Let's start from where it all began
I was just a 13 year old teenage kid
I looked into those blue eyes
And I didn't realize
I soon got a little crush on you
But hardly strong enough to pull through
But recently you popped back into my head
And now I understand what I didn't know then
I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping you can see me
I scream at the top of my lungs
Hoping you can hear me
But you never do
You never do
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
Now I'm trying to get a life
But I think of you each time I close my eyes
The piercing pain 'cause you're not with me
Stops me from breathing
And I wonder if you knew about me
Would you open your heart and let me in
Would I be able to steal a smile
Would I stand a chance to make you mine
I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping you can see me
I scream at the top of my lungs
Hoping you can hear me
But you never do
You never do
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
I can't seem to see the light
When you're not here to be my sun
I can't seem to hear the music
When you're not here to turn the radio on
And I can't seem to feel the warmth
When you're not here to be my sheeth
I can't seem to take a step
When you're not here to move me
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
I was just a 13 year old teenage kid
I looked into those blue eyes
And I didn't realize
I soon got a little crush on you
But hardly strong enough to pull through
But recently you popped back into my head
And now I understand what I didn't know then
I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping you can see me
I scream at the top of my lungs
Hoping you can hear me
But you never do
You never do
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
Now I'm trying to get a life
But I think of you each time I close my eyes
The piercing pain 'cause you're not with me
Stops me from breathing
And I wonder if you knew about me
Would you open your heart and let me in
Would I be able to steal a smile
Would I stand a chance to make you mine
I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping you can see me
I scream at the top of my lungs
Hoping you can hear me
But you never do
You never do
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
I can't seem to see the light
When you're not here to be my sun
I can't seem to hear the music
When you're not here to turn the radio on
And I can't seem to feel the warmth
When you're not here to be my sheeth
I can't seem to take a step
When you're not here to move me
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to you so you can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this year my list will be short
It only contains a five lettered word
I hope I'll find you underneath my christmas tree
'Cause I can't seem to be
Without you
Once upon a time... There was a girl. A very pretty girl. She grew up with very loving parents. But her father was sick. One day, he passed away. The girl was very sad. She, too, in fact, became bipolar, just like him. She struggled VERY MUCH She went to online friends to find peace. But that was not always peaceful. Turmoil struck. But out of turmoil came a husband. A very kind, giving husband. And also out of turmoil, came you.
You all have been the light of my life. A star guiding me through the shadows. I met my best friend Ellen on here. And my teammates. :)
You made me realize what happiness and unity feel like. I was welcomed in with open arms. And you never did let go. And never will. I will always love it here, and love my team. I adore Piper, but team Phoebe is where it's at. And I will love each and every one of you, always, even after my last breath is gone.
I LOVE YOU
You all have been the light of my life. A star guiding me through the shadows. I met my best friend Ellen on here. And my teammates. :)
You made me realize what happiness and unity feel like. I was welcomed in with open arms. And you never did let go. And never will. I will always love it here, and love my team. I adore Piper, but team Phoebe is where it's at. And I will love each and every one of you, always, even after my last breath is gone.
I LOVE YOU
