Alec, Zach, Ryan, Bean and Darka but what you don't know is there personalities, or there pasts...... So I'm gonna tell you them! of course all of them are too big to fit in one article. so i'll tell you the little peeks and what i'm gonna call there articles!

Alec and Zachariah: Alec and Zach are twin brothers, there lives? perfect. They begin training to be riders like there parents when one day they never return. Alec and Zach venture to the forest where there parents had said to be going only to find a horroble sight, that will change there lives...
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posted by malmcd
They all have there story's
The Invisible girls
Here's there story's...

One girl is shy because she has Asperger's Syndrome. She say's that it's hard knowing your different because you'll never fit into there mold they made for you to fit into. She also says that she's to clumsy to walk in there perfect line that they've drawn for her. She'd always alone when her teacher ask's her class to partner up. And she try's not to cry...


One girl had realized that she didn't care what people thought of her until she was 18. She was shy and no one looked at her she didn't talk unless spoken to ans she was...
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posted by SongGirl50701
13 year old me..
13 year old me..
Dear Friends and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own friends told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being friends when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, you came back at the time I wanted to die. You wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck you Melody."

I can see you now,...
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posted by BooBooBear981
Chapter 1
“Are you absolutely sure you can handle this class?” says Mom assuring me for my safety. “Kicking butt is my middle name” I think to myself before answering. “Mom, I’m eighteen now, I’m not a little kid anymore. “Yes but I cannot stand seeing my little angel grow up” Mom! Stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” I started out the door knowing that every single second I was in danger. In our county no one is safe from the government. At least I’m not. Evil people in this world are trying to kill me behind my mother’s back but no one can know. No one. Russian Spies. Japanese...
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